Raven walked out of her room and headed into the kitchen to make some herbal tea. Cyborg was playing video games while sitting on the couch. Starfire was cooking… or creating something. And Robin was looking out the window with his hand on his chin; he appeared to be deep in thought. Raven brewed her tea and sipped it quietly at the end of the table.

'No one's saying anything… why are they acting like nothing's wrong… Beast Boy told them everything… they should be mad at me.'

Raven looked over at Starfire who smiled at her graciously. Raven raised an eyebrow to her as smoke escalated from the stove and Starfire squealed as she pulled her… whatever she made out of the oven. She threw it in the sink and mumbled some Tamarainian words at the sight of her fouled meal.

Raven got up and sat on the couch. She was on the opposite end of Cyborg and was closer to where Robin was standing. She used her magic to levitate a book from off the bookshelf in her room and brought it to her seat on the couch. She opened it up and hid her eyes behind it as Cyborg jumped off the couch and threw his gaming controller to the floor.

"Oh yeah baby, whose your daddy now. That's right I am I won! Boo yeah!" he yelled out in excitement.

This broke Robin's concentration.

"You finally get the high score?" Robin questioned.

"Sure did, Beast Boy can shove that up his lil green butt." he joked.

Raven's eyes twitched.

'Are they trying to fuck with my head? They know what happened to me. Why aren't they saying anything, they're acting as if nothing happened… are they playing some kind of game?'

"Raven… Raven? Hey are you okay?" Robin asked waving his hand in front of Raven's face trying to get her attention.

"What's that supposed to mean?" she asked sounding a little agitated.

"Uhm, I don't know, you seem distracted." he said rubbing his head.

"Yeah, I'm sure you already know why." she said as she shoved her face back into the book.

"Is it about yesterday?" Cyborg jumped in and asked.

"I know you guys know what happened, stop pretending like you're okay with it." she said while slamming her book shut.

Robin and Cyborg looked at each other confused while Starfire walked over and looked at Raven.

"Friend Raven it is okay what happened to you, we all understand. We are all understanding of why you were upset."

"Real funny Starfire, are you all trying to humor me." she said standing up and clenching her fists together tightly.

'They don't understand… they don't know how I'm feeling… why would she say that… they all planned this… they think I'm weak… they're acting like they're sympathetic… well I don't need their sympathy.'

"Raven it's not really a big deal, it's not like it will happen again." Robin said trying to calm her down, but doing the exact opposite.

"Not happen again… NOT HAPPEN AGAIN! If he gets his fucking hands on me it will happen again!" she screamed out.

"Please Raven do not be angry at Robin, we are all friends here." Starfire said trying to cool her down.

"Some friends you all are, stop messing with my head, you know what happened to me, why are you all acting like it's not a big deal?!" she screamed out.

"We didn't know it mattered that much to you Raven, we thought you'd be over it by now." Cyborg said.

"It takes a long time to get over something like this, what he did to me destroyed my life. I can't get over it just like that." she yelled.

"Well he's gone now and he can't hurt you anymore." Robin said.

"He's not fucking gone, he's stalking me, he wants more from me."

The titans looked at each other baffled.

"Are you serious… Slade fucking raped me; stop acting like he won't do it again if he had the chance too. You don't know what the fuck I'm going through here. It's not just some big joke… this is fucking serious to me!"

"WHAT?!" they all shouted at together.

Raven felt slightly confused…

"Wait, Slade raped you, Raven when did this happen are you okay?" Cyborg asked.

"That no good, piece of shit, fucking loser, he's gunna pay when we get a hold of him." Robin exclaimed as he pounded his fist into his hand.

"Beast… Beast Boy told you…" Raven started.

"That you were having the nightmares of Trigon." Starfire said.

"Oh…" Raven said as her cheeks turned a deep shade of red.

'What did I just do…'

"Raven why didn't you tell us sooner? When did this happen? Where were you?" Robin asked sounding worried and upset.

"I… I" she started, but couldn't finish so she changed the subject, "where's Beast Boy?"

"We haven't seen him since yesterday." Cyborg answered.

Raven's face drained of all color as she stumbled out of the room and ran to Beast Boy's room. When she reached his door she barged in without knocking and looked around. The other titans followed her in and watched her as she staggered around.

"Raven what are you doing?" Robin asked.

Raven ignored him and continued looking around his room. She knew where he had gone, but she didn't want to believe it. She looked on the floor, then the bed, and then over to his desk. Her eyes shifted to the dresser and her heart dropped. She used her magic to move it over a few feet so the window was visible. A piece of ripped notebook paper was taped to it. The titans looked at her in curiosity as she grabbed it.

Dear Raven,

I meant what I said to you, every single word of it. I will try my hardest to make you believe me. If you're reading this then you should have a pretty good idea of where I went.

-Beast Boy

"NO!" she screamed as she crumbled the piece of paper in her hand.

"Raven what's wrong, where's Beast Boy?" Robin asked.

"He… he went after him?"

"Who went after who?" Cyborg asked.

"Beast Boy… he went after Slade…" she answered.

"WHAT?!... by himself?... is he crazy!" Cyborg yelled as he looked on his arm for BB's signal.

"Is there any sign of him?" Robin asked as he grabbed his communicator and tried to get a hold of Beast Boy too.

"No." Cyborg said with a defeatist look on his face.

"Beast Boy, Beast Boy, can you hear me? Robin yelled in his communicator, "Raven we need you to…" he began as he looked up, but Raven was gone.

Meanwhile

"Ugh… ow… dude… what happened… where am I?" Beast Boy asked as he looked around.

He was in a small room and it was hard to see. He wasn't sure if it was because the light was a dim beam or if his swollen eyes were the reason. His head was pounding. He licked his bottom lip and he could taste blood which was beginning to drip down his chin. He looked down and saw that his knuckles were bloody and his clothes were torn. He also noticed that he was tied down to a chair and he couldn't move.

"Hello?!" he called out and then coughed.

Blood splattered out of his mouth and he tried to spit out the rest of the horrible taste.

"Why hello there, nice to see that you're finally awake." a familiar voice said.

"Whose there, show yourself!" he yelled.

"Now, I really don't think that you're in a situation where you should be yelling at me." said Slade as he walked out of the shadows.

"YOU!?" Beast Boy exclaimed.

"Don't you remember what happened?" Slade asked as Beast Boy's memories began coming back to him.

"Wait… I found you in the woods where you were last with Raven… what am I doing here?"

"Well after you took a nasty blow to the head courtesy of me I decided to bring you back to my home." he said with a smile.

"A blow to the head… dude look at me… it feels like you attempted to murder me." he said as he coughed up more blood, "Why wouldn't you just leave me? Why did you bring me back here?"

"Let's just say you're going to be bait for a certain little friend of mine."

Slade turned from Beast Boy and began to walk away.

"I swear if you lay one finger on Raven I'll fucking kill you." he screamed.

Slade stopped and looked back at Beast Boy. A devilish grin swept across his lips. He ran up to Beast Boy and kicked him in the stomach causing him to fly back and hit the wall. The chair broke with a loud crash and Beast Boy remained tied to the arms while gasping for air. Slade chuckled to himself and walked to the door of the room where a tiny ray of light was shining in. He stepped through the door and went to shut it behind him,

"I hope you enjoy your stay." he said and slammed the door locking it.

Raven's secret is all out in the open now, the titans know, and Beast Boy went to fight Slade on his own and got caught 0.o

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