Steve

'So where are we staying tonight' I asked it was starting to get dark. We have been on the road for two hours now

'Well when we stopped off I arranged a stay at a cabin, so that's where we are staying tonight' she smiled 'we are about 30mins away'

'You're an amazing organizer you know that, crazy but gets the job done'

'Real smooth' she laughed slapping me playfully

'That is one thing I never thought I would be called'

'I take it you were not poplar then' she asked

'I was that kid who never got chosen for anything always on the sideline'

'Well I would have been your friend, I am a sucker for geeks'

She said seriously

'So, am I still in with a shoot' I asked playfully I have know idea what has come over me it like I have become someone else around her.

'We will see when we get to the cabin' smirking she turned into the parking lot of what I assume is the entrance to the cabin.

We walked to the front desk were an old lady was reading

'Hello, I am Natasha we spoke on the phone'

Looking up she smiled 'Yes great to have you, when you finish filling out these forms you are in cabin 50' she winked at me making me blush like she knew what we were up to.

I watched as Natasha filled out the forms and taking the keys from her as we went towards the cabin. Although we are going to be here for one night it was different, exciting. We walked up the long path as we headed towards the cabin, it was grand with a wraparound porch extremely homely from the outside. She smiled as we entered, the room was large with a kitchen and living room adjoining with a single room at the back with a double bed, it was perfect.

'This is amazing Nat' I said wrapping an arm around her and kissing her Cheek

'I am glad you like it' she turned to face me giving me a deeper kiss.

'It's a shame it's only for one night' I said picking her up putting her over my shoulder.

'Steve put me down' she giggled as she hit my back playfully

'Nope' I smiled as I walked in to the bedroom her laugh echoing in the room as I threw her on to the bed

'Gosh, you're heavy' I smiled, her legs at my waist

'Screw you Steve' she was still laughing uncontrollably.

I kissed her to silencing her laugh as she began to undo my belt her eyes not leaving mine.

Natasha

I think I might of corrupted Steve's mind, I am looking over at him taking a short nap after earlier. He has become so much more confident, it's like he's a new man with bits of the old Steve still there. I mean don't get me wrong he is still gets super embarrassed taking about it though.

I decided to get up and start making dinner. I asked the owner to stock the fridge for when we came. I thought it would be nice to have a home cooked meal considering we have been eating out for the last few days. I took the two steaks out and began to prep them as Steve stumbled in to the kitchen still a bit sleepy.

'Had a nice nap' I asked washing of the vegetables

'Would have been better if you we still beside me' he replied walking over to me and kissing my Cheek

'Well someone got to make dinner, we cannot lie in bed all day'

'True, but next time I am cooking' he went to the fridge grabbed a bottle of water and begin chopping the carrots like a professional chef.

'Wow, how did you learn to chop like that' I asked still watching in awe

'I have had plenty of time to learn besides I love cooking' he replied as he picked up the now chopped carrots and put them into a pot.

'You can cook for me any day, you seem to know what to do'

'Is that right' he said as he picked me up and placed me on the counter.

'Yep, I will wash up afterwards, I have to do something' I replied in a lust filled haze as his hand reached up to cup my face.

'No you won't, it would be my one night to treat you and I would want you to relax' he replied

'Ok' I said breathlessly as his hand rested on my thigh

'Ok' he repeated as he began to kiss me passionately.

After our little kitchen break we had dinner which was amazing it was sought of romantic and interment it felt like a date. We tidied up and decided to play a round of Go Fish which has always been one of my favorite card games although that was not coming though during my round with Steve.

'You have an unfair advantage on me you are way to good at this'

'Well I was in the the army' he smiled putting down another set.

'Ok well you win obviously, I have no more pairs left so…' I put down the rest of cards as he began to reshuffle

'You know this is how I would spend my holidays if I had a family' he said still shuffling.

I froze I was trying to avoid this subject of the real world but the subject found me.

'You know bring them up here, play cards cook tell stories' he continued smiling warmly as if he was thinking about the possibility

'Look Steve…I… cannot give you that life I was not made to love and settle down I am a spy, the Black Widow I…I cannot even have children' I said truth fully the fire crackling in the silence between us.

'Nat, I was just thinking out loud… I mean it would be nice of course but, I don't care about that I just want to be with you in any way possible. I have never felt this way with anyone since Peggy'

I sighed looking out into the fire before I spoke 'I cannot give you a stable relationship Steve and that's what you need someone else someone like Shar…'

'Don't say it, I told you before I do not feel the same way'

'Well you going to have to try, you think we can go to the wedding holding hands, it would not only hurt Sharon but it would definitely devastate Clint.'

I need to put it in to prospective, how it would look to Clint he's my friend and although I turned him down he would be hurt if I came out and said me and Steve are dating.

He was silent I can tell he was analyzing everything I have said this was going to be hard.

Steve

Natasha telling me that we are going to have to stop was one of the hardest thing I have had to endure. But her mentioning Clint did made me think about how he would feel after all he did ask her out. And about Sharon although I do not feel the same way as I do towards Natasha she's nice and me dating Natasha would really hurt her feelings. We looked at each other as I was starting to think about what the options are.

'I don't want this to end' I sighed trying to reduce my emotions

'Me neither but, we have to except that we are not the only ones in this equation, and I cannot give you that family I know you crave one day'

'But Nat…'

'No Steve you would make an incredible father and husband and whoever you decide to settle down with wither its Sharon or someone else they are extremely lucky to have you' she said a tear rolling down her face.

'You are amazing Natasha, don't you ever forget that and never say you are good enough for someone' I replied as I wiped her tears away.

She smiled weakly after a moment sadness in her eyes 'I think it would be best if I sleep out here tonight'

'No…no I will sleep here you take the bed'

'If you're sure'

'Of course I cannot make you sleep out here'

'Ok' she stood up bending down she kissed my cheek it was longer than normal like we were both trying to remember what each other felt like. I moved my head slightly are lips connecting like magnets. It was soft and slow my hand moved to her neck pulling her closer. Her hands came to my chest as she slowly pushed me away are foreheads touching as we breathed heavily.

'Night Steve' she broke away and headed to the room I watched her go knowing that I am going to have to let her go and I don't know how I am going to handle it.