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Steve

We walked to the door in silence and not looking at each other as I rang the doorbell.

'Steve, Natasha you finally made it' Tony Stark shouted as he opened the door a little too quickly.

'Guys look who finally made it' he smiled showing us into the drawing room in which everybody was gathered around. Sharon got up off the sofa smiling as she walked over to me

'Steve, I am so glad you are here' she hugged me and I can see from the corner of my eye that Natasha was feeling uncomfortable.

'We thought you would be here at least a day ago' Wanda said smiling

'Yes I know but you know how road trips are you never know what you might see it took us slightly of track' I said looking over at Nat

'Tony look I am really tried, sorry everyone' Natasha said weakly not looking over at me and Sharon

'Sure, no problem I will show you to your room' Betty smiled getting up and taking her arm as she led her up the staircase.

'Is she ok?' Pepper asked looking concerned

'Yeah I think so, we have been driving for hours so she must be tried that's all'

'Maybe I should go and check on her' Clint interrupted getting up from his seat

'No…no don't you know how she is, she likes her space' I replied the thought of him alone with her confronting her made me uncomfortable.

'Yeah you're right' he walked over to the wet bar and poured himself a drink.

Watching him grab his drink and sit back down reminded me that I have to watch out for him after all he is in love with her and the thought of them together makes me sick.

'Where's Sam?' I asked looking around

'He went into the city to listen to some music with some others' Wanda replied

'Oh ok' I said

'Don't sound so disappointed he will be back later' Sharon said laughing as she brought me over to the couch

'This is a nice place' I said looking around

'Yeah Tony found it for us, there are enough rooms for everyone. But not everyone could make it which is shame but I suppose someone has to hold down the fort' Bruce smiled pushing is glasses up.

Betty retuned back downstairs and sat down next to him they looked happy as he wrapped his arm around her. I wonder how Nat was but, I suppose I have to start to detach myself from her which is easier said than done.

I stayed up talking about are trip and all the places Nat and I visited. Sharon's head was on my shoulder as she listened, it was strange having her so close to me. I wished it was Nat next to me right now laughing and joking about our time on the road and saying something highly inappropriate.

It got later and knowing we had to get up early the next day. I was shown to my room by Betty who looked nervous as we walked along the hallway.

'Are you nervous about tomorrow?' I asked

'A little bit, I love him so…it's more of a good nervousness knowing we are going to spend are lives together'

'You two make a great couple' I smiled

'Thank you, maybe one day I will be attending your wedding' she smiled

I went silent not wanting to think about that situation yet, Betty broke my concentration as she whispered

'Oh, I gave you your own room, because I know you like to be on your own. Sharon wanted you two to share but, I thought it would be best for you to make that decision'

'Thank you' I smiled as we stopped

'Here you go' she opened the door to a cozy room with a four poster bed and a fireplace. The windows had shutters which were closed, I placed my bag on the floor and turned to her.

'Thanks Betty and stop worrying it's going to be an amazing day tomorrow'

'Thanks Steve I am glad you are here' she smiled 'If you need anything just call, goodnight night'

'Night' I replied as she closed the door leaving me in silence.

I had a quick shower laid out my suit for tomorrow and as I just about to get into bed there was a knock.

'Come in' I replied looking up at the door as Sam walked in smiling.

'Where have you been? I have been here for nearly three hours' I said smiling giving him a hug

'I went into the city I wanted to see some live shows' he said taking a seat on the chair that was near the window.

'So how was your crazy road trip with Natasha? I still cannot believe it was just you two'

'It was good…good we went theme park and… ' I looked down at my hands not wanting to tell him the truth but, on one hand I need to tell someone I need to talk to someone about what to do.

'Sam I…me and Nat…we…where together'

Sam laughed then saw the seriousness in my face and it stopped.

'What you and Natasha slept together'

'Yes' I said finally looking up feeling like I am in serious trouble with a parent

'Steve…I….when' he said stunned

'It just happened, one night'

He took a deep breath and rubbed his hands on his jeans

'What about Sharon I thought you liked her'

'I do but…I think I love her Sam, Nat is everything I thought I could not feel again'

Sam sighed looking at me he asked 'Are you two still together'

'No, she ended it…she thought it was to problematic for everyone involved.'

'Look Steve she might be right, I mean I want you to be happy and follow your heart but, it's going to be messy Clint for a start I know for a fact he likes her and what about Sharon?'

'I know…I know I just don't know what to do I am going to end things with Sharon I don't feel right leading her on. I just cannot do it right before the wedding that would not be right'

'If you feel you have no feelings for her then it is right thing to do, just don't think you can just jump right into relationship with Natasha, you are going to have to take things slowly'

Listening to what Sam was saying he was right if I ever had a chance with Natasha I would have to take things slow as it not just about us anymore it effects everyone.

Natasha

I could not face everyone right now it was difficult enough watching Sharon be all over him like that. Betty was kind enough to show me my room without asking much questions. She knew something was wrong but she did not say anything which I was slightly grateful for.

My room was grand and it was a nice change from the motels we were staying in but, weirdly I wished Steve was here with me. Since when did I become one of those women pining over a man?

I had a hot bath got dress and sat in a chair by the window looking out on to the darkness that I assume was the garden as my door knocked.

'Hello'

'Nat it's me Clint can we talk?'

'It's open' I sighed still looking out the window this conversation was going to happen sooner than I wanted it to.

'Hey' he said walking in and taking a seat on the bed

'Hey' I replied turning away from the window to look at him

'Nat…about how things where left between us I am sorry, I should not have put that on you'

'Clint I am not mad at you for that, I am mad at the way you behaved, I thought we were friends'

He dipped his head not looking at me 'I loved you Nat, it hit me hard when you said you did not feel the same'

Getting up I sat next to him on the bed grabbing his hand he looked up at me slightly surprised.

'I love you too Clint just not like that not in that way, I would be devastated if we let this end our friendship who else is going to make me laugh'

'Can we go back to the way we were?' he asked weakly

'Of course we can' I smiled as I let go of his hand

He smiled and leant in and kissed my cheek softly

'I am glad we had this conversation, Steve said to leave you alone but, thought it was important before the wedding to discuss it'

Of course Steve told Clint not to come here, I am slightly angry but also loved he was trying to protect me.

'You must be tried get some rest' he said getting up 'You know I never realized how much I missed you till now' he smiled heading towards the door

'Night Clint'

'Night' he nodded as he left

The room was silent once again as I got into bed wondering about everything that happened today and trying to put the thought about Steve and Sharon being in the same room to the back of my mind.