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I avoided Christian for the rest of the day. I didn't know what to say to him and I didn't know how to feel. Throughout the day, I took different routes to class to avoid him at all costs. I was still trying to wrap my head around what I saw. I wasn't running from it, I just needed to time to adjust and really think about what I wanted to do about it. Of course I was going to eventually talk to him. I had too. I was more intrigued and interested than mad with what I saw. Yeah, that's weird, but you have to understand that I've been isolated for years so in situations like this, my emotions were everywhere. I was mad at Elena for doing something like that to Christian, but other than that I wouldn't say I was so much affected. Maybe if Christian kissed her back, than I would have been mad, but that wasn't the case.
At the end of the school day, I sought at Tyler and asked him for a ride home. I still wasn't ready to see Christian, which meant no practice for me and no kissing for him. Tyler was more than happy to give a ride and I couldn't be more grateful. When he dropped me off I said my thank you and went inside the house. Elliot greeted me, but couldn't manage to look away from his video games. He didn't even notice that Mia and Christian weren't with me. I raced to my room and decided I should take a nice hot shower, may be that would help me relax. I turned the knob and let the hot water run as I stripped out of my clothes. Walking over to the counter, I grabbed my anxiety pills and took one. After, I opened the shower door and stepped in, letting the hot water beat down on my back. "Mmm…" It felt so good. I could feel my muscles release tension and loosen my body. I turned to face the multiple shower heads, placing my hands on the tiled wall and letting the water pour over my face. I didn't let my thoughts about Elena or Christian consume me in any way and just enjoyed the feel of the water and steam. Nothing else matter but the way the hot liquid was making my body feel and my need for the relaxation.
It was a long day and when I finally decided to get out of the shower, my fingers were shriveled and all the hot water had been used. Whoops. I turned off the water by twisting the knob and grabbed the towel that was hanging over the shower door. Wrapping it around my body and I opened the shower door and stepped, tripping over the bottom part of the doors latch and bumping into something hard. I ended up falling on my butt, managing to keep the towel around me. I let out some weird grunting noise, a yelp and looked up to see Christian standing over me. There was amusement, worry, and regret in his eyes, but he was a sight to behold none the less.
"You okay?" He reached his hand out to me and hesitantly took it.
"Yeah." I said.
"We need to talk…" He scratched the back of his head. "About what you saw at school."
Ha! Now that's an understatement. I nodded in response and watched as he took a seat on the bench. What? He wanted to talk about this right here? Now? In the bathroom? While I'm naked? "Ummm…" I said and looked down at my appearance.
"Just go change in your room. I'll wait here."
I rolled my eyes as I turned around. I quickly changed into a pair of torn flare jeans and a Paramore t shirt that hugged my body. I returned to the bathroom where he was still waiting and sat down on the comfy bench that lied in the middle of the room. He looked at me and let out a deep sigh. "What you saw…" He rubbed his hair roughly, "You weren't supposed to find out like that, I was going to tell you."
"Tell me…what?" I asked.
He furrowed his brows and closed his eyes tight, but quickly opened them. "Elena and I used to…be a thing."
"A…thing?" What the heck does that even mean?
"Yes a thing. We were together…" He raised his eyebrows and pursed his lips together, hoping that I was understanding, which I was.
"Okay…" I said. "For…how…long?"
"Two years." I think my eyes bugged out of my head because he quickly said. "But it wasn't a serious thing. I mean it kinda was, but I never put any effort into it."
"Okay…" I said again. "When did…it end?"
"It started to end when I met you." He managed a small smile not knowing if it was the appropriate time. It was because it felt good knowing he ditched her for me. I returned the smile.
"Why…did she…slap…you?"
"She was upset that I didn't want anything to do with her and ordered me numerous times to stay away from you. And of course I didn't listen." Well that cleared a lot of things up. I knew she didn't like me, I just didn't know why.
"Makes…sense." I said. Looking up at him, I asked another question that came to mind. "Why…did you…have…a thing…with…..her?"
He let out another deep sigh and rubbed his face. "She uhh…she helped me, I guess. A few years ago, I was reckless, I got into a lot of fights and Elena, and well she helped me with that by just…being there. At first I liked her a lot, I was into the relationship or whatever it was, but after a while I just didn't care and when you showed up…" He brushed his fingers down my cheek. "Well, that just made me want to get out even more."
"I can…under…stand that…but she's old…." He laughed. "Isn't that…child molestation?"
"I guess you could say that, but I didn't care at the time."
Obviously he didn't care but I meant her. "What about…her?"
"She doesn't have an excuse and to be honest I don't know why."
I nodded my head.
"I have a surprise for you later tonight. Mom won't be home till tomorrow and dad is working late. There's somewhere I want to take you. Do you have any plans?"
I thought about it. Mia did want to go the club and now knowing Grace and Carrick won't be here, that just gives her more of a reason to go. But I wasn't up for the club anymore. "No."
He gave me charming smile. "Great. We'll head out in a two hours okay?"
"Yeah." I smiled back and stood up. He did the same and we parted ways. I ended up going down stairs and joined Elliot in his video game playing. I've never really played video games before; the closest I ever got was playing Pac-man. I plopped on the couch and stared at Elliot as he yelled at the TV. "I totally killed that guy!" He said. "That was a total fucking head shot."
"Can…I play?"
He paused the game and looked at me. "Ana, this isn't just a game, you need skill." Was he being serious?
"Okay…" I smiled. "I can…learn."
"Fine, but you and I will play combat training, so you can practice." I nodded in agreement and watched as he exited the game and pressed all of these other options. From what I could tell we were play Call of Duty. We started to play and lord have mercy was it hard. I could move the controller very well and I found that my guy kept spinning in circles and looking up at the sky and ceiling. It was fairly difficult and Elliot eventually had to pause and show me what to do with each button and stick things. After about a good our in a half I got the hang of it and I even managed to kill Elliot. Of course it wasn't with a gun, but an accidently swipe of my knife. But that still counts!
I was getting into the game and didn't notice Christian calling my name until he stood in front of the TV, making Elliot and me get killed my zombies. "Oh, come on man! We finally were able to make it past round ten!" Yeah…it took ten minutes to get past round two, which was obviously my fault but I got better and before Christian blocked the view we made it past round ten. It was definitely an achievement.
"You can finish playing, but Ana and I need to leave."
"Where are you guys going? Ana's my new teammate, with some extra practice she'll be way better than you!"
"Ha. Ha. Ha." Christian gave him a sarcastic laugh. "We will see you later."
"Well where are you going?"
"To the store. Project for school."
"Whatever, just go so I can finish up the game." He fixed up the game to play something else as I got up. "Be careful guys." He said once we headed out the door.
We walked to his car and he opened the door for me, sliding in I said thanks. He gave me a smile and closed the door, making his way to the driver's side.
Once we were settled we were off, to God only knows where.
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Antagonist Point of View
"I thought you said she had the same schedule?" The man growled out at his object of affection. "Where in the hell is she going?" They were parked in the black SUV, hidden behind some trees. They watched as Ana and Christian got into their car.
"She did. She's never left the house like this before." She sighed. "At least she's out. What were you going to do? Break into her window or something?"
"Actually, that's exactly what I was going to do." He said, rubbing his finger over his bottom lip.
"You can't be serious? That would have never worked!" Carla shouted in a whisper. "We are not going to break into anywhere!"
"Look, if you want the job done than you're going to have to take drastic measure."
"But we aren't in a drastic situation!" She retorted.
"That may be true…for now."
They waited for the car to leave the premises before they followed. Carla was having hard time determining what to do next. And she could believe that he was really going to break into the house. There were plenty of other ways to do this and that is not one of them. She didn't want it to go horribly wrong and end up getting arrested. That would set the plan back by a mile. There wouldn't be another opportunity to get her hands on the money.
Their drive continued on and when the black car finally turned they were more than a little surprise at their destination of choice. "Why did they come to the school?"
"If anything, I would want to get as far away from this place as I possibly can." The man said. He cut the lights and waited for them to get far enough so that they wouldn't be noticed.
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"Uh…" I tilted my head. "Why…are we…here?"
"Don't ask questions." Christian said. He got out of the car and quickly came to my side to open the door. "Just take my hand and let me lead you."
I smiled and took it, wondering what it was he was leading me to. The sky grew dark as I looked up. There was a comfortable silence and I stayed quiet as he led me around the school to the back. I stole a look at him and saw that he was watching me too. I smiled and turned away. We kept walking and walking and walking, passing the sports fields and down the hill.
He was taking me to our spot behind the trees.
I watched as he pushed one tree to the side, revealing light. "After you." He said. I went in and let a gasp escape my lips. There were blankets covering the whole area, except for the perimeter, which had candles circling around it. The light from the fire made shadows appear on the trees and made the area warm. Also scattered everywhere were rose petals that made the air smell sweet. There was a small bucket at the far end with ice and Sparkling White Apple juice. It was absolutely gorgeous and I never wanted to leave.
I felt Christian's body come up behind me, he rested his hands on my shoulder and his lips gently brushed my ear. "Please, Ana, forgive me." How could I not? This was so sweet and romantic, I didn't think he really was the romantic type but he proved me wrong. He bent his head down and kissed my neck, making my head fall back against his chest.
"Yes." I whispered.
"Thank you." He replied. We sat on the blankets and he reached for two glasses that sat behind the bucket. He opened the Sparkling juice and poured me a glass, handing it to me our fingers brushed and I felt the electricity. "Ana, I want you to know that Elena is nothing to me. I am only interested in you." I smiled at his words. "You." He repeated when more power in his voice.
"I'm glad…to…hear it."
"Why didn't you meet me here earlier?"
"I…I couldn't…face…you after….what…..happened." I said, struggling to get the words out.
"I understand. I'm so sorry that happened and that you had to see it." I just shrugged. It was in the past, before me. There wasn't much to say about it. "I missed you, I missed you lips…" As the words came out of his mouth, I bit my lip. "Ana, can I kiss you?"
There was no question in my mind about it. I was all for it. I gave him an inviting smile. He acted quickly and took my glass out my hand and set it inside the bucket. He moved in slowly, placing his four fingers through my hair and his thumb in front of my ear. The touch was simple but had so much effect on my body. His lips grazed against mine as he whispered, "You're everything I need." Those sexy full lips than crashed against mine, it was fast, hard, lustful, with a hint of longing. The feeling was wonderful and when he forced his tongue into my mouth a growl escaped, sending on the brink to pure delight. As the kiss continued, the heat started to take over body and I could feel my muscles in my private area tighten. This weird feeling came over me, but it was a feeling that was driving me to think about things I never have before. He furthered the kiss and in the process he layed me on my back and rested on top of me. I don't why but I wanted him naked, and rubbing against me. I know I don't know a lot about the human body and Christian is the only person I have ever experienced this with. I knew he had a penis and I knew I had a vagina, together they created sex. This was natural and that's all I knew. I wanted him in ways I didn't even know were possible until now.
And I was surprised more than anything when I broke the kiss, pulled his ear to my lips and whispered, "Make love…to me."
His body completely froze and he slowly lifted himself up to look at my face. "What?"
"I…want you…to…make love…to me." I stuttered a little, suddenly nervous at my words.
"Ana…" He began to shake his head, but I put my finger over his lips silencing his next works.
"Please Christian…" I reached up and softly kissed his lips. "I want…this." I kissed him again. "I want…you…"
"Ana, I don't know if…"
"Don't think….just do." He sat up and I followed. "I don't…ask…for much….Give me…this." I reached for the hem of my shirt and lifted it up and over my head. I then reached for his shirt…He didn't say anything but he let me take it off. I let out a small gasp when I saw his delicious torso. I have seen it but not up close and personal like this. "Can…can i…touch you?" I looked up at him for confirmation.
He nodded reluctantly and I started by tracing the v shape that mostly hid behind his jeans. I moved my palms over his abs and began to feel, to memorize all the lines, the swollenness of his muscles. I was touching him as if I was blind, trying to find a way to identify him, set him apart from everyone else. As I touched his pectorals, I felt him flinch a little. I quickly looked at his face and saw how his eyes were shut tight. "I…I can stop." I said.
"No, keep going."
I complied and spread my hands over his chest. I saw tiny circular mark and immediately understood what was going on with him. Something tragic happened, something traumatizing. I leaned and kissed each one. Christians eyes were still closed when I finished my exploration and gently kissed his lips then whispered in his ear, "Please Christian…make love…to me."
He answered me with a rough kiss as well is lying me back down on the blanket. Everything seemed to be happening so fast. He took of my jeans along with his, leaving me in my bra and underwear and in his boxers. I saw the tent that seemed to form and I knew exactly what it was. My panties felt wet and I didn't know why. The feeling that was taking over my body was overwhelming and needed to be taken care of. "Are you sure about this, Ana?"
"Yes." I said.
He lifted me up and unhooked my bra, letting my breast free. He stared in awe and I didn't feel nervous. He then took off my panties, tossing them aside. "I don't think I've ever seen anything more beautiful." I began to blush and when he removed his boxer and his large rock hard penis came free, I think I blushed even more. Now I was nervous. I didn't know what to do and I didn't know how that was going to fit inside of me. He saw the worry on my face and said, "Don't worry, you'll stretch." I nodded and he smiled, Pulling out a packet and unwrapping it. He slid the condom over his junk and looked at me for the signal to proceed. I bit my lip and he grabbed my legs, separating them. "If you're uncomfortable, I want you to tell me to stop. I mean it, Ana."
"Okay." I whispered. "I…I don't…know how…to do this."
He leaned over me, holding his erection in his hand guiding himself into my opening. "Don't worry baby, I'll take care of you." As the tip hit, he slid in slowly, stopping to hold onto me. His arms slid under my neck, holding me for support, while his other arm rested my head. He started to push and I gasped at the pain. I wasn't expecting anything like that. I wanted him to stop, the pain was difficult to take, but at the same time I wanted him to keep going. "Oh, baby, did I hurt you. Do you want me to stop?"
I shook my head no. "Keep…going…please." I shuddered. He complied and pushed himself further in. I clenched my teeth together and closed my eyes tight, waiting for the pain to pass. As he continued his movements, the pain subsided and it started to feel good, really good. I found myself following the same motions and rocking my body into his. He slammed into be continuously, and relished in the feeling of ecstasy. "Mmmm…" Was that a moan? "Mmmm…." Yes, yes it was.
I could hear the growls that escaped Christian's mouth and it made my body want more. I couldn't control what was going on. My body hand a mind of its own and with his I let it take me away. And as we continued this electrifying entanglement something was happening, I don't know what it was but I felt like all my muscles were tightening at once and I could feel my vagina constrict around Christians penis. It was so amazing pure bliss, and when I reached my peak, I let out a loud moan that echoed around us, sending me into oblivion. At that moment Christian growled, "Fuck!" And his body collapsed on mine, feeling the pumping of his penis.
We lay together for another hour, talking about anything and everything. This felt so right, he felt right and in that moment I knew that I…
"I think I love you, Ana."
I sat up and looked at him. "You…what?"
"I said I think I love you."
"I…I think I...love…you…too." I said.
I never thought I could be content, not with the life I lived, but I was wrong. I now realized that I could have everything.
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Christian placed me in the car and went around the driver's side. He sat down and started the car and as we were about to take off he said, "Shit, I forgot ice bucket." He sighed. "I'll be right back, okay?"
I smiled..
"Remember when I said I think?" I nodded, knowing he was referring to when he said he thought he loved me and wondering where he was getting at. "Well, when we were walking back I realized that I don't think. I know."
"I think...I might...know too." I replied. As I watched him run, I leaned back in my seat and reminisced what happened a few moments earlier. Being with Christian in that way was amazing and one of the best feelings I have ever experienced. There was so much to learn and to explore and I wanted to do that with Christian. I wanted to be with him and only him. My body was made for him to love, to cherish.
The sudden open of my door pulled my out of my reverie. I gasped and saw a woman standing right in front of me. I looked up and saw a face I never thought I would see again, a face that was so familiar, a faced that I loved, that I hated, and in this moment it was a face that didn't realize how much I missed. She looked so young and beautiful. "Mom?"
"Ana." She smiled, but the sound of my name on her lips was rushed and firm. "I need you to come with me."
"But…" I looked in the direction of the school. "Christian."
"Don't worry about him. I need you to come with me now. It's important." She said.
"I…I can't."
"Let's go or something will happen to your precious boyfriend." Her tone became hard and I knew she was serious.
"Don't…hurt him…" I stammered.
"Then come on."
I got out of the car and followed her. I looked back, hoping Christian would be rounding the corner. But he didn't and I had no choice but to follow. I wasn't going to risk him getting hurt. I didn't know who the woman was in front of me and I didn't know what she was capable of. I didn't want to be naïve and take the risk, but am I also naïve for listening to her? I don't know. I was scared, confused and when I was put in the back seat, staying quiet as the vehicle took off, I stared out the window and wondered if I was ever going to see Christian again.
See? Ana wasn't kidnapped! Lol well I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I wanted to make it interesting and exciting! I hope I did that! Let me know what you thought about the very first Lemon! It was difficult to write. I was trying to put myself in her shoes and think how an uninformed (on sex) virgin would act in a situation like that. So I hope I did okay! I wanted it to be sweet and sensual!
In the next two or three chapters, there won't be any Christian. I will be focusing on the whole Ana and Carla situation. I'm going to have a time laps in the third chapter. Once I get to the chapter after that, we'll see Ana and Christian reunited and all that stuff!
And I'm warning you now, I might not post tomorrow, because of hw and school, plus I want the next chapter to be good and I'm not too sure how I'm going to be writing it. But I will try my best and will be experimenting with the scenes today!
Please review, give me your thoughts