Chapter 8

Children….Huh…

The thought of kids was all Chise could think about. As they slept in their room, Chise suddenly woke up. She saw how Elias was still sleep. She sat up on the still damage bed. Kids…she thought to herself. She was flustered when Oberon first brought it up. She could tell he was flustered by it too. Then she remembered Ulthor when he said he hates children and that comment just made her sink down in the bed. It left her wondering if she should mention it or just keep it to herself. She is still 17. So having a baby right now would be troublesome if she's thinking about going to the College. She remembered how a child reacted with him when he first met Lindel from the story. The thought just made her shudder. So she got out of bed to wash her face. She then went back to sleep.

When morning came, Chise got started on breakfast. She smiled softly when Elias nuzzled her cheek. Chise turned the bacon over a few times and stir the oatmeal a couple. Still in a trance. She was so deep in thought that she didn't notice that the food was starting to burn or that Elias was calling her name.

Elias: "Chise! Chise! CHISE!"

Chise: "Huh?"

Elias: "Breakfast!"

Chise: "Breakf-wha? AAAAHH! Oh no!" (turns off stove) "I'm sorry Elias! I ruined breakfast..."

Elias: "It's alright. What's got you so troubled?"

Chise: "Uh…well…"

Elias: "Chise. You can tell me anything. We're husband and wife. Remember?"

Chise: "It was about yesterday."

Elias: "You mean back in Tir an Nog?"

Chise: "It was what Oberon-"

Simon: "Hey Ainsworth!"

Chise: "Simon?"

Elias: (changes into Simon) "What does that dunce want?"

Chise: "Probably coughing."

Elias went to open the door for Simon to come in while Chise fixed Simon's medicine. It should be best to leave that topic alone for a while.

Simon: "Chise hi!"

Chise: "Hey Simon. How are you?"

Simon: "Been doing well. I never said congratulations on getting married. I like to know why I was the last one to know about it."

Elias: "Must have slipped my mind." (sly laugh)

Simon: "Yeah I bet it did."

Chise: (chuckles)

Elias: "What is it Chise?"

Chise: "I can't get over on how you look like Simon. If you two went into town together, people would think that you were brothers."

Elias: (raised an eyebrow) "Really Chise?"

Simon: "I get what she means. Knowing you for 10 years can do that. You're like an older brother Elias. Although I would be the charming sophisticated one while you're the pathetic bad-tempered inconsiderate one."

Elias: (irritated) "Die…"

Chise: (laughs)

Simon: "Rude. Still. It's good we're friends."

Elias: "When were we friends?"

Simon: "AW COME ON!"

Elias: "I'm joking."

Simon: "Geez. Chise must have her hands full having to deal with you now, I hate to see how your kids will turn out!"

Chise: "….!..."

Elias: "Like we would think of that? You know how I am with kids Simon."

Simon: "Yeah I know. You hate them."

Elias: "Exactly."

Chise: (clenches table)

Simon: "A lot can change when Chise gets a bit older."

Elias: "Well Chise has school to think about. Not children."

Simon: "Oh you're letting her go to the College?"

Elias: "I'm reluctant but yes."

Simon: "That's outstanding news. You must be excited Chise. Chise?"

Chise: "Hmm?! Yeah guys?"

Simon: "You okay?"

Elias: "Everything okay?"

Chise: "Uh…yeah…."

Simon: "Well I must be off. The sisters are still an aggressive impatient bunch. Lots to do. I'll see you both soon. It's good that you're doing better Chise."

Chise: "Thank you…"

As Elias sent Simon away, he turned around and saw Chise with her head down. Something is definitely bothering her he thought to himself. He went towards her holding her hand leading her back to his chair and letting her sit in his lap. She was afraid to look at him, but he held her chin up so that green eyes can meet with hazel eyes.

Elias: "What's wrong Chise? You seemed distress at breakfast and melancholic when Simon was visiting. I don't like it when you are like this. It feels saddening in my chest."

Chise: "I just don't know how to say it when it comes to you."

Elias: "Did I say something to upset you?"

Chise: "No, no, no…well maybe a bit. I was think about something when we were with Ruth. We're a family right? You, me, Ruth, and Silver."

Elias: "Of course we are." (kisses her forehead)

Chise: "Do you ever wonder if we could have more? You know, be even more happier? Making our family bigger?"

Elias: "Chise. What are you trying to say?"

Chise: "Elias…..I….um…. I think I want to have a baby."

Elias: "!?"

Chise: "Is that wrong?"

Elias was silent for what seem like a long time. Chise got off his lap and just stared at his blank expression. Did I put him into shocked? She wondered to herself. After a while, he finally spoke making her prepare for his answer.

Elias: "Where did this come from?"

Chise: "It was something Oberon said yesterday and before when he got me to wake up. Elias I've been thinking about since then and I think I want to have your baby."

Elias: "I….Chise…this is really too much…. I'm a little flattered yet I'm terrified…. I'm sorry Chise."

Chise: "Sorry?"

Elias: "I….." (sighs) "I can't…. I just can't…"

Chise: (a little disappointed) "Oh?"

Elias: "You know how children are terrified of me."

Chise: "I doubt that would happen to our own child."

Elias: "I don't even want to think that. I don't want a child Chise."

Chise: "Elias just liste-"

Elias: "No Chise! You know how people are about me! The sight of me disgusts them! If we were to conceive a child, they would very much be in the same dilemma with me. They would be considered an atrocity! A monstrosity just like me! And some children kill their mothers when they are born. But us? What I am? The fear of a…..a thing looking like me killing you makes me so angry that it would be around and you won't be…..I can't! I won-"

Elias quickly stopped speaking. What made him stop is tears falling off Chise's face. Her lips trembling with sadness. Now she really can't look at him after that. To avoid saying anything else, she just ran out the door crying. He called out to her but she didn't answer back. Elias tightened his hand tightly to his chair tearing the fabric with his nails.

Elias: "Damn it all…. I did it again…. After I said I wouldn't… I made her cry….."

Chise didn't go far. She ran as fast as she could. She got on a train to London and got off and ran toward the park. She sat at a bench away from people and started to cry some more. Maybe bringing something up that would upset him was a mistake but to call a baby "a thing" sounded insulting. She wanted to yell as she cried but that would cause a scene around this many people. They would think she was crazy. Like back in her terrible days as a youth. Now that she thinks about it, what if they did have a child and she was like her mother. She would never! No way would she harm her child the way her mother did her. And to abandon them just by killing herself? Out of the question. She never wants to think that again. She held her knees up to her nose hiding her swollen red eyes from the other people and just watched them laughing and talking. Elias hates kids. Would he even hate his own? She thought. More tears begin to fall. Suddenly she spotted kids playing and their mothers watching them. Still sad, she smiled a little at that. She watched the little girl run fast trying to keep up with her friends but she fell on the ground and cried when she scraped her knee. That made her think about what happened to her when she fell on her knee. She got up to see if she was okay. Then she saw the girl being pick up by a tall dark blonde-haired man in black. She thought it was the little girl's father, but her face widened with shock when she saw it was Elias! Chise watched Elias get the sand off the little girl.

Elias: "You're okay. It's just a scrape." (pats her head)

Mother: "Thank you so much sir."

Elias: "No need. I was passing by. Be sure to put ointment on that."

Little Girl: "Thank you mister."

Mother: "You should be more careful."

Little Girl: "I'm sorry Mommy."

Little Boy: "Who was that Mommy?"

As Elias smiled and waved at the parent and the kids, he spotted Chise who witnessed the whole thing. Chise turned the other way to hide her face leaving Elias a little sad. He got took a deep breathe and walked towards her. When he got there, he saw her hide her red eyes. He felt his chest twinge a little.

Elias: "Mind if I sit?"

Chise: "…." (nods)

Elias: "…"

Chise: "…"

Another awkward silence.

Chise: "I saw what you did."

Elias: "Oh that? I was looking for you when that happened."

Chise: "I see."

Elias: "To be honest, I wanted to keep moving, but something, a sensation, told me to stop."

Chise: "It did huh?"

Elias: "Yes. I don't know how to explain it but helping that girl felt….nice."

Chise: "Hmm. So how'd you know I be here?"

Elias: "Well we've been coming here a lot recently. It was the first place in my mind."

Chise: "I'm sorta lucky then."

Elias: "Yes you are. Chise….. I wish to talk with you. About what I said earlier."

Chise felt her heart speeding up. She quickly got off the bench wanted to avoid the topic. She started to walk away but Elias wasn't going to let that happen again. He grabbed hold of his wife's hand holding it tightly to dear life.

Chise: "Elias! Please….let go….please…"

Elias: "I can't! I….I won't let go! Never again…Not again... Chise….I'm….I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I did the one thing that I promised I wouldn't do… I made you upset and weep. I'm such a fool."

Chise: "Elias wait…"

Elias: "Those things I said were unnecessary… I just…"

Chise: (puts hand on mouth) "Elias… Can we talk about this at home? Not here. And if I get upset again and run, promise me to hold me tightly..."

Elias: "Of course."

When they reached a tree, Elias took out his staff and transport out of the park. When they got home, they walked inside and sat on the couch. Elias pulled Chise into his chest and hugged her tightly. Chise was literally grabbing his vest tightly as well along with caressing his hair. She felt shakiness coming from him. She pulled away and saw that Elias was crying a little!

Chise: "Elias….!"

Elias: "W-what….why is there water coming from my eyes?!"

Chise: "You're crying Elias. I never seen you cry before." (crying too)

Elias: "These are tears?"

Chise: "Mhm." (wipes her tears and his)

Elias: "It's odd…."

Chise: "No it's not."

Elias: "It's not?"

Chise: "It's called being normal. It's called...being human..."

Elias: "I'm sorry Chise. I just…. feel scared. The thought of me being a father scares me... I don't want to be a bad father. It's the most important thing out of this that bothers me…."

Chise: "I'm sorry for putting the issue on you… I'm sorry I made you angry…"

Elias: "I'm angry at myself Chise."

Chise: "It's okay…It's okay…. We're okay…"

They spent the whole afternoon hugging and comforting each other. Later on, that night, they thought it would be best to head to bed early. Elias had got into his pajamas and started reading where he left off in his book. He looked up and saw Chise in a silk sleepwear coming from the bathroom. She got in bed and watched him read for a bit. After a few pages, Elias saved his page and put the book aside.

Elias: "That was….."

Chise: "Really emotional?"

Elias: (chuckles softly) "Yes."

Chise: (giggles) "You weren't the only one afraid of being a bad parent."

Elias: "You thought the same way?"

Chise: "Yeah. Because of my mother and what she did. I was afraid of doing what she did to me to our kids."

Elias: "Chise! You would never."

Chise: "How do you know?"

Elias: "Because I know the type of person you are. You are a good human being. You would be a great mother."

Chise: "I would huh?"

Elias: "I know you will be."

Chise: "I feel the same way about you Elias."

Elias: "I doubt that."

Chise: "No really. The way you were that little girl, I thought it was impressive. That's looks like a person that doesn't dislike kids. You would be a great father."

Elias: "What about what I am? What if the baby turns out like me? What if it kills-"

Chise: "We would cross that bridge when we get there. Who actually knows how it will turn out?"

Elias: "I hope and pray that they are like you my love."

Chise: "I would love to see a bit of you in them as well."

Elias: "I'm still not ready for children just yet Chise. I'm sorry.."

Chise: "I feel the same way."

Elias: "You do?"

Chise: "Of course! I'm 17 for God's sake!"

Elias: (laughs)

Chise: "I have starting school to think about."

Elias: "Of course. So not right this second?"

Chise: "Not right this second."

Elias: (sighs of relief)

Chise: (plays with buttons) "Although, if it's alright with you, I would love to keep practicing with you." (gets on him)

Elias: "I would love to keep doing that."

Elias started using his tongue to lick Chise's neck. She lifts her head, so he could get a better access. As she felt the front of his teeth gently scraping her neck, she felt hot and started to gasp. It felt good. It made her want to unbutton his whole shirt which she did. Elias let the straps of her nightgown fall until he was seeing her breasts. To help him, she just took the whole thing off leaving only her matching underwear. He lays her on her back and gently squeezes one side while putting his mouth the other one nibbling on the nipple. Sparks went off inside as she felt erotic treatment making her soak her panties. Elias brought his skull back to Chise's face and let his pleasant tongue slip in her mouth. As he did that, he continued pinching her nipples making her moan louder through the kiss and grip the sheets.

Elias released her harden nipples and let his warm hand glide straight down under her panties where he used his fingers to play with her clit. Her toes curled, and her legs opened wide making him put two of his fingers inside. She looked into the red eyes of her beloved. She stroke his skull as he continues to play with her pussy. He sped up his stroking making her yell his name.

Chise: "Ahn! Oh…Elias…Elias! Take it off….I want to see the real you..~~" (moaning)

Elias let his pajama shirt fall to the floor and watched Chise play with his lower half undoing the button. He grabs her face and kisses her some more. They switched positions. Chise got on him and started massaging his cock making him groan while he looks at her seeing her smiling and giggle sexually. Elias realized just then that she didn't do this the first time they made love. He was enjoying every second of it. She continued stroking while rubbing the horns on his head hearing that amazing purring she love from him. His breathing became heavy and that made her slow down still holding it in her hands.

Chise: "You're calm….right?"

Elias: (breathes slowly) "Yes."

Chise: "Keep going?" (strokes slowly)

Elias: "Yes. Your hands feel incredible."

Chise: (giggles) "K."

Chise started to grip his shaft harder making him twitch and groan opening his mouth. He started feeling his body getting hotter making her stoke faster and harder. She looked really close which was a mistake as his semen came out hitting her cheek that was almost in her eye.

Elias: "Chise! I'm sorry. That was unexpected. Let me wipe th-"

Chise: "Mmmm.~" (licks her cheek) "You taste funny."

Elias: "Ouch…"

Chise: "In a good way. So good."

Elias chuckled a little at that comment. He let her push him back and could feel her teeth and tongue going down from his neck to his stomach. She could hear him groan lustfully on every peck. When she got to his cock, she hesitated at first then looked at him. She saw him nod and she started sucking on it hard. She pulled his pajama pants and boxers all the way down making him completely bare. She continued sucking and licking making him go insane with lust. The way her tongue feels on him was too much. It was turning him on. He quickly sat back up, grabbed her by the shoulders and started kissing her laying her down and get on top of her making her squeal.

Elias: "My turn."

Chise: "Go ahead."

Elias pulled her wet underwear off then positioned himself at her entrance once again and started licking her clit cause her to tilt her head back into the pillow shouting and bucking. She could feel him gripping her body tightly and sticking his whole tongue in her making her toss and turn and hold on to his horns. She could feel his front teeth scraping her clit gently and her insides churning like butter from his long tongue. She could feel herself getting closer as he grabbed her breasts again while still giving her oral. She started losing her mind and her eyes rolling back and starting to drool. Chise body feels like it's melting. Her yelling was music to his…..well…..ears.

Chise: "Elias! Elias! I can't wait any longer! Kiss me! Kiss me again!"

Elias went back up to her and started kissing like she asked while moving his hips making his cock rub her entrance making her moan while wrestling her tongue with his. He begins to center getting ready to put it in her but looks at her. She doesn't know why he's doing that. She wants him now right this second.

Elias: "I love you Chise."

Chise: "Me too Elias. Me too. Just f-" (gasps)

Before she could finish that sentence, he quickly thrust it in her back and forth making her calling out his name with ecstasy. His hands entwined with hers very tightly and kissing while thrusting at the same time. Elias licked her neck making her kiss his in return. To them this love making session could possibly be better than the last one they had. Chise looked lovingly in his red irises and smiling adoring every second every thrust. She would love to continue this until they get tired. Elias doesn't want to stop either.

Elias: "Chise! Chise! My darling beautiful wife! You feel so good and warm inside! So deep! I think I'm about to….!" (groans)

Chise: "Cum?! AHN!"

Elias: "Yes! Should I do it in you?"

Chise: "AHN! OOOOH! AH! Yes, yes, yes, yes! YES ELIAS! IN ME! IT'S FINE! LOVE ME! LOVE ME PLEASE!" (MOANING) "I'M CUMMING TOO!"

Just like that, they both release their climaxes once again fusing with the other. Screaming their names back to each along with a roar from Elias. Both panting for breathe, Elias collapsed on his pillow while Chise looked up at the ceiling laughing, panting, and feeling giddy.

Chise: "That was so amazing. You're so amazing Elias."

Elias: "It was and so are you."

Chise: "Let's keep going."

Elias: "Uh….huh?! Again?!"

Chise: "Yes. I'm not tired entirely. I want to keep making love with you tonight Elias." (bends over) "We need to practice some more right?"

Elias: "Chise… I would love nothing more to make a child with you." (licks her back)

Chise: (moans) "But not right now?"

Elias: "Exactly."

Chise: "That's fine with me. We'll know when we're ready. I want to keep enjoying this bliss."

Elias: "Me as well my lovely puppy."

So, they continued onward finally made their decision about having a little one of their own. It was around 3am when they got exhausted and tired. As much as they love their blissful romance, they had enough for tonight. Such stamina they had until they used it up. No doubt they would be sore and sleepy tomorrow. But it was worth it. As their left hands with their wedding rings were touching each other, they drifted off to sleep with happy smiles.