Jackson was sitting with his back against Lydia's bed room door. He was an idiot. What was he thinking? Cheating on Lydia with Erica. He knew he made a mistake and he tried so hard to fix it, but Lydia won't talk to him. He pulled out his phone to call her. He got to voice mail.
Hey, sorry I missed your call. Just leave a message after the beep. (Beep)
Jackson sighed and started to talk. "Hey, uh, it's me. Just been thinking about everything that I. . . Lydia, I know I screwed up. I didn't know what I was thinking. I don't wanna be apart from you. I just miss you so much. Can you call me back?" He hung up.
Lydia was laying on her bed, fresh tears on her face. She thought when Jackson dumped her and called her dead weight was the worst thing he ever did to her but she was wrong. This was way worst.
They've been be so much together. Had been together for years. Survived the whole Kanima fiasco, and crazy hunters, and the Nemeton, and everything else.
Why would he do thins to her? How could he? Didn't he care about her? Didn't her feeling ever cross his mind?
Lydia felt so alone, so hurt.
She deserved better than this. They were over.
But Lydia wasn't so sure she wanted them to be over. She thought about all the times she had with Jackson. The good and the bad. She couldn't see herself without him. She knew he always brought pain, but she loved. Lydia would rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
aid I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Oh, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now I just need you now.
Oh, baby, I need you now.
Lydia opened the door and stepped out of the room.
Jackson jumped to his feet. "Lydia, I'm sorry. I promise I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you."
Lydia smiled. "You better."
She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in for a kiss.