IM SO SORRY AND IM BACK, I DONT KNOW WHY I DO THIS BUT HEY AT LEAST IM CONTINUING SLOWLY BUT SURELY. I HAVE MULTIPLE CHAPTERS WRITTEN, UNFORTUNATELY THERES MISSING CHAPTERS INB BETWEEN FOR ME TO PUBLISH AND BE CONSISTENT WITH THE STORYLINE. THIS FIC IS GOING TO BE ABOUT 30 CHAPTERS LONG. SO BARE WITH ME IM HALF WAY THERE. ENJOY THIS NEW UPDATED CHAPTER ON EJ POV! LOTS OF LOVE

Chapter 4:

EJ's POV

It had been weeks since I last heard of Renesmee. The night she left, I felt her presence with me, I knew she was keeping tabs but since that night I haven't heard of her. Everyone in the household is waiting for something, my parents called everyone they knew to keep an eye out, even the mutt had his pack looking everywhere they could for her. After spending a weeks in my room and everything she had left behind, I had no desire to be here or anywhere near them, because of them she was gone. I remembered that night clearly and hated everyone for it.

Ren had told me to follow her and Jacob as he lead her out the door. My mother saw me set my drink down, how I didn't loose sight of them."EJ, they want to talk alone." She had a hint of smile playing on her lips, and she tone of voice. Something is off.

"Is something you're not telling me, mom?" I raise one eyebrow. "Besides, she called me to follow her." She laughed.

"I just can't get pass you can I? And she's probably overreacting," She said shaking her head. I crossed my arms; I am taller than my mom, a foot above her height. "Just don't worry about it. Now go play, eat, or talk to anyone and don't be protective of your sister while she with Jacob." She patted my shoulder and walked off.

"I could if I want to. Let me remind you what Jacob is and what he almost did three years ago." I snidely told her. She went to a halt on her heals and turn around. "If you cant bother to care, then someone should, and that's me." I turn around and start walking off.

I stood at the door looking at my sister and her friend. Jacob and I never got along after the incident three years ago but even before that we never got along. As I looked at them Jacob started fidgeting and I could feel my sisters distress signals, I get ready to attack in case a repeat.

Instead I saw Jacob tell something to Ren making her excited one minute and the next Jacob screaming at her. As I pulled the door open I heard her tell Jacob, "I'm sorry, Jacob. I don't love you." I held the door open as she ran in the house telling me to stop him from following her. I nodded and blocked way from Jacob who didn't seem to process what went wrong.

"Hold it Mutt," I felt him pushing his way past me and I used all the strength I had to stop him.

The worst night of my life. So quick, she didn't even try to wait for me. After she had left I went on a rampage in my room destroying everything I could have ahold of. I remember a book falling off my bed when I through it over, finding the letters directed to everyone, myself and Jacob. She said she come back to me, for me. Where the hell was she?

I ran down the stairs tired of remembering the events and tired of feeling the anger that ran threw me every time I remembered being left behind. After the party tensions we high and no one spoke a word with each other waiting for a sign of my sister. I stepped outside, the tension was less felt out in the woods, I decided to run laps round the house knowing I wouldn't be able to get further than a mile from the house without being followed.

As I rounded the house again for the 34th time it was getting dark out, I heard the someone's phone ring, Jasper answering to Peter and Charlotte who found Ren in Virginia. I raced into the house everyone already crowding around Jasper.

"Where is she?"

"Is she ok?"

"Do they have her?"

"Every one shut up!" I yelled. The room focused on me, I focused on Jasper. "Where is she?" I growled to him.

"Falls, Virginia. Peter and Charlotte found her outside a local pub, she recognized them and ran before they could've caught up to her. She left with a man who knows where." I kicked a table over. Angry. Gone again. Without me.

"We should head over there, maybe we can hunt her down now that we know where she is." My mom said. Everyone nodded.

"We are leaving in an hour get everything ready. Bella, call Jacob tell him we think we found Renesmee." My dad addressed everyone.

"No. Do Not Call Jacob. It's his fault she's gone! It's your fault she doesn't want to come back."

Mom grabbed my shoulders trying to ground me, "EJ, Nessie misunderstood everything things change and Jacob loves her, he needs to know."

"Renesmee, mom." She paused, not understanding what I meant. "You named her, Renesmee, not Ness or Nessie. She's not the monster."

"Don't speak to your mother that way, EJ" My father stepped in.

"No, you can't tell me what to do after everything I know, I regret not being ready with Ren to leave when she left." I felt a pulse through me, knew it was Renesmee, she left again. I knew she did the right thing, coming back was going to be the end of everything for her. The freedom she just earned on her own, taken away I couldn't hate or be angry at her for it, I just need her to be safe.

"Let's go." Dropping the conversation. All we all left the house, to Falls Virginia.