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Chapter 8:
Renesmee POV
The Cullen's would kill me if they found out I had taking a liking to Alec. After my deep thoughts I had last night's nightmare, even if its been less than a day, I liked Alec and I can't identify why.
I heard a knock at my door as well as I heard the nob twist waiting opened it and my heart sped up quickly, thinking it might be Alec. I gave a faint come in I looked at the clock 8 o'clock, not bad.
"Good Morning!" I looked at a beautiful woman; the word beautiful didn't even cover it. She was more stunning than Rosalie that gave her a run for her money. I gave her a confused look, she frowned, but smiled again.
"Hello Renesmee, or would you rather Ren like Jane told me? Anyways I'm Heidi, pleasure to meet you!" She set a tray of food on the lamp stand and stretched her hand out to me to shake and did. I laughed.
"Well lovely to meet you, Heidi. I would much rather Ren." She smiled and reached to the tray and set it in front of me. It smelled delicious.
"Well, I made you breakfast. So eat up, I made it myself." She seemed proud of herself. "I made some eggs, blue berry pancakes, bacon, sausages, with orange juice and some warm coffee. I looked up what some humans eat for breakfast, hope I got it right." I laugh she reminded me so much about Rosalie we ought to get along but she made food enough for two.
"No, this is great. But you didn't have to do all this; I hate to be a bother." She laughed this time.
"A bother? No, I love doing this, it's fun! Anyways, Jane told me that she and I would do some shopping for you, and we wanted to know if you like to come?" Shopping? I wasn't in the mood.
"Would it be upsetting if I said no?" She shook her hand.
"No, its fine. I have an idea what you like to wear and everything." She smiled. "Well eat, I'll go tell Jane."
"Thank you." She nodded and left closing the door behind her. Not long after I heard another knock that interrupted my breakfast. I pick up the tray and moved it over to open the door.
I slowly open the door that brings my eyes to the red ones I'm growing to love seeing; I smiled to him, while he smirked. That smirk has become addicting it made my legs feel like jelly, I held on to the door to stand up straight.
"Good morning, Alec." He chuckled.
"Good morning, Renesmee. Not inviting me in?" I nodded and move out of the way. I extended my arm forward as in showing him the way.
"Don't act like you got an invitation last night," I laughed.
"Well, you did have a horrifying cry." He chuckled. "You've done great with the place." I laughed. I shooked my head.
"Thank you by the way." Making my way to the bed. "I think Heidi decorated. She seems to know my liking well." He looked at the picture of EJ and I as kids this one was my favorite one of the many he didn't came out making faces in it the only reason he didn't was because Alice had threaten him of taking his video games away, Bella and Esme seem to agree as well. That picture was taken 4 years ago as kids.
Sliding in to my bed sitting Indian style while munching on a piece of the pancake. He sat down in front of me on my bed. He looked at the tray of food set next to me and made a disgusted face.
"You know you're not the one eating it." I giving him attitude.
"Still how can you eat that?" I shrugged.
"It just taste and looks good. You were human once." Drinking the juice Heidi gave me. "Anyways, I didn't know just my human side of me craves for it." Partly true but sometimes food wasn't appealing.
"How 'bout we put this here so it won't fall over and spill." He picks up the tray and puts it next to my light stand. "So what did you dream last night that made you scream?" I stared wide eyed and blushed. So many different dreams. Just the most horrid on stood out.
I shook my head try to keep the dream away, but no use. "Why won't you tell me?" I shrugged. "Because I don't have to? That dream was dumb." but it all seem so real to vivid. Alec took my hand I accidentally showed him the dream.
I blink in to reality I tore my hand way from Alec's. "Don't do that ever again." My face was stone, as I tried to keep tears away. "I told you it was a dumb dream, you should've let it go."
Alec looked troubled with himself. He pulled me in to a hug his chin was on top of my head. His arms around me hugging protectively. I was surprise at first but hugged him back.
"It's isn't dumb. It seem real enough, but you have nothing to worry about. That's not going or will happen. The Guard wouldn't just stand there and your family would've taken you way from the danger." He was right. "It nice to know you care about me." I pulled away, blushing slapping his chest. He chuckled and shook his head.
"So what you're going to do today?" I shrugged before I could answer. The door opens to see a jealous Demetri. Alec became tense beside me and Demetri growled. I sighed and sent waves of calmness, and place a hand on Alec's shoulder to calm him even more.
"Hello Demetri. How can I help you?" I wasn't scared of Demetri but he did came on strong and that was annoying.
"Ren, can I talk to you?" I sighed, probably wanted to talk about yesterday.
"Out. Ren doesn't want to here." He stood up looking at Demetri.
"Alec, please. No." I stood up with him standing between them as they got closer. This was working on my nerves, I could feel my powers popping out of my shield and I could hurt anyone on the way.
"How do you know what she wants?" He screamed back. I flinched at the action.
"Stop!" A force pulsed out pushing Demetri and Alec a bit back. "I can speak for myself." I could see how Demetri wanted a fight.
Alec notice he look at me in confused. I could see in his mind I looked shocked, and different; my skin was chalky white as his, my eyes were red. I knew what was happening but my paler white skin and red eyes I couldn't explain. I saw something fly up, emotions all over the place because I couldn't explain why I looked like that.
Oh shoot. The shield that held control of my powers from taking control was out. I try slowing my speeding heart and breathe. Slowly everything died out. I tried to look in to Alec's mind but couldn't I look around to see if anything was flying around. I looked at my hands they were back to normal.
I sighed in relief. I looked at them. Demetri looked amazed by what I could do, Alec on the other hand looked worried and confused at what just happen. I walk back to my bed and sit I was exhausted.
"Will you two stop now?" I looked at them. "Alec please escort Demetri to the door. I don't want a fight to break out in my room! Alec, as soon your out please look for Felix I need to talk to him." Alec seemed displeased to go for the fault of Demetri. He finally nodded. "Alec we can talk later but when Felix comes in you can't, sorry." He nodded again. I sighed as he left the room. I heard few footsteps, then some conversation then some more distant steps and some closer ones.
My head jerked up to the door. I stood up to open reveling Felix. Well that was fast. "Alec, says you like to talk to me?" I nodded.
"Come on in. Close the door on your way in." I hear the door close. As I walk to my bed I put up my hair up in a ponytail. I felt Felix worried, I laughed. "Nothing going to happen to you Felix, so calm down." And he did. I laughed and he joins.
"So what's up, Ren." I turned serious. He looked scared, again.
"Take a seat Felix." I pointed him to the chair next to my bed. "Look, I'm new to this ... Thing whatever ... Even if I'm a girl I get nothing about boys. I'm clueless when it comes to them." I looked to him.
I stand up and walk over open the door I stick my head and look both ways I could hear Alec in his room. "What are you thinking?" As he sat down.
I lean in as well he does to like if I was going to whisper the BIG secret. "What is happening to Alec and Demetri? With the growling and jealousy from Demetri?"
"From what I see and know. Alec is strangely protective of you and Demetri likes you." I was stunned, but not that Demetri like me but that Alec maybe did too or he was just defending me.
"Do you think Alec likes me?" He nods. I lean back and reach for the warm coffee. "I would expect that from Demetri but not Alec."
He shook his head. "Jane, Heidi and I, last night talked about Alec. How much he's different he's act since you came in yesterday." Alec... Like's me? Impossible. "You may not have notice the difference but we have. Later that night Jane was called to Aro's office and told her that Alec and you had a strong relationship, the soul mates type."
I started choking on the coffee after swallowing a big gulp. Hold up a hand to stop Felix from approaching me. "I clearly caught that when I read Marcus mind. I didn't think Aro would be telling everyone, but you got to be kidding me, right? Felix, I didn't come here to find love. I am running away from it. I have to say it I am liking Alec but it can't happen." I step my almost empty mug of coffee down, and got another piece of the pancakes.
"Why can't it happen, Ren? You two would be happy. Aro and Marcus said that eventually you two will end up together." I shook my head.
"It can't happen. I want it to but can't, I don't know. I'll stop it from happening. Do you have any idea what would this do to my family the Cullen's and those shape shifters and you guys?" A war. My dream would come true. Something I don't want.
"Nothing it your choice to be happy, and it will happen. Master Marcus is never wrong." I sighed. No one can image how bad I wanted it to really happen. I put my empty plate on the stand and pick up my coffee.
"We'll see. Anyways, so the reason Alec and Demetri fight it because of me?" He laughed.
"No, duh. Sherlock." I rolled my eyes and pick up my orange juice.
"Did they get along before I came? Has this happen before?" Talking to Felix seemed so easy like talking to Uncle Emmett. Funny thing he didn't seem disturbed but me eating.
"Yes, they did and no it hasn't happen before. Demetri is such a sore loser. They get along soon enough, eventually." Wait a minute.
"I'm not a price to be won, Felix."
"Of course you're not. Demetri started this not Alec." I nodded seem more like Demetri would do this. "So you like Alec and Alec like you!" Oh god! I cover my red face with my hands, which only caused Felix to laugh harder. "Aw, come on, Renesmee, its all fun."
"Yeah right."
"Well, I'm bored." He stated standing up after a few minutes.
"How can you be bored when you just were laughing?" He chuckled. "You know if you were human would've be colored, cried, and pee in your pants for so much laughing like you just did right now." He started laughing. I mumbled, "Oh boy."
"Hey lets go to the game room bet I can bet you at any game." He said changing the subject.
"Oh Felix I lived with seven boys in Forks. What makes you think I won't be able to win a game with you." I challenged back.
"Oh, I see, how about let's go right now and bet on the game we are going to play?" Oh I wasn't letting this one pass by.
"Deal," I said shaking his out stretched hand. "But in 30 minutes I want to take a shower and change clothes, okay?"
He nodded. "I'll be waiting outside your room." I nodded back. I saw him walked out. I ran to my closet and back out. I heard some mumbling outside. I cautiously walk to the door and lean my ear to hear the conversation.
"Hey, Alec or Demetri when Renesmee is out before I'm back tell her to meet me at the game room one of you lead her the way." Where was Felix doing? And why were Alec and Demetri outside my room?
"So, Alec, finally going to answer my question from early this morning? And don't pull what you did earlier this morning because I will hunt you down and hurt you." What question? What did Alec do to Demetri? I lean in closer to hear a bit more, hid my senses from them to not hear me eavesdropping on their conversation. I felt Alec hesitate.
"What do you want to know, Demetri? You just don't know when to quit."
"Just answer my question."
"I would never like or date a half-breed." I froze. What? "I feel bad for the girl, she's alone without her family, " I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. I backed away from the door and sped to my bathroom.
"What was I thinking?" I started sobbing and crying.
I didn't come here to find love. I was drying myself from the shower. I didn't dare to look in the mirror to look at my red eyes from my crying, I had done enough of that. I needed to fix my face before anyone saw.
I slipping on my shoes, I open the door revealing Alec siting on the chair in my room. I rubbed my eyes away as well rubbed away any trace of tears. I stared stone cold at him.
He stood up and walked up to me his scent hitting me, like a brick. His hand reached up to my face but I flinched away from his hand.
"What wrong?" I grab a sweater and some money that I would bet with Felix. I rolled my eyes.
"Nothing is wrong." I say with attitude but my voice gave out a little. "What can possibly be wrong?"
"Anything can be wrong. Why were you crying?" I wouldn't tell him. He must not know that I like him.
"I can cry, if I want. I am way from home, alone and defenseless." I walk to my bed to pick up my iPod and also to also fix my bed.
"Why were you crying?" I dropped my pillow and turn. "Who hurt you?" I let out a shaky breath with a snort.
"Butt out." I shoot back. "I don't need you to protect me, I can do that fine myself, and the least I need is you pretending to you feeling bad for me because I'm alone." I walked to the door reveling Demetri.
"Well hello, Renesmee." I nodded.
"Demetri. How are you this morning? Have you seen Felix?" I looked left and right. I was playing dumb of course I knew what Felix said.
"I'm definitely better now, that I've been graced with such beauty. Yes, yes I have seen Felix he said that if he wasn't here by the time you came out to go to the game room and if you didn't know the way for me or Alec to take you." He was flirting with me. How funny. I looked back at Alec then back to Demetri. "How did you wake up this morning? I'm sorry for earlier today, I saw the distress I caused."
"I'm good too. I understand and accept your apology. Would you be a gentleman to take me to the game room, Demetri?" Flirting back. His grin grew wide. I could feel Alec pissed but why? He would never date or like a half-breed that so happens to be me.
"With pleasure. Shall we?" He extended his elbow towards me. I looked toward Alec and send an evil smirk.
"We shall." We left. This felt so wrong.
Alec P.O.V
She heard.
I entered my room slamming the door after she had left with Demetri. I just had said those things for Demetri to bug off, since the first time he asked me what I wanted with Renesmee I took his senses away and dragged his body to the dungeons, where my sister later found him when I gave him back his senses. It was a laugh, but now it came back to me losing Ren and I can't do anything about it without admitting feelings, I'm not ready to admit.
She flirted back and forth with Demetri, and from her caring that I said that, I'm sure she likes me. She doing this for revenge, to get even. Her touching Demetri made me jump from my anger leaving me standing in her room.
I hurt us both, what do I do now?
Renesmee P.O.V
I knew I was doing wrong trying to flirting with Demetri. I knew better than this. I guess my emotions got the best of me. We had gotten to the game room but instead of finding Felix, we found a note from Felix telling us he had to help Heidi with something. So Demetri offered to give me a tour of the castle.
"So what happen back there with Alec?" I glance at him. Throughout the whole tour I would just look up to see the place. The main places for entertainment; like the library, game room, music room. He showed me the kitchen, the garage, the 'dungeon' room, the Ball room, who was who room, he showed me the exits. I don't where was he talking me right now were climbing up stairs. He would be telling me funny stories and jokes, that would make me laugh.
"Uh? Oh, nothing. Just... Nothing." I decided to invade his mind seeing him remember what Alec did, I almost a laughed. "Anyways, why ruin our time talking about Alec?" As he said that I skipped forward reaching the top of the stairs and turn to face him. "We're having fun, right?" I smiled and nodded. Him smiling back, not the smile I was used to and not person I wanted to be with.
"Well, beautiful. I saved the best for last." He opens the door. I gasp at the beauty of the garden I could see the city room here the sun was high up.
"This—This is. Beautiful." I breathe. I looked at my skin the glow was bright enough for anyone to notice something weird.
"Not as beautiful as you." I closed my eyes. I didn't want to turn around to be disappointed by Demetri being there. I had to turn, to confirm the voice I swear that it was Alec's voice I had heard.
"What did you say?" I turn full body to him. He looked confused.
"Nothing, unless you read my mind." His grin turn in to an amuse smirk. I shook my head.
"No, I haven't. But I swear I heard something didn't you?" He shook his head. "Well this garden is quite lovely." He walked toward me. His hood was up. But I could still manage to see his face. Parts of it shine, but the shine was like looking at one of my family members shine. Soon it didn't call much my attention. I started wondering how Alec would look in the sun. I closed my eyes trying to imagine.
I had totally forgotten Demetri when I felt him breathe in front of me. I snap open my eyes realizing his face was only inches from minds. I back away.
"Sorry, this can't happen. I didn't mean to lead you on." I started stepping back towards the door. I looked at my watch. 2pm. Felix has be back. I ran to the game room. Did everything quickly open the door and close it shut I made sure Demetri couldn't follow my scent.
"Ren, what happen?" I look back. Thank god it Felix I let my shoulders slump and relaxed. "I've been waiting for you an hour ago. Where were you?" I felt my face heat up but not for embarrassment but my eyes got watery.
"You were so wrong." Choked out a laugh as I started tearing up. "He doesn't like me. I told you." I sounded a bit hysterical. Why did I care this much?
"Ren, what are you talking about?" I was sobbing by now.
Heartbreak. This is what it was.
Felix came forward and hugged me. I showed him what I had heard. "Alec." His dumbfounded face was now fix with a 'what the hell?' expression and seem to analyze the information I told him. "Alec would never date or like a half breed like me."