A/N: Again I wanna thank everyone who followed/favorited my/my story, I wanna thank everyone for their reviews and especially DarkseidAlex, your comment really kept me thinking and this chapter isn't really the way you'd like it because I already wrote this one before I saw your review, but I'm gonna try to make it different from the other Alice/Jacob pairing. So thanks! Sorry for my late upload, I thought no one reviewed since my phone doesn't show me fanfic emails anymore... anyways, hope you guys enjoy this chapter!
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

What happened it chapter 3?

How dared he to shout at Alice? All my anger grew and I ran into him while he was standing on the other side of the large room. I heard my clothes shred off and I phased into a huge wolf, just as I saw two black eyes and one pair of claws coming closer.

Chapter four:

Jacob's POV:

I felt his arms crushing around me, trying to break my bones. He knew how to fight, but so did I. I threw myself back so he lied on the ground with me on him. I could rip his head off in two seconds if I wanted to. And believe me, I wanted to. But when I looked up I didn't noticed everyone's shocked face. I only saw Alice's expressions. Pain, anger, sorrow. The same feelings I had before. I didn't need Jasper's gift to recognize them and I got up from the floor. I couldn't do this, I just couldn't hurt her this way.

Tell her I'm sorry. I told Edward in my mind.

"Jacob what are you-" I didn't let Edward finish. Just before Jasper wanted to start the fight again I ran through the door, leaving them behind. Leaving Alice behind.

I kept running into the woods when I suddenly heard something in my mind. Oh crap, mind connection with the pack.

Jake, are you finally back? -Seth

Where have you been? Quil and Embry asked at the same time.

I can't explain it but… I showed them my memories. From imprinting on Alice in Bella's living room, to everything what just happened at the Cullens.

YOU IMPRINTED ON A LEECH? ARE YOU OT OF YOUR MIND? –Leah

Leah, shut the hell up. Jake, how… how could this happen? –Embry

If we only knew why it happened. –Paul

I could feel Jared and Quil agreeing. Of course, they knew how it was to imprint on someone so they understand. Not that they imprinted on the enemy too, but still.

Jake, are you coming home? – Seth

Sorry Seth, I need some time alone… to think about what's going to happen next.

Jacob, go clear your mind. Come back when you feel better, ok? – Sam.

I will, later guys.

I could hear everyone turning back in their human form, and I was able to think about everything I wanted without worrying about something hearing my thoughts.

I kept running, trying to forget everything. I never wanted this, imprinting on the enemy, a vampire. I wanted to do whatever I wanted to do, and not being controlled by some girl who I was supposed to hate. I sighed. I just couldn't hate her. I couldn't hate someone with the voice of an angel, a skin that's hard as stone but still soft as silk, her smile that lights up the whole world. That's the worst part. It wouldn't be such a big deal as I was a friend, brother or protector for her. I was in love with her, and Sam, Jared and Paul were my proof that probably very soon, she would be in love with me too.

I decided it was time to change back into my human form. I was standing on two feet again and I looked down. Fine, no clothes. "I thought you might need these." I heard a voice saying. I looked behind me and looked into Sam's eyes, who was holding one of my shorts. "Thanks, Sam." I muttered. I pulled on the shorts and saw Sam thinking of what he should say. "Jacob… It didn't happen before, you know… one of us imprinting on one of the enemies. But since it's our most absolute law… I think." He sighed. "I just wanted to say that if you want to bring her to La Push sometimes, it's ok." I didn't expect that. "Thanks Sam, I really appreciate that." Sam nodded. "Well, I should go." And he was gone.

It was all really nice I could bring her to La Push, but I wasn't sure if that was ever going to happen anyway. I sat down by a river and again I saw the pain in her eyes flashing through my mind.

Alice POV:

"JASPER, WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?" I yelled at him and he growled.

He growled.

He just growled at me.

He must have felt my emotions when he did that 'cause he started to apologize immediately. "I'm sorry Alice, I just can't believe this happened. How could you do this to me? What were you thinking? What was that awful dog thinking?" Now it was my time to growl. "Oh shut up. Do you honestly think I've chosen this by myself? For your information; I didn't, and neither did Jacob."

"No that's because the wolfs have no control."

"Jasper, what is your god damn problem?"

"What is MY problem? What is YOUR problem, falling in love with him while you're with me?!"

I gasped. "So that's the whole point? You think I'm in LOVE with him? You don't know a thing about imprinting, do you?" He raised his eyebrows and said. "Oh Alice, come on. I could feel everything you guys felt. He is obviously crazy about you and you can't stay away from him either." Before I could answer, Carlise spoke. "Jasper, please. Don't be hard on Alice, it's not her fault and you know that." "No!" I shouted. "He doesn't. You don't know a thing about what I truly feel inside because you never asked. You're always listening to what you pick up from my emotions but you don't know what's going on inside of my head." I had to admit that he was right at the part that I couldn't stay away from him any longer, but how dared he to tell me I was in love with Jacob? He said it like a statement, a fact, without even asking. "I just… need to be alone." I said and rushed out of the door, leaving my confused family behind.

It was the first time I ever felt that lonely. I couldn't remember anything from my past and after I was changed I found Jasper and we went to live with the Cullens so I was always surrounded by people who loved me. Sure, they still love me, but it's not the same. After Jacob imprinted on me, I felt satisfied… like I always missed something in my life without even knowing. But now that he was gone, it felt like someone has ripped my dead heart out. When I was calmed down I started thinking of Jasper's words. 'He is obviously crazy about you and you can't stay away from him either.' So what if I couldn't stay away from him? Maybe he should make some new friends instead of complaining about my social life. I immediately regretted that thought because he can't help it. There are no vampires to "hang out" with, the wolfs are not really a vampires first choice and he can't stand to be close to humans as we can. "But that doesn't mean he has the right to say I'm in love with someone else." I muttered to myself. I knew he just did not had the right to say such things, because it is not true. It's not true. I kept telling myself. I felt so strange when I said that, like I was lying to myself. I shook my head and was literally about to punch myself in the face. Jasper's word had make me crazy but I knew the truth. I wasn't in love with Jacob. Sure, I wanted to be near him but I blamed the whole imprinting thing. The longer I was walking through the woods, the more it felt like I was missing something, and I knew exactly what that something was. I couldn't stand it longer, the pain I felt inside. So I decided to find him.

Jacob's POV.

I sat down next to a flowing river, which I couldn't keep my eyes off. It was sort of relaxing, but I wasn't one hundred percent calmed down. Everything reminded me of her golden eyes, her black, short hair, the way she moved, the way she talked, the way she looked at me. I still couldn't believe my feelings. How was it possible that after two days, I felt more for Alice than I ever felt for Bella? Bella. Clumsy girl with the big brown eyes. Sweet Bella, who always made me feel comfortable. Why didn't I feel more for her than just love, for a best friend? It must be a relief for her that our feelings for each other are the same now. Just friends. Best friends. But that didn't really solve my problems. Alice. Not that I wanted to call her a problem, of course not, she felt like the best thing that ever happened to me. I almost drowned in my thoughts when I got distracted by a sweet scent. The scent of a vampire. But it wasn't awful. That could only be one vampire, the only vampire who had a attractive scent. I turned around and looked into her beautiful, golden eyes.

"Alice!" I said and I felt tears upcoming. She must think I'm such a pussy because I was about to cry, but I couldn't help it, I was so happy to see her.

"Jacob.." she whispered and I couldn't control myself. I ran up to her and as soon as I had my arms around her waist, I lifted her up and swirled her around. When she stood on her own feet I noticed again how tiny she was. Ok, she wasn't 5.1 like I thought at first but she was adorably short. I sighed of relief when I felt her hand touching my cheek, and I didn't know where to start talking.

"Alice, I can't tell you how sorry I am for what I did to you. I know you're with Jasper but I just…" like she did many times before, she putted her index finger in my mouth so I wouldn't finish my sentence.

"Jake, it's not your fault. It's not Jasper's either…" she said.

"if it's not our fault, how…" this time I didn't finish myself, because I saw her eyes filled with emotions. "Alice.." I whispered. "you're not gonna tell me you think it's your fault, are you? 'Cause in case you think so, it's NOT your fault. Do you understand me?" I had taken her face between my hands and she looked at me.

"But Jake, it is. Because of me either Jasper or you wasn't here anymore."

"Listen to me Alice. you couldn't help it. You're with Jasper so of course he said those things to me. But the fact that he started shouting at you made me so angry. Alice, you know it's my job to protect you but what happened… I just can't blame it all on the imprinting." I took a deep breath. "Alice, I will never force you into anything, but you need to hear the truth. Understand all your options, and you need to know… that I'm in love with you, and I want you to choose me instead of him. I know that you always loved him, and you still do, but I'm not giving up. I'm gonna fight for you, until the end of your existence."

I just wanted to jump in that river and flow to the other side of the world. She didn't say anything, she just looked at me, the same way as she did before I told her what I just told her. Finally, after what seemed like hours, she responded.

She bit her lip, turned her back at me and walked onto the river.

"Alice..?" I asked. No respond. Ok, that's gonna be a monologue then.

"Alice, I'm sorry if I confused you. made you angry or whatever. I just wanted you to know how I feel. Like I said, I'll never force you into anything. I would be sad if you're gonna decide to stay with Jasper, but I'd understand it. Please, say something…"

I saw her shoulders moving, she was taking a deep breath as I was preparing myself for her answer. What was she going to say? That she had the same feelings for me? That she made her decision and she had chosen me? Or was she going to say that she'd stay with Jasper?

She turned around, one pair, golden eyes looking into mine. Taking a deep breath again before telling me her decision.

"Jacob I…"

A/N: Now THIS is what we call a cliffhanger! I know, chapter is shorter than the second and third but I just wanted to cut it off here because you know, cliffhanger and all that(; I'm not gonna have much time to upload new capters 'cause school starts tomorrow :| gonna try to write as much as I can. please review if you want me to upload chapter 5!