A/N: Hi people! If you're still reading my story: THANK YOU SO MUCH. Thank you for waiting. I know it has been a long time but I was sooooo busy with school and everything. Buuuut weekend finally started and that means: CHAPTER FIVE! Hope you enjoy it. Tanks for reading, following, favorite and reviews!
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What happened in chapter 4?

She turned around, one pair, golden eyes looking into mine. Taking a deep breath again before telling me her decision.

"Jacob I…"

Chapter five:

Jacob's POV:

"Jacob, I…"

I was nervously waiting for Alice's decision. I felt like a kid waiting for Christmas, when I was waiting for her to answer. The moment she turned around and I saw the mixed feeling in her eyes again. I can still hear her words in my head.

"I really like you. You're so sweet and funny, you really understand me and I feel so safe with you. Even though we've met like two days ago, it already feels complete when you're here, Jake. But Jasper and I… we've been together for so long and I can't hurt him like this."

"So, what now?" I asked. "you know I'll be on your side no matter what, but I need to know where I'm standing, in your life. Things have dramatically changed since we met each other, and I'm not asking you to marry me tomorrow… But I hope you understand that I want to know what you're going to do. Are you gonna stay with Jasper, or are you willing to give up on him to give me and yourself the chance to life together, like it's meant to?"

She bit her lower lip, and then out of nothing she stared into nothing. I knew she was having a vision and while I was praying it was gonna give me some answers, it ended. Sooner than the visions she had before but I forgot that thought when she slightly smiled at me. Not the same smile I loved, but it was giving me hope.

"What did you see, Alice?"

"Congratulations Jake, my future just disappeared." She said almost whispering.

I felt tears coming up in my eyes. "Does that mean that…"

"yes, that means I'm choosing you!"

I wanted to hug her, kiss her and let her know that I felt like the happiest guy in the world, but then I noticed the unshed tears behind her smile.

"you feel bad for him, don't you?" I asked and she nodded. I got down on my knees and grabbed her hands. "Hey, it's ok Alice, don't worry! We'll take it real slow. Just hanging out, and after a while when Jasper feels ok with the fact that we're getting closer, we can tell him, then we can tell your family and my family as well ok? Don't worry." I repeated and kissed the palms of both her hands.

"you're the best, Jake." She said and I felt her arms around my neck.

Alice's POV:

This was the worst feeling ever. If I could cry, I would be drowning in my tears by now. I was lying to Jacob and I've never felt so bad for someone before. I could not look straight into his eyes and tell him the truth. I could still see my future, which meant I hadn't chosen for Jacob. I couldn't see anything about who I would end up with so I had not made my decision at all. Still I was telling Jacob a lie, and I knew I couldn't lie to him for a long time.

The days that followed I was busy hanging out with Jake, calming Jasper down, playing Bella Barbie and trying to hide my thoughts for Edward. I felt like I was going to explode because I was lying to everyone. I lied to Jacob that I had made a decision and could not see my future. I lied to Edward that thinking about random stuff like birds whenever he was around was my new hobby. I lied to Jasper that Jacob was just a great friend an nothing more. But one of the hardest thing was that I lied to Bella, that everything was ok. After I while I could not keep it longer so I told Bella everything. Yup, I told Bella everything.

Of course she was shocked at first, but not angry or disappointed at all.

"you know Alice." she said. "you and Jake are both my best friends, so I'm not gonna lie; I'm kinda happy this happened. Though I feel bad for Jacob and Jasper… and for you ofcourse, since you're the one struggling with this. I know this sounds so cliché, but I can't help you, you have to think about the decisions you made 'cause you're the one who has to live with them. My mom thought me to do what I think is the right thing to do, so you should do that as well."

I kept thinking about my conversation with Bella and after a long time, I decided it was time to make an end of this. Should I tell the truth to Jasper, tell him that I'm feeling more for Jacob than just friends? Or should I tell Jacob the truth, that I had not made my decision yet.

Three days passed and I felt it was the right time to tell the truth to one of them. I was trying so hard not to think of who I was going to tell it because I was afraid Edward would hear it anyway. When I told the one I wanted to tell the truth that I would like to have a talk, I was really nervous. One hour later I was standing in front of one of the men I fell for.

Jasper POV:

She told me she wanted to talk so I said we would meet each other at 2 pm. I was wondering what was so important because she never asked me to meet up somewhere to talk, we just talked about things whenever we where together, what was very often. I ran through the forest and caught her sent, I kept trying to control myself, 'cause I felt like running at high speed towards her when I sensed her. After a little while I was there and she smiled at me.

"Hi Jasper." She said

I nodded and responded. "Hi Bella."

Alice's POV:

"What is it Alice? Why did you wanted to talk?" Jacob asked.

I knew it was time to explain everything to him, and I also knew at the same time Bella was talking with Jasper about this. Telling him almost the same things I was planned to tell Jacob right now. I did not know where to start and he kept looking at me with his big, brown eyes. The eyes I could drown in.

"There is something I need to tell you, Jake. Remember a while ago, our conversation in the woods? When I told you my future had disappeared, which meant I had chosen… you?"

he nodded, looking a bit confused.

"Well…" I continued, then immediately stopped. It was like I had already told him everything 'cause his face was full of pain, like he already knew what I was going to say. I couldn't handle it longer and started talking. "Oh Jacob, I'm so sorry. I lied to you and I know I'm the worst person in the world, ok? It's just that I love Jasper so much and he doesn't deserve this. Don't get me wrong because neither do you, but I think it's the best thing for all of us when we pretend this didn't happen."

I saw the tears coming up in his eyes so I looked away.

"Alice…" he whispered. "I respect your decisions but you know how imprinting works, you will fall in love with me as well and we… we're just…"

"I know, that's why I think it's the best for us to not see each other anymore."

"you want me to move away from La Push?"

"Of course not."

"Do you mean YOU are going to move? You saw what happened with Bella and Edward!"

"No, I'm saying it's better when we don't see each other anymore."

"you know how it feels when we're separated."

I sighed, turned around and took a few steps away, not wanting to look into his eyes while saying the next thing. Something I didn't want to say, but was the only way he was going to let me go.

"That won't happen, 'cause I never felt that before. Everything was a lie, Jacob. I never loved you, never even felt something for you and it's never going to happen. I'm happy with Jasper and I'm sure you will be happy with someone else, someday. This was all just a big mistake. I don't want to see you, ever again."

Silence.

I felt even worse than I did before, and wanted to crawl up into his arms, telling him I didn't mean it. But I had to stay strong because this was the only way he was going to live his life without me. I was about to turn around, looking how bad I had hurt him, when I heard noised behind me. I turned around and looked into the eyes of a massive wolf.

Jacob's POV:

What the actual… how dared she to tell me this, after spending so much time together? Using me like some toy she could threw away after playing with it, like a puppy she could bring back to his kennel whenever he had peed on the carpet once. I never felt so angry before. Not when I thought I was going to live forever with four legs and a tail. Not when I found out Bella was dating a bloodsucker. Not even when that same bloodsucker left Bella. No, this time it was his sister getting my blood boiling. She did not even dare to look straight at my face whenever she told me. Looking so innocent while breaking up with me after telling me she loved me. A wolf in sheep clothes, how ironic. When she turned around she looked confused, like she expected something else. Sure, I just transformed but it was more like she expected me sad, hurt, crying. Had to admit that I was pretty hurt but I hoped for her she realized that I felt more anger than sadness. First I wanted to rip her clothes off, and now I wanted to rip her head off. Then I looked into her eyes and saw what I had seen before. She was still the girl protective over. How could I attack and defend her at the same time? I heard a voice whispering in the back of my head.

"She's not even worth it."

I agreed with that. I jumped towards her, growled loud then turned around and ran away, deeper in the dark woods leaving the center of my world behind me.

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