Heads up I have been getting your reviews, thank you so kindly for pointing out I was copying the same thing twice - I was copying and pasting from word, again I'm sorry! (idiot). I am glad you guys like it though. Another chapter will be posted soon (this is the re-edit from the edited version of the confession) I also changed a bit of it too make a bit more sense. I still feel like the story has been rushed so over the weekend I might go back over it and edit it so it doesn't seem as such. Thanks again! x

Kurt knocked on the door a few times standing with his hands covering himself. He was so stupid. He realizes he's probably over-reacting but Rachel's a drama queen. She'll be a good judge of that. He was beginning to fall for Blaine. A man who he had never met. Was he going crazy?

Rachel opened the door and beamed "Kurt! Oh I'm so glad you're here! I was going to invite you to come to a party tonight. I have a million things to do. You're welcome to bring your boss too if you like, how's Isabelle going? Don't even answer that actually I'll find out when she gets here, oh my god it's so good to see you. Your dad just called to make sure I check on you, are you settling in okay?"

He forgot how much she could talk. It's only been a week and a half. It then occurred to him that Kurt hasn't even let Rachel know what has been happening. His eyes began to well up. "Kurt?"

Rachel looked confused. "Honey what's wrong?"

"I was seeing someone," He blurted out as he sniffed. Rachel grabbed his hand and got him to sit down "That's great! I mean it's a lot quicker than I expected, but wait what do you mean 'was' what happened?"

"I was seeing someone that isn't there," Kurt added cautiously wondering how she'd take this.

"Okay now you've lost me," Rachel went to get him a cup of tea and let him continue his speech. He knew this is what she did when he visited so he didn't mind that she just abandoned him in the living room without explaining. It was a Rachel thing.

"It all started when I moved in. Remember that guy that was singing?"

"Yeah? The one with the cute voice?"

"Well it turns out his name was Blaine and he was trying to get rid of me because he had the place first and the wall between our apartments is hallow. He can hear everything I do, and I can hear everything he does, he can even hear me singing in the shower, that's how bad it is,"

"It sounds romantic actually," Rachel beamed looking back at him as the kettle boiled.

When she saw the look on his face he knew something serious happened.

"Okay tell me the details," She brought the teacup and teapot to the table and poured him some as he continued.

"We had this agreement thing happening. He wasn't comfortable with people and I wasn't comfortable with sexual interactions as you are well aware off, and we ended up getting a long. He mentioned once about us being practically being a couple, and I sort of asked after that if we could actually be that as we were since it seemed to suit both of us,"

"This doesn't make sense Kurt,"

Kurt nodded as he sipped his tea while she did the same "I know it doesn't, but it worked. It worked well, and I was beginning to really fall for this guy,"

"Someone you barely know?" Kurt continued to explain how their communication worked and the fact that Blaine ended up knowing Kurt really well in the short time that he had been there, and Blaine liked pretty much everything about him so far. Rachel to her credit paid attention, and slowly he figured she was starting to understand. "So you were ready for more than what you guys agreed to and you think he doesn't want that?"

"Well yeah but that's not just it though. I was thinking about approaching the subject very soon but then this morning I overheard him telling his friend Nick that he didn't want to do this anymore, that this relationship we had going was driving him insane. Now I'm starting to think I made it all up in my head,"

"Is that exactly what he said?"

"Well I overheard them talking, I didn't hear everything but yeah he said that it was driving him crazy,"

"I still think you should give him a chance to tell you how he feels, even if it's not what you want to hear," Kurt sighed as Rachel put a hand on his "running to me isn't going to help find the answers Kurt,"

"What if he doesn't want this anymore though? What if I'm right?" Kurt has had too many experiences where he crushes on people and it turns out they didn't like him at all. He didn't want this to be the case with Blaine.

"Then you move on. I think you should come to the party and experience what other people experience. If you still want to be with Blaine, then you fight for it. Nobody who gets themselves into a relationship wants to get hurt, but that's the risk you take. You put yourself out there, and I'm really proud of you for doing that. I know the dating world is scary, trust me. I've been there, but the things that come with it make it worth it Kurt,"

Kurt nodded. Maybe he'll stay for the party after all. He called his boss and she answered straight away "Kurt, I've been wondering what's happening with you, are you okay?"

"Sorry Isabelle I was just trying to get used to the new city, I promise I'll have my first assignment in by Sunday but I was wondering, would you like to go to a party tonight,"

"Kurt I don't care if you take a whole month. I told you, take some time off you deserve it. That assignment is due in January. It's only early December. Get to know the city, and then get back to me. I'll be happy to come to the party, can I bring our work colleagues? Where is it?"

"I'm assuming it's at Rachel's?" Rachel looked at him and nodded while he was on the phone. "Can she bring more people?" He added and Rachel gave a thumbs up.

"Yep, you can bring them, I'll text you the details later,"

"I look forward to it Kurt!" He could imagine Isabelle swinging in her office chair in excitement. She was always so much fun. He liked that about his boss. She never turned down a party. Kurt sent a text message to his boss sending Rachel's address and with her help he included what to bring which was basically 'just yourself' and 'bring alcohol if you wish'.

He wished he was more like that. "So what can I do to help? I could use a good distraction," Rachel grabbed his tea cup and he went over with her to the kitchen to help her wash them.

"I think you should get back to Blaine and tell him how you feel," Rachel gave him a look that said you're not getting out of it that quickly. "I will, and I want to work this out with Blaine, but can I just have a few hours where I don't have to think about it?"

Rachel shrugged "Sure, if you think you could help me make one of your specialty cakes?" Kurt smiled "I'd be happy too,"

Kurt spent at least 5 hours helping Rachel get the party ready. More people came over to help them, and Kurt found he liked Rachel's friends. They were bubbly and enthusiastic and they were really happy to help.

"New York is so much different to high school right?" Rachel added and Kurt agreed.

By the time Isabelle came Kurt had already had a bit to drink. He hoped he was able to make it home okay. "Are you drunk?" Isabelle asked with a little laughter in her eyes. She never judged Kurt.

"Not as much as I'd like to be,"

"What's got you so worked up?"

Kurt blurted out the story the same way he did with Rachel and Isabelle listened without distracting him.

"I think you should go home and tell him exactly what you told me,"

"Like I said to Rachel. I'm worried he might not want that. I'm scared of finding out what I already think is going to happen," Kurt replied about to take another shot of vodka when Isabelle grabbed it off him.

"You'll be fine if he doesn't want that! You've been single this long haven't you? You don't know if you don't even try,"

Isabelle always knew what to say at the right time. "If you'll excuse me,"

Kurt called Blaine's what's up as soon as he found a quiet ….well kind of quiet area.

He went out on the balcony. "Kurt? Do you have any idea how worried I was? You didn't even let me explain,"

"I know I'm sorry. Listen it's pretty loud out here, but I just want you to know there's a reason for my dramatic exit, and that reason is that I really care about you. I know we had an agreement, and I don't know about you and how you're feeling, maybe you want to end this, and that's okay if you do. I'll respect that but I have to at least give this thing, whatever it is a chance,"

"That isn't…"

"Just let me finish first please. I tell the truth when I'm kind of tipsy and you deserve the truth. I didn't mean to come out here to get drunk. I just didn't know what to think about all this after hearing what you said to Nick,"

"Kurt you don't understand-"

"Just hear me out, Rachel and Isabelle both mentioned that I shouldn't just give up, and if there's even the slightest chance that you still want this to last, then I want to meet you. In person. Maybe we should have both just gotten some courage and done this in the first place, because this could really be something and well…that's all I have to say,"

"I'd like nothing more than that,"

"And I know it isn't what we originally planned or you may not be comfortable with the idea but if you think about it….wait what did you say?"

"Kurt, I was telling Nick that it was driving me insane not being able to see you, I was not talking about the way that we were communicating- that's the best part of my day. Oh and for the record, I care about you too, like a lot. I really want to see you one day,"

"Oh, you do?"

"I do. So can you please come home? I've arranged something for you. I hope you like it, and maybe it'll give you more of an idea of where my mindset is at when it comes to you,"

"You've arranged something for me?"

"Mhm,"

"I'm not sure if I should be excited or scared,"

"Well I'd hope you'd feel excited,"

"Okay I know we've agreed to meet but can we not make it right now? I look a mess," Blaine laughed and it filled Kurt's heart with joy to hear that laughter.

"I'm sure you look fine. A little fairy told me you look like a supermodel,"

"Blaine, how do you know what I look like?"

"I don't. I just have connections with people. Didn't I tell you I have superpowers? Enough talking, come home,"

"Okay okay bossy pants,"

"Are you really drunk? Do you want a taxi?"

"I'm tipsy, but I should be okay getting a taxi,"

Kurt was pushing his way through the crowd and hugging Isabelle in the meantime giving her a thumbs up which made her squeal in delight.

"I didn't know you had a party to attend to tonight, who was that?"

"It was a last minute decision. Rachel asked me to go, that was my boss Isabelle."

"She seems like a great boss,"

"She really is,"

"Are you sure you don't want me to call a taxi for you?"

He noticed Rachel by her own mini stage "Rachel I'm going home!"

Rachel smiled "Are you going to work it out with Blaine?" Blaine was on speaker "Hey Rachel! Sounds like quite a party,"

Stunned Rachel smirked at Kurt "He sounds even more sexier when he's not singing,"

"I take that as a compliment, although people do pay for my Eps you know,"

"They really do," Kurt chuckled. He might be one of them. Rachel hugged Kurt "I'm glad you two worked it out, and hey if you do meet my number one gay Blaine you're more than welcomed to come to my parties,"

"Uh…thank you! Can you make sure Kurt gets home safe?"

"Blaine I'm an adult. I can call a taxi,"

"No need Kurt, I got drivers on call ready to go. There should be one in 5 minutes. Blaine do you have any idea how hard it was not to tell Kurt?"

"Shhh!"

"Rachel?" Kurt looked confused. Rachel chuckled "It's a surprise, I'm not supposed to say anything, just go home Kurt thanks for your help today,"

"Thanks Rachel," I guess there was a privilege to knowing and being best friends to a popular broadway star. He wondered what she and Blaine were up to.

Rachel hugged Kurt and Kurt really couldn't wait to get home to see what Blaine had in surprise.

"Oh and bring your friend Nick too if you ever decide to come," Rachel winked to Kurt as she called out to Blaine.

"Sure thing,"

"Blaine my phones about to die but I won't be long okay?"

"Okay, and Kurt?"

"Yeah?" Blaine seemed to be hesitating for a while. "I really do care about you,"

"I care about you too,"

"Get home safe,"

Kurt's heart fluttered he was about to reply but his phone literally shut off from lost of power. Damn it.

Kurt was thankful for Rachel's limo (just how wealthy was Rachel? Not that Kurt ever cared about that) because the driver seemed to know that Kurt was eager to get home and he did everything in his power to shoot through the traffic jam by going in streets that would get out of the busy traffic. Kurt gave him a tip when he found he was home in less than 15 minutes, because in normal cab time it took Kurt half an hour to get to Rachel's place.

He was just about to go upstairs when the man from the first floor opened his door and yanked Kurt to him "I thought I told you faggot to stop singing!"

"I literally just got home, and anyway anybody should be allowed to sing when they want too. It's a free country!" Kurt protested surprised by his courage probably from the alcohol.

"Hey get your hands off him!" Kurt turned his head towards the sound. "Nick?"

Nick recognised his voice immediately and his face lit up "Kurt?"

Kurt smiled shyly at him and then something hit him on the head. "Wait a minute, I saw you buying coffee literally this morning,"

"Yeah I was with Blaine. Do you know that was the first time he ever stood outside the apartment? You've made quite an influence on him," The man between them was looking from one to the other still holding on tightly to Kurt's shirt.

"Let me get this straight. The man you were hugging was Blaine?"

Nick beamed at him "Yeah that's my boy," Why would Blaine lie about his appearance?

"Blaine told me he was blonde," Nick looked confused.

"I don't know what the hell your both talking about, but I swear I've had it to here with you fags." Nick was about to answer Kurt when he got into a rage at the man. He looked him straight in the eye.

"For the record. I'm straight as an arrow, and you know what I can't tolerate? Your rudeness and your arrogance. You beat the crap out of Blaine when he first came here, and I should have reported that years ago. I'm not about to let you do the same to Kurt. If you even think about doing the same thing, I'll report to the police. I suggest you let go of my friend before I do that just now, this is your first warning,"

The man let go of Kurt with a growl "Just keep it down,"

"Like Kurt said it's a free country man," Nick argued and led Kurt up the stairs not letting him finish. Kurt walked by his side "I can't explain to you why he lied about his appearance but I'm sure he has a logic explanation,"

"Well to be honest, I did too,"

"Oh?" Nick looked fascinated by this "This should be interesting," Nick looked at him with a cheeky grin "He's going to get a shock when he see's who you really are.

Kurt blushed. Nick laughed "I may be straight, but I'm not blind. It really is good to finally get to see you. I feel bad I saw you before Blaine did,"

"Don't be, thanks for helping me down there,"

"It's okay, the guy's a jerk. Blaine's probably singing, he does that when he's in a good mood,"

Truth to his word as they arrived Kurt could hear Blaine singing 'Teenage Dream,'

"Does he always sound this good?"

"We weren't called the Warblers for no reason, we were like rock stars. Well I better let you go, and before you freak out about someone breaking into your apartment, I may have pulled some strings for Blaine on his behalf,"

Kurt looked further confused. Nick handed out his spare key "Can you thank Rachel for us?"

Kurt took the key surprised and opened the door as Nick went back down the stairs. Kurt gasped when he entered his apartment.

There were red and yellow roses everywhere. There was a bucket of wine as soon as he entered with a bowl of chocolate strawberries.

On the bed there were rose petals and a meal on a tray. Next to his TV there was literally 20 classic rom cons too choose from. Kurt gasped "Blaine,"

"You're home,"

"I can't believe you did all this,"

"It wasn't just me. Remember how I had to meet the Warblers today? They all helped me arranged this. They literally are the best friends anyone could have, they really do want to get together again,"

"But how did you get my key?"

"I kind of contacted Isabelle, explained to her that this was me making sure you knew I was serious and I know you worked for her and I was wondering if she knew how I could set this up. I wanted to make a massive impression. You once mentioned you loved romance so she told me I had to go to Rachel if I were to get the thumbs up to do this surprise and she'd have a spare key to your place"

"This is literally the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me, so you really do want us to be together then? I haven't been making this up in my head?"

"I know we've only basically met. I don't know, it just feels like I was meant to meet you,"

"Like destiny,"

"Yeah exactly. Destiny,"