I'm so sorry you guys for not updating in so long. I've had writer's block and then I had school work. Good news though! I took the December ACT for the first time and my score was a 23. I want your guy's honest opinion. Should I have Mei Xiang's parents beg for forgiveness in the next chapter or wait a while? Tell me in your comments! I live for your reviews and favorites of my story! It makes my day when I'm feeling down about school. So Read, REview, And Enjoy!
~Shadowdapple~
February 10th: I'm Lost
Dear Diary,
I am so scared. The wind howls like a mother wailing for a lost cub and the rain pounds the earth like a hammer striking a nail. My guards are skipping my food rations for the week. Apparently, I am being punished. The females are more sympathetic. But they have to obey too. I am to not be fed or watered, Fa said. There are nights when I lay awake reading you by the firelight. Those nights are when I hurt the most. Right now we are about 800 miles from my hometown. I learned that from Chow, Huian, and Ai. Ai's name means loving and she does tend to live up to her name. Huian is pretty sarcastic and she won't let me wallow in self-pity if she catches me doing it. Her name, however, means the opposite of how she acts. Her name means kind peace. Chow's name means summertime and she is warm and comfy to snuggle up to. They help me when I am feeling down. But they know that I don't want to be here, I want to go home. Diary, I need to put you away. Fa is coming back. Looks like he wants to try to bed me again. I'll fight him if I have to.
