September 1st: Happy Birthday in Heaven
Dear Diary,
I know now what it feels like to lose a child. It is the worst thing to wish upon a parent and one that I would never do one someone. I should know, I miss my little kung fu warrior every day. I know that I'll never see that little girl smile up at me ever again, but it still hurts like crap. Every day without Chun Hua is another knife to the heart. Today is the worst. Her birthday. Ai is with me. She had to say goodbye to Meili recently too. It was in order to save her from the treatment I endured growing up. She understands that I am going through a tough moment. I might just go to bed. I really don't feel like writing much, today Diary. It hurts too much to think. She would've been 8.
