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"M-Meredith." It was his voice, weaker than usual but it was there. I opened my eyes to see his staring back at me.

"Nathan?"

"Meredith, why I am in a hospital?" He looked around the room then back at me.

"Uh, let me call Amelia." I needed her to do the neuro check, and answer the questions he might have about Megan. I picked up the phone and called Amelia, while Nathan watched me carefully. "Hey Amelia, Nathan is awake." I hung up the phone and focused my attention on Nathan.

"Meredith, please tell me what's going on."

"Uh okay. Do you remember-"

"Hey guys! Nathan, how ya feeling?" Amelia walked into the room and sat in the chair on the other side of Nathan's bed.

"Um, a slight headache and my leg hurts. Will one of you two tell me why I am here?" Amelia and I glanced at each other, then back at Nathan.

Amelia cleared her throat and stood up. "Okay Nathan, I'm going begin your neuro check now. Can you follow the light with your eyes?" Amelia pulled out her pen light and moved it across his face as his eyes followed. "Can you move your hands and feet for me?" My hand was on the bed next his, and he took my hand into his gave it a squeeze. The foot that wasn't in a cast moved slightly. "Good, good. Alright, can you tell me what year it is?"

"2017."

"Do you know where you are?"

"Um, I'm obviously in a hospital, and it is definitely not Grey-Sloan. Why are you giving me a neuro check?"

"I'll get to that in a minute. Do you remember what happened at Grey-Sloan yesterday? You were there when it happened, take a minute if you need to." He was in the OR, in the middle of a surgery. I remember finding him there and helping him finish so he could get out of there.

"No, what happened at Grey-Sloan yesterday? Should I remember it?" His eyes met mine and I looked over at Amelia, trying to avoid eye contact.

"Nathan, I know this is going to be hard to understand but you may have some temporary memory loss. We don't know how much, but we can try to figure out where your memory leaves off. So, what is the last thing you remember?" I stayed silent, unsure of what to do if he doesn't remember last night. That would mean we would have to tell him about Megan all over again, I don't know if I could do that again.

Nathan glanced at me, probably wondering why I was so quiet. Then he got a guilty look on his face that confused me. "I, uh, the last thing I remember is," He got quieter like he needed to hide something. "The last thing I remember is being in bed with you Mer, after we did you know what and you had fallen asleep. I remember laying beside you to go to sleep, then I woke up here."

I looked to Amelia not sure what to say. The last thing he remembers is something Amelia really didn't need to know. "That was uh, Tuesday night Nathan. It is Thursday evening now, and a lot has happened." I sighed, not sure really what to tell him. If that truly is the last thing he remembers, then he doesn't remember us waking up in bed together and me kicking him out. Or me inviting him to dinner to meet the kids, which could actually be a good thing.

"Well, tell me everything. I'm ready. First tell me why I am here and needed a neuro check."

"Well, uh, you were involved in a car accident on your way here, that's what the neuro check is about. The police are probably going to come in later to get a statement from you, even though they are almost positive is wasn't your fault." Amelia stated, glancing over to me.

"Why was I coming here?" Nathan looked confused, so he obviously didn't remember.

"Let me tell you how the whole day went, and what happened at Grey-Sloan you understand why you were coming here." Nathan nodded his head, and gave my hand a squeeze, urging me to continue. "Well, I'll skip over the little stuff and tell you what happened at Grey-Sloan." I decided to skip over me inviting him to dinner to meet the kids, maybe another time I would tell him. "I was on my way back to the hospital to tell you some news that I had just found out, and when I was in the hospital parking lot, I saw the corner of the hospital a few floors up explode."

"Wait, the hospital blew up?"

"Yeah. I went looking for you and found you in an OR, and helped you finish up the surgery so we could get out of there. Once outside I helped you get oxygen 'cause of all the smoke, and you sat in the back of one of the ambulances for a while. I came to check on you, and tell you the news I learned before the hospital blew up." I paused, taking a breath. Nathan nodded his head, wanting me to continue. "I asked you to breathe for me so I knew you could. I asked you if you remembered the miracle dream, where Derek forgets his keys and Megan goes for coffee." I pulled my hand away from his grip and crossed my arms, hugging myself tight like I was cold. I looked to Amelia for help, and when she caught my glance she understood.

"Nathan, what Meredith had told you was that Megan is alive, and she is here." I stared at floor by my feet, unsure of what to do.

"What?"

"She is alive, and still is asleep."

Silence filled the room as Nathan processed what he was just told. After a few minutes, he spoke up. "C-Can I see her?"

"Uh I'm sure you can, but she is about to go into surgery so probably not right now." Amelia hadn't told me when her surgery was, and since it is tonight, she will probably be awake in the morning.

"She is going into surgery? For what? Is she okay?" Nathan questioned. I could tell by tone that he is worried about her, and maybe even still loves her.

"She has a couple of old brakes and fractures that didn't heal correctly, they are going to fix them." I just stayed silent throughout this conversation and kept looking at my feet. I was holding back the tears, but occasionally one fell. I wanted to be happy for Nathan, but it is so much harder than it looks.

"Oh, okay. Meredith?" I didn't know whether I should look up or not. I decided I'm going to have to eventually, right? I wiped my face and looked up at him. I wasn't really sure what to say, so I just put my hand on the bed and started messing with the sheet. "Meredith, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, and this is about you, not me." I sniffled a little, and Nathan took my hand in his. This surprised me a little, but I wasn't going to object.

"I know this can't be easy for you, being here for me, it's going to be hard on all of us but we will get through it." I smiled a little, and squeezed his hand back. When he said "we", did it mean him and me, or him and Megan?

"I'm going to go back to hotel and wash up, give you guys some time alone." Amelia stood up, dropped her purse and it split everywhere. I walked over to the other side of the bed to help her clean it up, but I noticed some pill bottle I did not recognize. I gave her a concerned look, and she gave me one of those "I will explain later looks back." She better, 'cause now is definitely not the time to be falling off the wagon. Owen needs her right now. I went to stand up, and didn't make it all the way to my feet before falling over.

I awoke in a hospital bed, with an IV in my left arm. The last thing I remember was helping Amelia pick up her purse, falling over, and I think I heard Amelia and Nathan call my name before I blacked out. I looked over to the couch by the window, and there was Amelia, on her phone.

"Amelia?"

Amelia looked up from her phone and smiled. She walked over to me and started checking my vitals before saying anything. "Mer, how you feeling?"

"Uh, tired and confused."

"When was the last time you had eaten?"

"After I got home this morning, why?" I was running through my head a million different scenarios for why I could have blacked out.

"Hmm, that's odd, cause your blood sugar was a little on the low side but it's alright. If you don't remember, you passed out. It was a mixture of low blood sugar and exhaustion. You are getting IV fluids and you are to rest." Amelia sat back down on the couch, pulling out her phone again.

"Does Nathan know I am okay?"

"Yes, I texted him with an update just a few seconds ago. He texted me probably every five minutes till you woke up, he really cares about you Mer."

"I know he does." I paused, wondering how this whole Nathan, Megan, and I's relationship would work out.

Amelia interrupted my thoughts. "Mer about those pills you saw, they are prenatal vitamins."

"Did you pee on the stick this time?"

"Yes, and I found yesterday actually. I think I am about five weeks along."

"Well congrats. Can I rest from the comfort of my own bed?"

Amelia smirked at me. "I figured you would want to, but not quite." She walked over to me, took out the painful IV and put some gauze on it. She helped me out of bed and down the hall. We walked into a room I had been in earlier. "I'm going to give you guys a minute before I drive you home Mer. Nathan wanted to make sure you were alright." She walked out, shutting the door behind her leaving Nathan and I alone.

"Meredith, how are you feeling?" I walked over to the edge of his bed and stared at him for a moment, looking at all his cuts and bruises he had everywhere.

"I'm fine, and you are the one that is hurt." I replied softly.

"Look, I just wanted to make sure you were alright since you passed out right in front of me. I still care about you Meredith, and probably always will." The last part made smile, and I looked away. "Can I at least get a hug?" He asked, and how could you say no to someone who was just in a car crash and just found his ex-fiancé is alive. I wrapped my arms around him, resting my head on his shoulder. He pulled me closer, and I ended up sitting in his lap. He squeezed my tight, like he was afraid to let go. He was warm, so I stayed in his embrace enjoying the warmth. I nestled my face in the crook of his neck, and started to fall asleep in his arms.

All of a sudden, Amelia burst in in causing me to jump and quickly free myself of him, as if nothing happened, but I was stilling sitting in his lap. "So y'all got your time. And yes, I did just see that." She winked before walking out of the room. I got off the bed and grabbed my purse.

"Bye Nathan, if you need anything, call me." I didn't even wait to hear his response before walking out of the room to catch up to Amelia.

"Do I need to be discharged?" I was never put into a hospital gown, so was I ever admitted?

"Uh, you were never admitted. They gave you an IV and let you rest in an empty room." Amelia admitted.

"Oh. Where are the doctors that worked on Nathan in the trauma room?" I still wanted to thank them.

"We can go by the ER and see if they are still there." I nodded, and we got onto the elevator and she pressed 1. All you could hear was the hum of the elevator, and the ding when we reached the floor. I followed her to the ER, and she looked around for familiar faces. "Doctor Shaw, do you have a minute?"

He looked around the ER to see that there weren't many patients, and walked over to us. "Whatcha need Doctor Shepherd?"

Amelia looked to me, so I spoke. "I wanted to thank you for working on and saving Nathan Riggs' life."

Doctor Shaw looked at Amelia and asked, "The John Doe patient?" She nodded. "Oh, so you must be the wife. I was just doing my job but you are welcome."

"I'm not the wife, just the girlfriend." Probably ex-girlfreind now.

"Oh sorry. I'm Doctor Chris Shaw." He extened me his hand.

"Doctor Meredith Grey." We quickly shook hands.

"Pleasure to meet you Doctor Grey, but I gotta run. Incoming traumas." He replied and ran off to the ER doors.

"Let's get you home, it's getting late." Amelia pulled me toward the exit and into the parking lot. "Gimme your keys, we are taking your car but I am driving." I quickly dug through my purse and handed her my keys. It wasn't long before I was settled in my seat and we were on our way back to Seattle. I got my coat from the backseat and used it as a blanket. I was snuggling down in my seat when Amelia decided to be her talkative self.

"So, you and Nathan, do you know where you guys stand?" Probably not together, but I still don't know.

"I don't know Amelia."

"He was worried about you when you passed out, and y'all seemed pretty cozy earlier."

"I don't want to talk about it, I just want to sleep." I was getting annoyed, so to avoid any more questions I acted like I was asleep till there was silence and I could actually sleep.

A/N: I gave y'all some Merthan scenes, but it still isn't going to be easy for them. And Nathan doesn't remember anything from 13x23 or 13x24.

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