November 14th: Falling In Love

Dear Diary,

I don't know what is wrong with me little book. My heart flutters every time I think of Naoko. Everytime he looks at me I melt. It is if the world is crushing me when he isn't near me. Am I in love? Is this what love is supposed to feel like? The gentle looks we share? The way Naoko would "accidentally" brush my paw during meal times and always happen to sit next to me during those times. Or how I always managed to find him during any other time? Oh, little book! What is wrong with me! I am falling in love with Naoko! I want to but at the same time I don't want to! Everyone I love ends up getting hurt! Ming Hua did and then Chun Hua! Xinwen was soon to follow after her along with Meili. I don't know what to do!

I sat down and hung my head after finishing my inner reflection before deciding that it was okay to love Naoko.