April 8th: Happy Birthday Uncle Mantis

Dear Diary,

Today is Shushu Mantis's birthday. It is raining really hard right now. I remember when it rained while I was with Naoko. We would all be huddled in our tents. Naoko and I would be snuggled together with Nainai running in and out to make sure everyone was alright. I would be writing in you and he would be peering over my shoulder to see what I was writing. I miss those days. Now I have everyone in the caravan trying to see what I am writing. I don't feel the warmth when they do it. It is as if a stranger is staring at me. Naoko made me feel safe when he did it. I even taught him to read and write when we were together.

I wish that Shushu Mantis was here with me. He would understand that I want my privacy. Having four pairs of eyes staring at you is uncomfortable and I know that he would be able to fix that. I really miss him. Hopefully he won't be asking too many questions when I get back. He isn't like that but who knows. Two years is a long time and people change. I know I did.