Adelina's POV

I had no idea what had came over me. I have never been this type of woman. My body was practically begging to be fucked and not just fucked by anyone, but him. There is something going on. I never heard of this type of reaction between a man and woman. This intoxicating, spellbinding, connection.

He has been busy with his work all day but I have meals prepared and brought to me and a phone is eventually brought to me by a man named Johnny. He was the one that interrupted us. He is completely stoic and I get a hunch he is wary of me. I thank him politely for the phone. Shortly after I get a text from 'Mr. J' and smile at the thought of him putting his contact in. 'How are you baby?' He texts. I reply with 'I'm good, just ate and now reading'.

A few minutes later I get a text, 'More history books...yawn. Eat anything good?' Wow his meeting must be pretty boring if he is asking me what I ate, I laugh and decide to have some fun. 'Always history. It repeats itself, ya know?' then quickly I send another 'dinner was not nearly as good as you' I put a face with a tongue sticking out. His response is almost instant 'Bad girl!' he says making me laugh and get good chills all over my body 'Only for you daddy' before I can second guess myself I send it along with a kissy face.

He doesn't respond and that makes me uncertain about what I said. I pout thinking he would like it. I lay in bed trying to read but I can't focus. Then he barges through the door and slams it shut behind him. He is breathing heavily and desire clearly in his eyes. "Say it" he demands getting closer to me. I decide to play innocent and coy.

"Say what, daddy?" there is a pause before I say daddy, building the anticipation. He is on me kissing me so hard it hurt but felt so good. I felt amazing and powerful for causing this. I have never felt powerful before and when I came close, it was snuffed out. This man encouraged it. He would always be dominant over me, but he gave me more power and freedom than anyone else had. I was going to show him just how grateful I was.

"Oh baby girl. I was going to wait till you were ready but I don't think I can wait anymore. Tell me you don't want this yet, tell me you are not ready." He was almost, emphases on almost, pleading with me.

I wanted this man on a level I couldn't even comprehend. My soul was tied to his. I wanted him to possess me, I wanted to be his and no one else's. I wanted this man to protect me from everyone else. I could see he wanted this too. He wanted me to be his, to submit to him, I could tell he would give me the life I have been wanting, full of life, excitement, and happiness. This man would give me the world, if I just gave him myself. "Please daddy, I want you." I begged.

His knife cut my clothes off so fast. I ripped his shirt so that buttons were flying everywhere. He dropped his pants. He put his hand on my womanhood and had a sharp intake of breath. "You really do want this, I can feel." He whispered in my ear and I could only nod. My whole body shivering from his touch.

I expected I rough and painful ride. This is the Joker we are talking about. He is also ridiculously huge and I am just a mere virgin. But he entered me slowly, I winced at my virginity ripping and he stilled. "You okay baby girl?" I nodded and gritted my teeth. "Don't lie" He warned me in a dangerously low voice.

I stared him in the eye and told him "I can handle this." and I bucked my hips causing him to thrust forward. He went into a frenzy going hard and deep. It felt absolutely amazing.

"Never do that again, I am in control, got it?" He asked me. I realized how tight his grip on me was. It was going to leave dark bruises. No, I don't want him angry at least not our first time.

"Yes, daddy, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I am at your mercy." He checked to make sure I was serious and gave me a soft look. Everything slowed down, he did, time, my breathing, My heart to be the only thing to accelerate. He kissed me gently and I could feel emotion I couldn't describe behind it. Everything felt so good that for a second, I thought I died and was finally relieved of all the pain I have had to endure in my life. His eyes had a vulnerable look when he pulled back from the kiss so I quickly kissed him with the same emotion burning at a great intensity. We climaxed at the same time and I fell asleep with him still in me holding me.

I woke up early the next morning. Joker was standing at the window and looking out thoughtfully. I still was laying down when I spoke. "The only good memory I have of this house from childhood, is staring into those woods and dreaming of running away and starting a new life. I would dream of the adventures in the woods, people I would meet. Anything to take my mind away from what was going on here." I spoke softly.

"Why did you come back then?" He asked seemingly genuinely curious.

"Why would people look me in the abandoned home that holds nothing but traumatic memories for me? It was a near and unexpected shelter." I tell him and he looks impressed.

"You are doubly safe since there are rumors the Joker lives here now. Why would you be with the Joker?" He laughs and sounds almost bitter about it. He turns and comes to sit on the bed, holding me to him. "There are also rumors for a million dollar reward to bring you to Falcone." I stiffen at the news.

"So what's the plan?" I ask him, almost scared to hear the answer. Adelina, you knew he was going to hurt you. Don't be surprised.

"My little Addy" he says, I never liked that nickname until the moment it comes from his mouth, then it is my favorite. "I do not give up what is mine even for all the money in the world." I am flooded with relief and relax as he kisses me.