Ahhh I so happy I got a review, I am putting 2 chapters in this one cause they are short, so here you go
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Anger and Regret
"What the hell Eric" I screamed after we were in the forest, I was not going to scream at him like this in the cottage. I had taken him to the meadow, my parent's meadow; it was so beautiful it reminded me of them.
"What, I thought you liked me" he muttered
"Yaaa, but this can't happen so fast, I mean come on, we just meet a couple of weeks ago" I sat on his lap, his eyes still butterscotch from hunting
"But it seems like I have known you for all my life" he hugged me, resting his chin on my head
"I feel the same way" I mumbled. I wondered how that was humanly possible. Maybe we were meant to love each other.
"But that doesn't mean that we should go this fast" I turned my head to look at his face, all anger washed out of me, the perfection in his face could not match not one human being.
"Eric" I muttered
"Yes" he said with his velvety smooth voice, my heart beat went even faster than normal
"Remember what you said when I thought you were dangerous"
He snarled at the memory, for some reason I wasn't supposed to know.
"I think we should go back" he said firmly
"No, I want you to explain it to me" I wined
"No, Ness, I… I can't" There was a long pause after that, he just sat there motionless, like a statue, closing his eyes
"Eric, please" I complained
His lips turned into a firm line, and he opened his eyes.
Something he saw in my eyes or my face, I did not know which, gave him an idea.
"I will just have to make you forget" he sighed
"What?" he was not, I felt so weak because of his flawless beauty that could control my thoughts
He looked in my eyes, his beautiful golden eyes melting in mine; he was not going to control me like that.
"Hmm, stronger than I thought" he whispered in my ear, I shuddered at his voice
Then he lean down and kissed me, again, but I didn't pull away this time. All the time he was kissing me I was trying to pull away, but I couldn't make myself, but I was not the one to pull away in the first place.
"What were we talking about" he asked
"Uh" was all I could say, dammit, stupid flawless Eric
He broke down laughing at my thoughts
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen you are a very funny girl" he choked out between his laughs
"Please stop doing that to me" I begged
"Why" he stopped his laughter
"It annoys me to forget, and it was really important, I will remember soon enough" I babbled on
"I will just do the same"
"I will be stronger"
"So will me"
I stared at him furiously, but it was all washed away by his beauty, I hated this
"We better get back" he mumbled
"Right"
We ran back to the cottage, holding hands like a young couple, I laughed at the thought. The door opened as soon as we reached it and Alice was there taping her foot looking frustrated.
"Hi Alice" I was all perky now
"Where have you been Renesmee Carlie Cullen?" she sounded like a mother
"Out with Eric we had some things to talk about privately, so we didn't want to disturb the peace in this beautiful cottage" I babbled on
"Thank god your ok, I was so worried" Alice sounded as if there were danger nearby
She glared at Eric with an infuriating look, and pulled me to her side.
"How dare you show your face in this house, leave right now, or I swear we will kill you" Alice screeched
"Alice, what are you talking about" all perkiness gone from my face, how could she treat Eric like that, he was the one who lifted me out of the depression I was going through
"He is not who you think he is" Alice hissed
"Eric, what is she talking about" I questioned angrily
"I should have known she would see it sooner" he said under his breath
"What are you talking about?" I screeched
"Ness, I, I am sorry, I didn't know it would end like this. I thought you were an insignificant girl that happened to be the person needed to be killed, but when I met you it was so different, I love you so much, that I don't even understand it" he said so passionately
"What's wrong, what you mean killed" memories were filling my head
"I was sent by the Volturi to kill you and your family"
Alice hissed at him, and I ran to him not caring what he was sent to do.
"Your joking, this a dream, I mean, you are not going to kill me" I said with hysteria
His face was fierce, and his eyes blazed with anger.
"I am sorry" was all he said
He picked me up gently, and ran away. I could see where he was going to, the meadow, why was he taking me there? I didn't believe he was going to kill me, he loved me, and I loved him. He stopped in front of the meadow and put me gently on the ground; he walked by a tree and ripped it from the ground throwing it into the forest. I looked in horror, what was wrong with him?
"Eric, I" I started to say
"No, do not say anything" he growled, but tried to hide it.
I saw him close his eyes, pressing his fingers on his temples; he opened his eyes and darted towards me. At first I was prepared to defend myself, but then I melted in his topaz eyes, and got lost in his flawlessness.
"Why can't you be strong now, when I want you to run away from me" he muttered
"Don't ever say that" I hollered
"Why, you want to be with someone who wants to kill you" he said darkly
"You want to kill me, or you were told to kill me" I asked
"I want to" I looked into his eyes with horror, but it slowly went away when I saw he was lying
"I don't believe you" I spat out
He stared at me furiously like he wanted me to run. Then he grabbed me and placed me on his lap. All his anger gone, his worries, all he did were look at me.
"I want you to know something very clearly Renesmee" he said my actual name " I will always love you even though we have only known each other for a couple of week or so, no doubt about that, but I don't think you are safe with me" his last words didn't make sense to me.
"What" I couldn't find my voice
"It is the best way; I want you to be safe"
"Please, do you know how much you sound like my dad, please, stays nothing will happen, we will fight against The Volturi, please, don't do this" the last words were the exact words my mom told my dad when this happened to them. When my dad thought that he was endangering my mom's life, but look how they ended up, with a daughter, married.
"It won't end like that, Ness" he spat out
"I know it won't" I snapped
"Well then stop thinking about it" he snapped at me
"Sorry that I want to think of my family" I snapped, sobbing at the same time
"Don't cry" he whispered
"Why shouldn't I?"
"I will come back"
"Or you won't, and I will not be able to wait for you" how I wished that this moment could last forever
"I will, trust me" he looked at me with his truthful eyes again
"What?" I forget everything, dammit
He broke down laughing, this was the last time I was going to see him laugh, so I remembered the picture, I would always remember his smile that knocked the breath out of me. I would remember his face, and his voice, and the color of his hair, everything.
"You are not mad" he stopped laughing
"No" he wasn't listening to my thoughts
"I was not listening to your thoughts because I was to amused about how you react to me, you look like your light headed" he chuckled
"Because it's true, you know I hate it, that empowerment you have over me"
"You have the same effect on me" I looked in disbelief, me, I was not as close to beautiful as him
"You do not see yourself clearly" he said
"Please stop sounding like my father" I whined
"I talk like your father" he questioned
"It's what you say, you are a memory of them to me but it is mostly my father you sound like"
He chuckled under his breath, and I realized he did not like the fact that he was a lot like his girlfriend's father.
"Does it bother you that you're so much like him" I asked
"A little, who wants to be like their girlfriends father" he chuckled at the thought
"You're still leaving" I asked
His face turned serious, I didn't like that.
"Yes, please don't follow me, or I will need to make you forget about me permanently" he said darkly, did he have another special ability, to make people forget their memory, for an amount and extent he wanted
"Finally the first person to find out other than the Volturi" he boomed
"What" I was right
"Of course, your mother had the chance to have more than one ability, so can I"
"Hmm" how queer
"Your are so observant" I froze in place, that is what my father said to my mother to
"Another one, I have to think of ways not to sound like your father" he snickered
"Ha, it's ok; I like it how you sound like my father"
"I know you told me, and thought it"
"Don't leave, please" I went back to the problem
"I will stay for a couple of days, but I don't think your family will let me go to your house"
"Then we won't go back, we stay here"
"They will come looking for you Ness"
"I will explain to them"
"They won't believe you"
"Then you tamper with their memory" now I was sounding like my father
"Why would I do that?"
"Because I want you to be with me" we were screaming at each other now, and I was crying
"It is so beautiful that you can cry, I wish I could" he mumbled all anger out of his system
"I don't like it, it is annoying" I sobbed
He caught a tear that was falling of my check; he stared at and wiped it of his fingers.
"You can blush to" he added, my face turned scarlet right on cue
"Thanks for mentioning it" I grumbled
He just smiled my favorite smile that nearly knocked the breath out of me.
"If I could have even an ounce of human blood in me left, I would turn tomato red every time you looked at me" he assured me
My bones felt like jello, like the first time we meet, I can't believe the difference of what I felt about him now and before.
"Nessie" I heard a voice call out
"Did you hear something" I asked
"No, why" he questioned
"Never mind" I said, what was that
"Nessie, listen to him, he loves you, he wants you to be safe" I froze in place, but quickly hid it, it was my mom
Either I was having hallucinations, or they were talking to me from the dead. Probably, just hallucinations, I chuckled at the memory when my own mom had these hallucinations.
"And I thought I was the only one turning into your parents" he chuckled
"You can hear the voice?" I questioned
"What voice?" he asked
"You didn't hear it"
"No"
"Then how did you know what I was comparing to"
"You said it in your mind, I just don't know what type of hallucinations you are talking about" he muttered
"Weird" he didn't hear it
"Don't move" my father growled
"I love you, Nessie" Eric said
"I love you to"
He leaned down to kiss, our lips moving in harmony, but the difference with this kiss was that there was more desperation in the kiss; we knew that we might not see each other again. I froze when I heard the footsteps of an unwelcomed visitor. This is what my dad was telling me. The Volturi