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Oar's "Shattered" -the line I decided to used was- "How many times can I break till I shatter?" Nobody's dead in this one, it's Angell's POV after a break up between her and Flack. Sort of a companion piece to Apologize, but not related to any others!

Summary: Flack and Angell have been dating, but it seems like all they do now is break-up, make-up, break-up and make-up. Angell's thoughts after the last break-up, but I put in a sort of poem form.

I really don't know what to do.

I know I love you, and I think you love me too, but I don't know.

If you love me like you say you do, then why did we break up again?

Why do we keep fighting? We've never fought before.

It's like we're fighting a losing war and you know neither of us is going to win.

It wouldn't be so hard if I didn't see you everyday.

Maybe we could even stay apart, but we can't.

We keep coming back to the same thing, it's like we're each others boomerangs.

How many times can you break me? I'll shatter soon.

Faking a smile gets hard each time, it fades a bit every time you're in my sight.

I'm trying to work up the courage to fly away, but you always draw me back into your web.

The game of cat and mouse has gotten old, chasing, but never getting it right.

We should try to turn it around, before we crash and die completely.

It's like some messed up soap opera, with a confused love story.

If you won't step, I will, I'll say what we need to do.

Maybe it's time to be over, maybe it's done and finished.

I know one thing that's not a maybe, I can't keep coming back to you.

I have to get free, out of this hold, out on my own.

xoxo Night