"ok beautiful , you trust your girl right?"
"Of course , Rae." she practically beams holding my hand with both of hers.
"Good," we share a soft kiss," and I trust you."
She wrinkles her brow a little , confused."Rae"
"It's ok baby, Just it's a surprise k?"
"ok." she leans into me a little more.
I slip one hand into my purse and pull out a black silk scarf. I hold
it up in front of Chels, then gently caress her cheek with the
fabric,eliciting a soft moan,"Rae," I can see a spark in her eyes, one
that I've had the privilege of seeing many times since we first shared
a kiss in the dawning of that day that we fell hard over the line
between friends into lovers. I was drawn into her now, just like then
and always. Our lips pressed against the others in a soft, but
passionate kiss.
I have my cell by my hip, not breaking the kiss , barely opening one
eye, to see what I'm texting. I send " now" to Eddie, signaling that
he start the cd he burned for us. letting the cell drop into my purse
and my hand moves back up cupping her face with both hands ,one hand
still holding the black silk scarf,as it touches her skin she lets a
slight moan escape into the kiss.
I know Eddie got the text, I can hear the beginning of Roberta Flack's
"First time ever I saw your face."
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The first time, ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars
Were the gifts you gave
To the dark, and the endless skies
My Love.
And the first time, ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hands
Like the trembling heart
Of a captive bird
That was there, at my command
My Love.
And the first time, ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy
Would fill the earth
And last, til the end of time
My Love.
And last, til the end of time.
The first time, ever I saw
Your face
Your face
Your fa-ace
Your face.
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I feel Chelsea drape a leg across my lap pulling me closer ,
practically climbing into my lap , making me crazier ,I can't give in
completely as much as I want to and I really do.
"Baby " she pulls back just a little looking down into my eyes her
hand caresses my cheek. tears burning in my eyes and reflecting in
hers,"You do that?"
"hmm?"
" that song, your idea."
"whole cd baby,"
She sighed holding onto me tighter, before smiling and pressing her
lips so gently against mine ,running her fingers through my hair. She
knows I mean every line,and it's all just about us. Us and the
undeniable unshakable love we share.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
We both slowly pull out of the kiss, Chelsea still in my lap straddling me, our fingers run through each other's hair as the next song on the cd begins.
"Can I Have this Kiss Forever- Whitney Houston & Marc Anthony" softly begin to play enveloping us in the rhythmic tones. Our eyes locked in the deepest gaze. Fingertips gingerly trailing the other's skin, each touch ,every sigh, any sound, this unrelenting stare. Our lips brushed now and again but never fully connected. It was a feeling so familiar , yet like discovering new treasure with each and every touch.
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( Can I Have This Kiss Forever)
over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I've desired you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
i never want to let go
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(Chels' forehead touches mine,as she scoots ever closer, I feel her hands against my face , I can feel my heartbeat quicken,and I think I can feel hers. It's definitely warmer back here. Thankfully the partition is up, and Eddie can't see his two best friends transfixed in this moment, by each other. )
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(whitney's voice fills the air, as our lips unite in a brief yet intense kiss)
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know
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(before the next line began, almost in unison, we whispered" I love you" and before I could fully take the moment in ,Chelsea's mouth covered mine. Her kiss so tender yet filled with an undeniable hunger, I parted my lips to let her tongue slip past and join my own, Exploring each other through the kiss and our hands continued to traverse the other's body, so close together now, not even light could pass in between. The entire world might have stopped for all we were concerned. this moment, pretty much suspended in time, all that mattered were the two of us, our love, this embrace and the earth-shattering kiss )
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Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night
to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I
(could I)
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I
(could I )
Could I have this kiss forever
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(slowly as she pressed into me I felt myself leaning back , I didn't try to fight it . I could only give in. Laying across the backseat of the limo with my love so close against me, still wrapped up in this kiss. My mind couldn't wander, no , I was entirely focused on this moment. Literally coming up for air Chels pulled out of the kiss, both of us breathing so ragged, she locked her eyes on mine again and gently caressed my cheek with the back of her fingers. I wanted to speak I wanted to at least say "I love you" but the words were not there. Instead the look in her deep,dark eyes told me that words were not needed. That she felt everything I did, and knew I felt all she had. A few smaller , but just as intense kisses, joined us once in a while, but the stare was unbreakable. Fingertips gliding across such sweet and soft skin, I felt her fingers fumble a little with the buttons on my top, a small part of me wanted to protest,given the current situation of Eddie driving the car we were in and that it would not be long until we reached the "surprise" destination. However that tiny part was very quickly overruled, and I drew in a sharp breath as the air hit my skin. Her eyes searching mine, almost as though asking permission, though it was completely unnecessary I was hers,entirely as she was mine. )
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Over and over I dreamed of this night
now you're here by my side
You are next to me
and I want to hold you
to touch you and taste you
and make you want no one but me
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(Chels spoke, no almost purred out that last line along with the song "make you want NO ONE but ME" , my body jerked a bit ,pressing up into her. That drove me crazy , I whispered before I even thought of it,"no one baby" As her body ground into mine, I felt her lips against my neck,I repeated softly," no one".
"I know baby, and I ONLY want YOU," I barely heard as she pretty much muttered it against my neck kissing with more intensity then before. "Chels, mmm baby" I held tighter to my love, my hands slipping beneath the back of her t-shirt causing her to jump a little and a moan escaped her lips. She raised up a little biting her bottom lip, that whole shy Chelsea look shows up again , turning me on more each move, sound, taste, touch , scent makes me want and need and downright crave, CRAVE this woman and all of her love. I slide my hands up along her side and she shivers a bit as she raises her arms above her head allowing me to slip her shirt over her head and arms and finally off. I wrap my arms around her tighter and pulling her close , skin to skin the warmth filling us both up our lips connect in a torrid kiss taking our breath away. literally and figuratively)
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I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please
Could I hold you for a lifetime
could I look into your eyes
could I have this night to share this life forever
could I hold you close beside me
could I hold you for all time
could I
( could I )
Could I have this kiss forever
could I
( could I )
could I have this kiss forever
forever( and ever and ever and ever)
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(kissing getting deeper, hands moving all over each other. I wanted to tell her to make love to me that I wanted nothing more than to take off every last stitch of clothing between us and make the most mad passionate love to her,right here and now more than anyone has ever needed or wanted anyone before,"Rae," I heard her whisper break through our fog for just a moment, her fingertips caress my face. I looked up into her eyes , " I love you baby." She kissed me softly ,before I replied," I love you Chelsea, more than you could ever know."
"I know Raven, I know." She leaned back down kissing me tenderly but with just as much hunger as before.
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I don't want any night to go by
without you by my side
I just want all my days
spent being next to you
live for just loving you
and baby
oh by the way
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The fire burning deep within both our eyes, the grip held onto each other , kisses, caresses building to an irrefutable passion that simply consumed the two of us, making it so that we were no longer separate entities entangled in this and at this moment, though we were in a way. As the crescendo of the song played out, we fused together,becoming in a sense one. Neither of us moved for the longest time, eyes focused, arms wrapped around the other,with one small exception of her hand against my cheek.
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could I hold you for a lifetime
could I look into your eyes
could I have this night to share this night together
could I hold you close beside me
could I hold you for all time
could I
( could I )
Could I have this kiss forever
could I
( could I )
could I have this kiss forever
forever( and ever and ever and ever)
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all at once our bodies went from trembling into full on shaking nearly convulsing, eyes never losing focus,we pressed into one another and lips barely touching, said in near unison " I love you " followed by a deep almost gutteral moan,before finishing in a tender kiss.
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could I have this kiss forever
could I have this kiss forever
could I have this kiss forever
could I have this kiss forever
(barely a whisper) could I could I have this kiss for ever
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The music fades away,and we're still sharing one of the sweetest kisses. Just then Chels breaks the kiss, tears in both of our eyes ,but not bad, or sad, just so intense are these feelings, is our love. Then after giving me two more softer shorter kisses, she leaned in softly kissing my earlobe , and just behind, in my "spot" I heard her whisper almost out of breath,"Amo usted, mi ángel hermoso"
A tear fell from my eye as she lay her head against my shoulder, I ran my fingers through her hair ,kissing the top of her head, and inhaling her sweet strawberry scent. " and I love YOU , MY beautiful angel."