PARTY TIME! But there is some pretty evil stuff. Nothing sexual or abusive. Just a truly terrible memory of Marian's. But not completely fictional, it really does happen and it makes my blood boil!
This is an M chap 'cos there is also some sexual content, but not what you're thinking!
This is dedicated to Ellie 'cos she is a big help with all the interview stuff (she knows what I mean)
Marian picked Djaq up outside the science labs. She was taking Physics, Chemistry, Biology and maths as well. Marian thought she was simply crazy!
'Party at Allan's. We only have 2 hours to get ready. Hurry!'
'Party? Cool. With all the guys?' she asked shyly
'Don't worry; Will will be there!' Marian saw through Djaq like a window.
'No, I only meant…' she tried to save herself some embarrassment
'Come on! It's obvious you like him. And he clearly likes you back. It's just a case of who admits it first. I have a bet on it being you with the guys. So if you could do it tonight I'll split the seventy quid with you'
'You bet on my love life!'
'Not just yours. Robin, Allan and I have bets on all of you'
'Sick people!' Djaq giggled
'Yeah yeah yeah! Let's go! I need to find clothes and do my make up and my hair and stuff! I need Robin to want me!'
'I think he does. He's just too proud to admit it'
'Oh, I know that. But I don't think he does!'
Marian and Djaq could hear the music from the end of the street as they walked to Allan's. He lived in a huge Victorian house with his younger brother Tom who was doing his GCSEs along with Will's brother Luke. Tom was like a naughtier version of Allan, if that was possible.
Marian hammered on the door until it was finally answered by Robin. She looked at him. He was wearing a plain white shirt with the collar open and the sleeves rolled up around his elbows. He was wearing jeans that hugged his but nicely. His hair was left to just flop over his eyes. It was a simple look. But he had never looked so sexy in her eyes. She had on a tight, curve hugging dress in a bright crimson colour. It was short and sat just above her knees. Her hair was in loose curls and her make up was minimal. She didn't need much; she had natural beauty oozing from every pore. Robin certainly thought so. He took her hand and led her up the stairs simply saying,
'We need to talk'
'Ok' she replied meekly and followed him
They walked into the guest room and sat down at the end of the bed.
'Nice choice of room Robin'
'It's the only room we'll get any privacy in'
'Hardly! It'll be the most used room! So, what did you want to talk about then?'
'That scar'
Marian groaned,
'I told you, it's nothing'
'Yeah, and I'm the Queen of England'
'You could be… who knows what you hide under that t-shirt' she teased, trying anything to get off the subject of her scar
'Why won't you tell me? Do you not trust me with your secret or something?'
'No, no I'd trust you with my life. With… with my heart' she whispered
Robin sighed, he was starting to feel for her in the way he had when he was just a teenager.
She looked up into his eyes. She still loved him, but it wasn't just a teenage love. It was full of passion, longing and physical desire. She needed to feel his lips on hers. She needed to run her hands through his hair and to feel his arms wrapped tightly around her waist. She would never feel – she had never felt – complete without him
'Marian just tell me. I need you to tell me, I need to trust you and know you trust me'
We both seem to have a long list of needs, thought Marian. And she did need to tell him. She needed to tell someone so she could get it off her chest.
'Fine. I'll tell you but then that's the end of it, ok? I don't want to drag it all back up'
Robin nodded as she continued,
'Dad and Bassam, that's Djaq's dad, were doing sort of voluntary work to help people who couldn't help themselves. Victims of the wars and street violence and such. But not everyone liked the idea. And one day the hospital was attacked. Djaq and I were helping out and I was the first sort of nurse type person they found. So I became the hostage. It was horrible. They shot and slashed every patient in sight and ordered all the doctors to just stand and watch. Watch as the people they had helped and gotten to know were killed. Murdered. And if they did anything to help I'd be lying alongside the dead.
There was one little girl whose mother was among the dead and who I'd become really close with. She was hiding in a closet behind her and she saw her mother hacked down…' she choked down tears as the memory of so much blood and destruction came flooding back to her. She suddenly felt Robin's arms around her, hugging her
'Shh, it's ok. You don't need to go on'
'I do. I need to tell someone everything so I can move past it. That's what my therapist said. But I never found someone I wanted to tell, until now.
Anyway, she saw her mother and burst out of the closet screaming. One of the men saw her and lunged for her. All I saw was the girl and the knife. Everything else sort of vanished and I knew I had to do something. So I broke from my guard and ran to the girl to try and protect her and comfort her. But all I did was get in the way of the blade. I was slashed and just crumpled to the floor. Then someone shot the girl anyway. All that and she still died. I heard my father sob but he didn't do anything in case they turned on more of his staff. I closed my eyes and pretended I was dead so they didn't try and finish me off. But by the time I woke up and opened my eyes. I was outside the hospital with all the doctors as they watched the building blaze. We were lucky to be alive. But we'd have to live with the horrors. I think that's why we were spared. Because the memories were so horrible. Death would have been the easy way out. And yeah, a few people did kill themselves. But the rest of us stood together to show that we weren't afraid. They're still out there re-building even with the threats. But dad wanted me home and safe so I could recover fully. And Bassam wanted his daughter out of danger too. But he's still there doing the most amazing things. Saving more people to try and repay the lives that were lost that day'
Her face was buried in tears by now.
Robin was in shock. He thought she might have got the scar from a mugging or something. He never expected anything so brutal. And she'd told him everything. Him, of all people
'Marian…I had no idea. I am so sorry'
'So am I. I should have helped. And all I see when I close my eyes is the blood bath that was supposed to be a place to save lives, not take them away'
'I…I don't know what to say'
'Nothing. There's nothing to say. It renders even the most talkative person speechless with rage'
'Look, do you wanna just go home? We don't have to stay at the party if you don't want to?'
'No, I think it'll be good to get my mind off everything'
'And you're dad doesn't mind?'
'He's just pleased if he can get me to smile anymore. And being back here certainly does make me smile' she smiled more!
Robin heaved himself off of the bed and pulled Marian up too. His arm was still around her and they both quite liked it being there. It felt like it was supposed to be there
Marian tried to find Djaq through the mass of people. Many of whom she didn't know and she doubted even Allan did. But she found her eventually, in a corner with Will. And they were standing very close
'Djaq! Will!' she called. Djaq was annoyed at the sudden interruption; she had intended to tell Will how she felt about him. But Marian was coming over
'Djaq! Djaq you'll never believe it!'
'What?'
'I told someone! I told them all about that day at the hospital'
'Who?' suddenly Djaq was interested. They had both been affected by that day, but Marian more so. And she had never told anyone like her therapist told her to; she didn't want to seem weak or so have to re-live it.
'Robin. I told Robin. And he listened and he didn't think I was being silly or anything. Then he gave me this big hug and told me everything would be all right. And I think he's right. Telling him feels like the best descision ever'
'Yeah' Djaq sighed sadly
'What?'
'Nothing. Just, my dad's still out there and I still see it when I close my eyes and I know it could happen again and he won't be so lucky'
'Everyone deals with trauma differently. Some people run, some end their lives, some try to move on, some hide it and some try to right the wrongs. Like Bassam. He's a good man and even if he dies, it'll be with open arms he's welcomed to heaven for all the good he's done'
'Yeah, I know all that. But it'll leave me alone'
'You'll never be alone, you'll always have me'
Marian reached out and hugged her friend as they both started to cry. Crying for loss that they knew all too well.
Will just looked at them, not knowing what was going on. And feeling left out
'I'll be over here if you want me' he mumbled
'No,' Djaq turned around and wiped her tears, 'stay. Hold me and comfort me'
'About what though?'
'A disaster. A mass slaughter at the hospital where we were'
'But, why me? Why not Marian, she understands better'
'Because, Will, I LOVE YOU!' she shouted
'You, you what?'
Maybe that was a mistake, maybe she shouldn't have told him. But it was too late now
'You heard me, I love you. I think I've always loved you'
'I know. And I've always loved you. So much. But I never in a million years thought you'd ever even consider loving me back'
'Same here' she laughed. But she was suddenly cut off as she felt a fair of warm lips against her own. It was a soft tender kiss with ten years of hidden love. It got deeper and Will gently pushed his tongue into Djaq's mouth. It was so smooth and she started to massage it with her own tongue. Relishing in the amazing feeling.
Marian smiled and turned to walk away so as to give them some privacy. He eyes landed on Allan who was chatting to Robin. She had a plan, and she hoped it wouldn't backfire…
'Guys, I believe I am owed seventy squids'
'No way! No way did Djaq admit it!'
'Yup, look at those tongues go! And she screamed that she loved him. Anyone over there will vouch for me'
The boys mumbled as they dug out their wallets and each handed over thirty five pounds
'Thank-you. I have seen a lovely dress that I can now buy'
She 'oh so casually' draped her arm over Allan's shoulder and hissed in his ear,
'Just go with this. It doesn't mean anything. I am using you, ok?'
'Ok…' he hissed back, slightly unsure
'Allan,' she used her normal voice again, 'you'll love it. It's very short, almost too short. And it shows off too much of my breasts to keep me safe on the streets. And it's very tight and you can see my fuguire perfectly. And it's white, which makes it slightly see through. And I got some black lacy underwear and suspenders last week as a joke. But they will look amazingly sexy with the dress. But you, my hero, will have to keep me safe from thugs until we get back to your place'
Allan was enjoying this game. Even if that's all it was, a game.
She spun herself so her breasts were squashed against Allan's chest. She reached up and kissed him. She put her hands into his hair and ran them through it. It didn't have the same amazing feel as Robin's but it was close.
'Kiss back and run your hands all over my body. And I mean all over' she whispered in his ear before nibbling it.
She trailed soft kisses down his jaw line until they were back at his own lips. She prised his mouth open with ease and let her tongue roam freely around. She ran her tongue over his – partly practising for Robin – and she bit gently on his lower lip. She felt him do his duty as his sucked her lips and he wrapped his arms around her waist. She brought her arms up and wrapped them around his neck as she pulled him deeper. Allan let his hands wander down to her but and he caressed it.
She pushed him up against the wall and started to un-tug his shirt.
Allan sensed this was getting a bit too far. But in truth, he was having far too much fun to stop it. He wanted more!
Marian freed his shirt and run her hands up his shirt over his bare chest. Just seeing how far they would have to go. Or if this would even work. Maybe Robin really had moved on
'Go further' Marian whispered
'You sure'
'I'm not drunk if that's what you're asking. I'll tell you when to stop. Get more raunchy until I pull away'
'Ok. Why am I doing this'
'As a favour'
'I wish all favours were this much fun!'
She slowly unbuttoned his shirt and sucked gently at his nipples, loving the feel of power over him.
Allan pushed up the hem of her dress until it was around her waist.
Robin looked around, not knowing what to do. There was no-one else around so maybe they would go all the way. They were slightly hidden behind a partition wall and no one would really have any need to come this way. So he should just give him their privacy, but his feet seemed to be rooted to the spot.
Allan ran his hands over Marian's flat stomach and then he pushed them up under the cup of her bra. Would it be too far, she thought, if she put her hands down his jeans? No, because I'm desperate and I've come this far so I can't just back down
She loosened the belt around his waist and thrust her hand down his jeans so they were between his boxers and the fabric of his jeans. She took his balls in her hand and started to roll them around a bit. He groaned as he felt what she was doing. He didn't love her or anything, but he loved what she was doing. Hell! He just loved sex in general.
He undid the top few buttons at the front of her dress and pulled half of her bra under her breast so it was exposed. This had become a game of "who could give the other more pleasure" but nothing more. Robin's jaw hit the floor. He had never seen so much of Marian, or Allan for that matter. His eyes were fixated on her breast, which Allan was now rubbing in his hand. Robin felt something boil inside him. In his heart.
Allan started to roll her nipple in his fingers. She groaned deeply as he took it in his mouth and started to suck and bite.
Without really thinking she put her hand down his boxers and took his hard excitement in her hands and tugged slightly. Just to see what effect it would have on him. She glanced quickly over Allan's shoulder at Robin. He was in a sort of trance but she could tell he was getting angry and frustrated at what he was seeing. Not long now, she thought. But Allan would have to push him just a but further over the edge.
Allan sensed that she wanted him to do more. But what more could he do without entering her? Then he had an idea. And he hoped she wouldn't hate him for it. She had her hands down his pants (and was doing things that drove him wild with passion) so he put his hands down hers. He started by just rubbing the back of her bum but that didn't seem to work. So he brought his hands round to the front to find her wet pussy. Without a second thought he put his two fingers into her pussy and moved them around a bit. He felt her back arch, but she hadn't slapped him. She moaned and groaned uncontrollably.
'My god Allan! YES!' she screamed getting Allan a bit off guard. But Robin was still silent.
She took him by the arms and pulled him onto the table behind her. Robin could now clearly see Allan's hand down the front of Marian's lacy pants. And it felt wrong. Not just because he was watching someone, his friends no less, about to have sex. But because he wanted to be Allan. He wanted to be the one rolling around with her and fondling her breasts. Which he noticed had grown considerably since they said goodbye on his door step all those years ago. Something snapped and he had a sudden urge to throw Allan off of Marian. And he did. He grabbed Allan around the waist and pulled him off of Marian.
'Allan! How the FUCK could you? AFTER ALL THE TIME YOU'VE SEEN ME LONGING FOR HER AND THEN YOU GO AND DO THAT!' he motioned to Marian who was now lying half naked on the table. He swung his arm back to hit Allan but he felt a soft hand on his shoulder
'Robin, don't hit him. I told him to. I needed him to. To make you see'
'See what?'
'That you bloody love me! You can say you don't but if that was the case you would have just walked away and left me and Allan to it!' she screamed
Robin brought his arm down and looked at her. He looked at her chestnut hair and her perfect round breasts, one of which was still naked. And he realised that she was right. He loved her. HE LOVED HER!
He reached for her and pulled her into his arms. He whispered into her silky hair,
'I do love you. I don't think I ever stopped'
'Good. 'Cos I fucking love you!' she laughed
Robin held her in his arms for a few minutes
"Thanks" she mouthed to Allan
'No probs, I had fun tonight' he winked before zipping up his jeans and walking back to the party.
Robin pulled back and placed his lips gently on Marian's. But after Allan Marian was in the mood for more that gentle. She slid her tongue into his mouth and started to massage his. He pushed his back and he ran his fingers through her slightly messy hair. He reached down for her breast and ran his rough fingers over it. His touch made all the hairs stand up on the back on Marian's neck. He kissed her nipple gently
'Robin, Allan was there last! Who knows how much slobber he left behind'
'You're worth it' he mumbled into her chest. They wanted each other so much.
Marian looked over to the door. Robin nodded and locked it before laying back on top of his Marian.
She rushed to pull his trousers and boxers around his ankles. He kicked them off until they were just a heap on the floor. Robin tugged at her little panties and soon they too were on the floor. Marian threw off her dress and pulled Robin's shirt off. He looked far better without it! She ran her eyes over his incredibly toned torso. He had clearly been working out. She sucked at his pecks and nibbled his nipples hungrily. God she'd missed him. Robin took off the rest of her bra and threw it onto the pile of clothes. Now it was just flesh on flesh. Robin took time to run his hands up and down her body, memorising her.
Marian gasped slightly as she felt him enter her. But she deepened the kiss in response, so he knew he was safe to continue. He pushed further and further into her. Until they reached a climax and he began to thrust. Pulling almost out and then thrusting in, deeper that last time. Marian clawed at his back as he sucked her neck and but gently. She wrapped her legs around his waist and started to grind her hips in time to the thrust of his rock hard excitement.
A few minutes later and he collapsed into her chest, spent. He slowly pulled himself out of her, not wanting the feeling to end.
Sure, Marian had had sex while she was working with her dad. But with Robin it wasn't just sex. It was making love. She loved him. Love. She liked the sound of that word.
Robin Pulled the table cloth over them as he pulled her into his arms and they fell asleep.
Bloody hell! The sexiness got quite out of hand there! I didn't plan that much! But I hope you liked it ('cos I feel a bit sick after writing all that!)
But this beats homework! This is V long. Over 3700 words because I don't know when I'll next be able to update anything!
Next time… How does Sarah react when she finds out??
R&R
Xxx
Hannah