Chapter Six

JPOV

"Sweet dreams, my Bella." I whispered as she started to doze off.

I let her fall into a deep enough sleep before I attempted to move. I really didn't want to but I needed to get rid of the condom before there was a mess. Slowly a shifted myself away from her, gripping the rim of the condom and pulled out of her. Only to see what I hoped I never would. The entire tip of it was shredded.

Fuck!

I pulled it off and hung it over the edge of my trash bin before attempting to wake Bella up. I could have waited until morning, but something like this couldn't wait. I shook her lightly, trying to keep the panic out of my voice, praying that she is on birth control. I don't want to ruin this beautiful girls life. She is far too young for me to go and fuck this up for her.

"Bella, darlin' please wake up." She began to stir but then just curled into my side. "Please, I need to talk to you! Bella, wake up!" I whispered a little louder.

That time she shot her eyes open and looked up at my face. "What's wrong?"

"Are you on the pill, Bella?" My voice was shaking.

She shook her head and I thought I was going to puke. "Why? Did something happen? We used a condom though. Everything is fine, Jazz."

I reached over to the trash bin and held the ripped condom into her view, my semen was dripping slowing from the tip of it. Her eyes went wide and I was so worried about what was going to happen to her, to us. I loved this girl, I couldn't ruin her life like this. "I don't know how it happened... I am so sorry Bella."

Bella held her hand up and closed her eyes. "N-no, it wasn't something that could have been prevented. It was an accident."

"I could have possibly just ruined your entire life, Bella. I am so sorry..." I held back the sob that was wanting to break free. "I cannot believe how irresponsible I was. So, stupid!" Whispering the last part to myself.

"No!" She almost shouted. "I mean, sure we are too young for a child but if it does come down to me being... pregnant" she sounded as if she was choking on the word, "then it will be a miracle. Do not ever think you will be ruining my life Jasper. We just need to wait and see what happens."

I was shocked by how she was handling this.

"Bella, if you are... you know, you don't have to keep it. I would understand. But, know that I would never pressure you into doing anything."

Bella caressed my cheek with her tiny hand. "I know that Jasper. But, if I am. There is no way I would give up our child. I could never do that."

I took her face in my hands and kissed her soft lips, trying to let her feel everything I am feeling for her. Pulling back, I look into her teary chocolate browns eyes and whispered. "I love you Bella." Placing another soft kiss on her lips before speaking again. "If you are, I promise I will be the best dad in the world. I will get a job and support all three of us, buy us a home with a huge backyard, buy every little thing that we need; I promise I will not abandon you."

The tears finally spilled over her eyes. "You really love me? Like I love you?" She whispered.

"Yes, I do love you. Not because of what happened but I was been falling in love with you since the first day I saw you at the airport. I love you Isabella Swan, with my entire and whole heart."

We just laid there the rest of the night, holding each other. We didn't fall back asleep but we didn't talk either, just held the other. I didn't want to let her go, ever. I truly did love this girl-women, and I'll be damned if anyone tells me otherwise. I don't know what time it was but I could see the light coming through the blinds. I heard a door close down the hall then footsteps leavings. I hurried Bella along because I didn't want Emmett to know what happened last night, that would be the worst thing possible right now. I grabbed some clothes for her to wear and she pulled them on. Opening my door I didn't see anyone so it was clear. Bella walked out but turned and kissed me one last time. When she turned around I started to go back into my room but I noticed she stopped.

"Shit." Bella muttered.

I looked up to see Emmett glaring in my direction.

"What the fuck is this?"

"It is none of your business Emmett." Bella said calming. Well I am happy she is so calm about this, Emmett is going to kill my ass.

"The hell it is. You are my baby sister. What the hell were you doing in Jasper's room and why the fuck were you kissing him!?" Em, all but shouted.

"Keep your voice down, Em. You probably shouldn't wake up Edward." Bella hissed.

"Answer my question." He said, shaking his head.

"Em, really. I swear it isn't as bad as you think it it." I pleaded, trying to get him to calm down.

He scoffed. "Really? Well to me it looks like you took advantage of my little sister last night."

"More like I took advantage of him." Bella muttered.

Oh god, not good Bella!

"Shut up Bella. You know that isn't true." He growled.

"Yes it is! I am the one the asked for it. He didn't push me into anything Emmett!" Bella shouted back.

"So, you did. You fucked my sister. So, what are you just going to drop her like the rest of the girls you fuck after parties?"

I shook my head. "It is not like that with Bella. I would never do that to her."

"Really and why should I believe that!?"

"Damnit Emmett! Because I fucking love her!" I shouted.

He growled at me. Fuck, I am so dead.

"So, you love her like you did Alice? You saw how well that turned out. One night at a bar and you fucked that all up!"

I winced at the memory. I did fuck it up but I wouldn't do it to Bella. Besides, I knew more about what happened between Alice and myself then Emmett. Alice broke up with me the night before but when she brought breakfast over to all of us the day after our bar night, she came face-to-face with none other than Kate Denali. She played the victim in the whole thing, it took months before Edward would even speak to me with threatening to harm me in someway. Don't fuck with is twin.

"You don't know what I feel Emmett! I am sorry I broke your trust by loving your sister but I cannot help who I fall in love with!"

Emmett closed his eyes and I saw his fists clench at his sides. Taking a few deep breathes, "Get out."

"W-what?" I asked.

"I said, 'Get Out.' do I need to spell it out for you?"

"No!" Bella screeched. "You cannot do this, Emmett! If he has to leave I will go with him!"

I knew it was pointless to argue with him over this. His temper has the best of him right now, I just needed to leave and let him cool down.

I ran back to pull on a pair of shorts before I kissed Bella on the head, making my way to my bike. Bella followed me and so did Emmett. Bella wanted to go with me but Emmett threatened to call their mother, mature. I told Bella that I loved her one last time before I drove off. I would come back later, no doubt about it.. I couldn't leave the girl I loved I just needed to let her rage-blinded brother to calm down before he did something he would regret.

BPOV

Sitting in my room right now, in tears, is not how I expected I would be only two months after moving in with Emmett. I was on top of the world last night after Jasper and I made love. That was until he woke me up in a panic because somehow the condom ripped and just being my luck, I stopped taking the pill right before I moved here. Once I told him, he broke down. Jasper actually broke down, apologizing to me over and over about how irresponsible he had been and wasn't careful enough. I got the biggest shock of my life when he told me that he truly did love me. I was right about the things I was feeling from him. Jasper even promised that if the worst were to happen he would be with me the entire time, no matter what, he would never be able to hurt me. Then Emmett just had to see our kiss when I was leaving Jasper's room this morning.

My heart dropped into my stomach when I turned around and saw him.

He wouldn't even listen to me. Accusing Jasper of taking advantage of me... he did no such thing and Jasper and I knew we were both in our right minds when everything happened. When Jasper dropped the bomb telling, or rather shouting, that he loved me; Emmett was livid. He threw Jasper out of the house. I tried to leave with him but Emmett wouldn't let me and he said he would call Renee and have her and Phil come get me if I didn't get back in the house.

And that is how I got here. Crying my eyes out because my brother is an asshole and the guy I love is, god knows where. I just pray to god that he is careful on that damn motorcycle of his. I have been listening to Emmett and Edward screaming at one another, Edward was actually defending Jasper and I. I will have to hug him after this all calms down.

There were shadows under my door then a light knock.

"Go away Emmett! I don't want to fucking talk to you right now!" I said between my sobs.

"Bella, sweetheart, its Edward. Please let me in. I promise Emmett is not here right now." His velvety voice said through my door.

I got up and turned the lock before heading straight to my bed again, curling into a ball on my comforter.

The door barely opened and Edward slid inside, shutting and locking the door behind him. Making his way over to my bed he sat on the edge and began whispering comforting little nothings and stroking my hair away from my face.

"It will be okay, Bella. You know Emmett's temper. He blows up at first but then he feels bad. Don't let him get to you." Edward cooed.

I shook my head. "How will he be okay with this! One of his best friends had sex with his baby sister and turns out we both love each other. Then of all the things Emmett could have done was kick Jasper out and threaten to send me back to our mother. I don't think anything could be worse than this."

"There could be a lot more worse than this." He chuckled. "You could be pregnant."

And that little sentence set off another round of violent sobs that shook my entire body. He tried to calm me down but when I told him what had happened last night he just held me and rocked me while I stained his shirt with my salty tears. We sat there for what felt like hours until there was a knock on my door and my body went completely rigid. If it was Emmett, I think I might just scream.

The knocking stopped but then the sound of a key turning made me freak out even more and I buried my face in Edward's chest, praying to god that the floor would just open up and suck me in. But, when I heard the sweet southern twang of my Jasper, I jumped out of Edward's lap and ran to my door. Jasper scooped me up and kissed me passionately.

"I love you, my Bella." He whispered.

"I love you too." I buried my face in his neck, breathing in his wonderful scent. "Please, don't leave me... if I have to I will move out with you."

Jasper patted my back, "Shh, it is okay. Emmett has calmed down. He actually called me and told me to come back."

"Really?" I asked looking up at him.

"Really." Came Emmett's voice from behind Jasper. Looking over I saw him leaning against the wall across from my room with his arm folded over his chest. "I am sorry how I reacted but it is a normal brother reaction, I am sure Jasper and Edward both know the feeling. Just know that I am not mad anymore but I will not stand in the way of you two, just don't let me see any morning after shit again. Just because I am okay with this doesn't mean I have to like it."

Did Emmett just say he was okay with us... being together?

I believe he just did. Though he said he doesn't have to like it. But, I give him props, he is trying.

Well, that is a good thing... right?

AN: Okay, please do not kill me for the whole broken condom thing. I swear things will be better for them soon.

You know how it goes; everything gets wrose before it gets better.

So, yeah.

Anyways, you know how this works. At least 45 reviews and I will post chapter seven!

Thanks to everyone that has been keeping up with the great reviews, it means a lot.

Until next time.

~Jaz