BPOV
"Bella" I heard Edward whisper from my balcony door "You in there?" He whispered again
"Yeah" I chuckled "Come in"
"I can't, it's locked"
"Oh, ok"
I got up off my bed and unlocked the door for him. He swooped me up in his arms and spun me around once before giving me a longing kiss on the lips.
"Edward" I giggled "You saw me about an hour ago"
He placed me down on the ground, but never let go of my waist
"So?" He shrugged "Can't I just be happy to see you?"
"Sure you can" Something was up...
"Good. What are we gonna do?"
I pursed my lips to the side and looked around my room.
"Why don't we watch a movie?" I suggested
"Movie it is then"
I gave him a smile and walked over to the small DVD collection in the corner of my room and knelt down in front of it.
"What do you feel like watching?" I asked
"Read some out to me" He suggested
"What about.... Click?"
"The one with Adam Sandler in it and that stupid remote control?"
"Yeah"
"No"
I laughed a little and put the movie back and searched for another
"Ladder 49?"
"Nup"
"Shallow Hal?"
"Nope"
"The unborn?"
"Too scary"
"How to lose a guy in 10 days?"
"Fuck no"
"Ghost of girlfriends past?"
"Nahh"
"Edward, just pick a god damn movie" I almost yelled
He laughed a little then climbed on the ground in front of me "You're a choosey as a bloody girl" I said as I wacked his arm.
"I just don't feel like watching any of those movies" He shrugged
He pulled out a movie and passed it to me "Snow buddies?"
"I love that movie, beside the puppies are cute"
"Are you sick?"
"No, why?"
"Because, you don't seem like yourself. Usually you would say some sentence that contains at least two swear words"
"Well, I can fucken swear more if you fucken like" He smirked
"That's not what I meant" I rolled my eyes at him.
There was seriously something different about him, and I needed to know what.
"What did you mean then?"
"I don't know. You're just different somehow"
"I'm still the same person Bella, just because I act different around you doesn't mean I'm any different... apart from I don't go around hooking up with random chicks. I got you, that's all I need"
"See, that mushy stuff. That isn't you" I sighed
"You want me to stop?" He asked, looking a bit hurt
"No" I said, shaking my head "I like it, I do. I'm just trying to work out why you're so different with me"
"I... Well... You...." He ran his hands through his hair and looked down at his lap.
He looked up at me, looking a bit confused... or frustrated.
I sighed and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and went to sit in front of him
"What is it?"
I watched as his facial expressions changed and he looked me in the eye
"I just... I like you Bella... Allot. More than I can tell you right now. You're different from everyone else. I really can't explain how I feel" He whispered
I smiled at him, even though he wasn't looking at me.
I ran my hand through his tousled bronze hair and lightly massaged his sculpt.
"You know you can tell me anything right"
He looked up at me, again looking me in the eye, only this time it was as if he were searching for something. I let him have his moment before I pressed my lips against his, hoping that somehow it would show him I was serious.
Once I pulled away, he rested his forehead against mine, his thumb gently stroking my cheek.
EPOV
"Bella" I whispered "You in there?"
I had already been home and decided it was time to come over and see Bella.
Well the truth was I hated being apart from her, it had felt like hours since I last saw her and I hated it so fucken much. So here I am, trying to get into her bedroom. But her door is locked.
"Yeah" I heard her laugh "Come in"
"I can't, it's locked"
"Oh, ok"
She opened the door for me, and without thinking about it I swooped her up in a big hug and spun her around, pressing my lips to hers. Fuck I missed this
"Edward" She giggled "You saw me about an hour ago" An hour? Seriously? It had only been an hour?
"So? Can't I just be happy to see you?" I shrugged, that's a good enough excuse... right?
"Sure you can" She replied, giving me a strange look
"Good. What are we gonna do?" I said, trying to change the subject.
She pursed her lips and started looking around her room. She looks so cute when she does that
"Why don't we watch a movie?" She suggested
"Movie it is then" I honestly do not care what we do, as long as I am with you
She smiled at me, and then knelt down in front of her DVD collection.
"What do you feel like watching?"
"Read some out to me" I suggested, taking a seat on her bed
"What about.... Click?"
"The one with Adam Sandler in it and that stupid remote control?"
"Yeah"
"No" Or, Hell no!
"Ladder 49?"
"Nup"
"Shallow Hal?" Eww
"Nope"
"The unborn?"
"Too scary"
"How to lose a guy in 10 days?" A chick flick?
"Fuck no"
"Ghost of girlfriends past?"
"Nahh"
"Edward, just pick a god damn movie" She yelled at me
I laughed a little at how angry she sounded, then joined her on the floor next to the DVD's "You're a choosey as a bloody girl" She said as she wacked my arm.
"I just don't feel like watching any of those movies" I shrugged
I flicked through the different movies she had then pulled one out and passed it to her "Snow buddies?" She asked
"I love that movie, beside the puppies are cute"
"Are you sick?"
"No, why?" Do I look sick??
"Because, you don't seem like yourself. Usually you would say some sentence that contains at least two swear words"
"Well, I can fucken swear more if you fucken like" I joked
"That's not what I meant"
"What did you mean then?" I asked confused...
"I don't know. You're just different somehow" Ahh Crap
"I'm still the same person Bella, just because I act different around you doesn't mean I'm any different... apart from I don't go around hooking up with random chicks. I got you, that's all I need"
I knew exactly why she thought I had been acting different, and as much as I knew I was failing... I tried extremely hard not to act any different...
"See, that mushy stuff. That isn't you" She sighed
"You want me to stop?"
"No" She shook her head "I like it, I do. I'm just trying to work out why you're so different with me"
What the hell am I supposed to say to that, Sorry for acting differently Bella, I just, I love you. Even thought we haven't been together all that long. You're the most important person in my life and I couldn't stand to lose you. I have never felt this way before, not about anyone. I don't know that I was really ready to tell her that, then again... Is anyone ever ready to fall in love?
"I... Well... You...." I looked down at my lap, and ran my hands through my hair. A bit embarrassed that I couldn't form a proper sentence.
Then I looked up at her. Looking into those big brown eyes. She tucked a stray hair behind her eat and scooted closer to me, so she was in front of me.
"What is it?" She whispered
Tell Her.... Don't Tell her.... What if she rejects me?
"I just... I like you Bella... Allot. More than I can tell you right now. You're different from everyone else. I really can't explain how I feel" I whispered... That was close enough... Who am I kidding? Grow some balls Cullen!
I felt her fingers find my hair and she ran them through the bronze mess and lightly massage my sculpt. It felt good... really, really good.
"You know you can tell me anything right"
Looking up at her, I looked into her deep brown eyes again. I wonder if she feels the same? Maybe ... Maybe she won't reject me.
She pressed her lips against mine. I got the feeling she was trying to show me something...
When she pulled away, I pulled her back, resting my forehead against hers. I lightly stroked her beautiful soft cheek with my thumb. Just tell her.
"Bella, I –"
"Bella, Honey are you in there?"
I closed my eyes and pulled my face away from hers.
I heard Bella get up and rush out the door, quietly shutting it behind her.
I sat in the same spot she left me in, and waited for her to come back.
After about 5 minutes of debating on whether or not telling her was the right thing, I decided it was. And that I would tell her.
She walked back in and rushed back to my side.
"I'm sorry, she needed my help with something... What where you going to say?"
"I... I.... N-need to tell you s-something" Stuttering now? Are you kidding me
"Ok.. Go on"
Don't be nervous, just tell her.
She sat there, patiently waiting for my response with a smile on her beautiful face.
"I... Bella.... I.... You are the most amazing person I have ever met. Your fun... and sweet... and caring... I have never felt like this before, not with anyone. I care about you, an awful lot. And I don't ever, ever want to lose you. You have the kindest heart, and are the most forgiving person I know. I guess... What I am trying to say is that... I... I love you, Bella" There I said it
Her eyes grew wide and she covered her mouth with her hand. I watched her carefully as her eyes filled with tears. She didn't move... Or say anything
"Please say something" I whispered
"Edward...." She breathed "I... I don't know what to say"
I nodded my head and looked down at the carpet "It's ok, I didn't expect you to say it back. I knew there was the chance you wou-"
"Shhh" She put her finger over my lip. Causing me to shut up and look up at her "I love you too, Edward" She grinned at me
"Really?" I asked. She loves me? Really? Me?
"Yes, Really"
I pulled in closer to me and we fell back on the ground. She giggled a little bit and wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face into the crook of my neck
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