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What am I going to do? I was sitting in a chair and Charlie would be home soon. "Charlie," I groaned. I need to tell him. He will be furious but he needs to know. Just then the door slammed open.

"Bella?! Bella are you ok the school said you weren't well... What is it honey?" He rushed over to me and gripped me in a bone crushing hug. I angeled away from him.

"Sit down Dad...I need to tell you something." He sat and I took a deep breath. "Dad...no matter what happens I want you to know I love you and I always will... dad I-I'm p-pregnant."

His face instantly changed colors and I felt the tears pour over my face. He said nothing and I stood in silence for about an hour. "Dad please... say something." I begged, I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Bella how could you do this... how could you be so irresponsible. I want you to have an abortion." He said this barely louder than a whisper, disappointment layering it heavily. I was shocked. He wanted me to abort my child... KILL my innocent baby.

I looked him in the eye. "No, I will NOT murder an innocent child... my child." It felt so right. My child, I could get used to that.

Charlie scowled at me and narrowed his eyes. "Get out." What?! Charlie was kicking me out! "GET OUT!" He yelled standing up from his chair. I was sobbing now. I walked upstairs and packed my stuff. I came down and Charlie was in the kitchen sitting in his chair.

I went up to him and kissed his cheek. He didn't flinch so I whispered in his ear, "I will always love you dad. Remember that. I will always love you."

I got the keys to my truck and left. Thats when I broke down. I drove unconsciously to a house I knew well. His house. I got out and walked in. Nothing had changed. I walked up to my best friends room and sat on her bed.

"What am I going to do now?" I sat there thinking until I fell asleep. When I woke I did the only thing I could do. I rang up the hospital.

"Hello Forks hospital. How may I help you?" A receptionist asked.

"Hi I would like to make an appointment with Dr. Cullen please." I asked knowing fully well that Carlisle wasn't there.

"I'm sorry he moved to LA. Is there another person you could make an appointment with?"

"Thank you but no thank you." I hung up and slumped back on the bed. I rubbed my stomach and sang my baby my lullaby. "You know your daddy wrote that for me." He kicked my stomach and I picked up the phone again.

I had an idea. Wasn't there a covern in Denali? I rang up the help line and got put through to the hospital there.

"Hello how may I help you?" A receptionist asked. I recognized her voice.

"Esme?" I asked a little baffled.

"Yes... who's calling." She asked a bit unsure.

"Are you alone and not surrounded by others? Are you sure your Esme Cullen? What are your children names?" I asked hoping she would catch on and I didn't want to talk about things like that to a complete stranger.

"Do I know you?" Esme sounded worried now.

"Please just answer my questions." I was getting annoyed.

"Yes I am Esme Cullen, married to Carlisle Cullen. My daughters are Alice and Rosalie and my sons are Emmett, Jasper and Ed-" I cut her off. I still couldn't hear his name it tore me open again.

"Ok are you away from the last one...the mind reader."

There was silence. "Hello Esme are you there?"

"Yes... How do you know about that? Who are you?" I sighed. What to do?

"It doesn't matter who I am. Look who are you living with at the moment?" I got to my point.

"Erm... My husband and I are living in Alaska... alone." I cheered a yes and squealed. Just my luck!

"Who are you? Why do you want to know this and how do you know these things?"

"Look Esme, I am coming to the hospital. I will be there as soon as possible. Don't tell anyone... please I'm begging you to trust me. I wouldn't be doing this unless I was really desperate. Please Esme I trust you."

Esme sighed, "Ok mystery woman. See you soon and I promise."

I decided to give her a bit of a clue, "Love you mom." Then I hung up. I grabbed my stuff and got in my truck, ready for the long journey.

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