So You Really Like Me?
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yaoi! Kisses! ZOMG! Kisses!
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Summary: Naruto's love life is just starting up, bit maybe his friendship with Sasuke is just ending...(Naruto X Deidara at the moment but don't worry it will turn to Sasuke and Naruto! That's the best paring anyway!)
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Deidara just...okay did he just...? he did didn't he?..He...! Okay he just kissed me right?! Am I going insane?! I'm not even gay!
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Am I gay?
Crap!
Now to add to my list of problems I don't know if I am as straight as I thought! Maybe Sasuke's gayness rubbed off on me.
He has plenty of it I wouldn't be surprised.
Okay so now Deidara is just staring at me like he wants to rip my clothes off, coat me on BBQ sauce and eat me up.
Maybe he does....should I run away because that's what I feel like doing. Okay so maybe I am being a little over dramatic. Calm down Naruto, maybe it was just....a...friend kiss? Yeah that's it! It was a friend kiss.
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Okay i'm not even believing that.
"Wanna go to a club, un?"
A club...like one with alcohol?!
"Hell yeah!" I said with a big toothy grin! Man, I have always wanted to go to a club but Sasuke doesn't do clubs. He does music concerts but not clubs.
"Great, un."
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20 minutes later Deidara and I are walking into a busy club, people are pushing into me as we walk onto the dance floor, Deidara is holding my hand tight and smiling like a crazy person and hell, so am I. I am so excited and then we stop and Deidara turns around to look at me and starts to move his body to the music, so I start to move my body with the music too! Oh yeah baby, I am bringing back the bad white guy dancing! It is the way of the future! Oh yeah, I rock.
Deidara pulls me close to him and he moves his body up into mine and I can feel a blush on my cheeks but ignore it and just keep moving to the music. Then a song comes up that makes me happy that it is so dark in here because Deidara starts singing to the words.
"What do I have to do, to get inside of you? To get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you move, when I'm inside of you. When I'm inside of you, un"
Deidara pulls me closer to him and kisses my neck.
...He is kissing my neck! And I feel turned on! Oh my god I am gay! Or bi...or...i don't know what I am but I am fucking confused and I wish that I couldn't feel Deidara pressing against me because I can feel him – and I mean I can feel him!
"Deidara..?" I whisper and I don't think he can hear me but I am sort of glad because I am feeling so embarrassed and confused at the moment that I might explode.
"Yeah, un?" Damn he heard me, but can I be that surprised? He is grinding up against me!
"D-do....do you think...i..might be...maybe...gay?" He just shrugged and kept on dancing.
Big help he was!
You know what, screw it! I am at a club, not the time for thinking! Its a time to be dancing!
And that's exactly what I do. I just push all that, 'maybe I am gay? Maybe Sasuke and I aren't friends anymore? Maybe I should make some new friends?' crap out of my head and let my body take over! I do the crazy white guy dancing and Deidara laughs at me and I laugh at him when he tried to do it but fails. The bad white guy dancing is an art that is to be perfected and he hasn't perfected it yet! Ahaha, loser. I rock though.
Deidara pulls me close to him again and kisses me on the lips and as my body is in control I kiss him right back! Maybe I am a little gay?
But it's not big deal right? Sasuke is gay, Itachi is gay, Kisame is gay and apparently Deidara is gay to and it is way more accepted now, sure I might get the odd stare now and again but who cares? I am having fun and that's all that matters. So Deidara and I kiss and it is great and then he leans down and whispers something that I don;t catch and ask him to speak louder.
And just as he does the music cuts and it goes silent for a minutes,
"You wanna be my boyfriend now, un?!"
Wow he shouted that really loud...
And people are staring...great...
I smirk, meh, who cares if people are watching? I'm just going with the flow tonight!
"Sure!" I shout back and then the music starts up again and Deidara smirks back at me and we both laugh and I feel really happy. I'm glad.
It's been a while.
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I'm at my house laying on my bed...well...i'm not laying on my bed, Deidara is lying on my bed and I'm laying on him.
We didn't have sex!
We just fell asleep like this.
It's kind of nice.
"Morning, un." Deidara yawns and shifts a bit then wraps his arms loosely around me. "Fun night, un." He smirks and lifts his hand up to his forehead and scratches his head. He has really nice hair I just noticed. But at the moment its kind of messy but he still looks...good. Yeah he looks good.
My boyfriend looks good.
Have a boyfriend.
It still sounds kind of weird to me but whatever. I still rock.
"Morning, un." I smile at him. He messes up my hair a little and I try to pat it back in place even though I know it looks like a mess but its the principle that counts!
"Hey that's my thing, un!" He pokes my forehead and I poke him back!
And it begins! The great poke war of 2009! He shall not win!! I will prevail!
Deidara pokes the amazingly handsome blond in the shoulder and the blond pokes him right back! Oh its a fierce battle alright people! But who shall come out the victor?
Oh and I think the blond has one as he gets Deidara in the side and he ends up in a giggle fit!
The crowd goes wild!!
But oh! Deidara grabs the blond and throws him over and gets on top! What comes up next I fear-
"Ahahahaha stop-ahahahaha-n-no stop-ahahahaha-a-haha-pain-ahahahahaha-sto-ahahahaha!"
Deidara finally lets up on the tickling and looks down at me, I can barely breath and I am so glad he stopped when he did or my sheets would be yellow. He leans down and kisses my lips gently, he strokes my cheek and I feel like sighing it feels so nice.
"Deidara." We both look up at the same time to see Itachi standing at the door looking at us with an expressionless face. "Naruto." He looks at me then walks out of my room.
"Ehehe..." I wiggle out of Deidara – who I suspect enjoyed it! And run out the room to Itachi who is sitting on my sofa.
"You didn't have sex." a statement, not a question. I shake my head, I don't know why but I still do it. "You are dating Deidara." Another statement. I nod my head. "Want to watch a movie?" I nod my head again.
Once every month Itachi comes over and we sit and watch movies all day and eat popcorn. We don't talk or anything but he has always done it since my parents died 9 years ago. We always end up watching really un-Itachi movies like miss congeniality and Legally Blond. He really likes those movies, we always watch them.
Deidara comes out rubbing his head and crashes on the sofa next to Itachi. "I have class today, un..." He mumbles, I think more to himself.
"Class on Sunday?!" I am never going to university.
"Yes you are." Itachi says as he presses play. He is inside my head~
"Sorta, I wanna finish off my project. It's due in soon, un." He leans over Itachi and kisses me on the cheek and I blush and half smile because Itachi is right their! Embarrassed~ "See ya, un." He stands up and walks back into my room and grabs his shirt before waving and leaving.
I have a boyfriend~
I rock.
"Sasuke was worried about you." Itachi presses play miss congeniality starts. I look over at Itachi with a raised eyebrow, is he saying that just to make me think Sasuke was actually thinking about me last night? Probably not. That is very un-Itachi. "I know Sasuke hasn't been around you lately but he said he wanted to make some more time for you." Yeah right, probably with Neji hanging around us. "Maybe."
"Okay stop reading my mind!!" I scream at him! I hate it when he does that!
"I wasn't reading you mind Naruto, your face is just very expressive." He says without taking his eyes off the screen. He really loves this movie.
After we spend hours of watching crappy movies Itachi will make me go to bed at 10 and stays until I fall asleep then when I wake up there will be breakfast on the table. He really is a great guy sometimes. All the time.
It's not like Itachi is like a brother to me, or like a father...he is...i don't know what he is to me. He is just Sasuke's awesome older brother who pays my rent when I can't or buys me food when I cant afford it or hangs out with me once a month and looks through my cupboard to see if I have enough food, or does my clothes washing when I haven't done it in ages and then makes me a really nice breakfast.
Itachi is...a great guy, a lot of people just see this scary looking guy but the people who are lucky enough to get close to him know that he is actually a pretty decent person.
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Monday. Monday. Monday. Monday!
I hate Monday!
I bet the devil created Monday! Damn him. Well...he is already damned....whatever.
I sit down in the one class that Sasuke and I have together and smile when he walks in – then frown when I see that bastard with him. I hate that I have class with Neji too.
Then I think I can hear my heart shatter into a million of pieces. Because Sasuke sits down at the front with Neji...
And he didn't even wave.
Is this what it feels like to be dying?
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