Loneliness

Leah P.O.V

As I tried to open my eyes, the light seemed too bright. Where was I?? Then with a jolt it all came back to me. Blondie had stabbed me- twice!!! What had she injected me with?! And where had she got the needle?? Oh yeah, Dr Fang. I tried to lift up my arms, but they felt like lead weights. I couldn't move a muscle!!

"Going somewhere??" hissed Rosalie, scarily close to my ear.

My eyes flew open and I stared into her darkening eyes. They were honestly scaring me!! There was no gold left, just two pools of black, darker than night. I jumped back, pulling my shoulder in the process. I tried desperately to cover my neck.

"Would you like a drink or something??" she asked.

"No, but it looks like you would." I growled.

"Leah, I wouldn't eat you!! If you taste half as bad as you smell, you're safe. But I am quite thirsty." she admitted.

"Well, you go hunt!! I can't move, remember!!" I snarled.

"I don't think so…" she started, pulling another needle from her bag.

"Rosalie, don't you dare!!" I shrieked, pulling away. She rolled her eyes.

"I'm not afraid of the big bad wolf." she taunted as she lunged for me, hitting the precise spot from before. As I fought to keep myself awake, she said something that set my mind whirling.

"Make yourself at home, you'll be here for a while." she said, smirking.

Rosalie P.O.V

I had decided to take Leah's advice and go hunting. It would be awful if something happened to the baby. Leah- Leah didn't matter. It was her fault!! As ran, I sank my teeth into the nearest deer and drank. Then I heard something that made me choke.

"Care if I join you??" asked a voice from behind me. I whirled round and saw to my relief, Jasper.

"Yeah, of course not. It's so good to see a familiar face!!" I smiled, hugging him. He broke off the hug and held me at arm's length. His eyes widened.

"Rosalie, when was the last time you hunted??" he asked, concerned. It felt so nice to have someone care!!

"I haven't hunted since the last time we went together." I admitted.

"Rosalie, that was three weeks ago!! Are you starving yourself??" he said sternly.

"Jazzy, you sound so much like Carlisle when you do that!!" I smirked.

"Oh yeah, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Edward, Bella and Alice send their love. And me obviously. Oh yeah, Alice has re-vamped your wardrobe. And I mean Vamped!! You do like black and red corsets, don't you??" he laughed.

"Ermm… no!!" I winced at the mental images. This just made him laugh harder and in no time I was giggling as well.

"How's Bella??" I asked.

"Bella's fine. A bit upset though. Leah's missing!!" he said sadly. At this I got angry.

"Why are you so worried?? She can take care of herself!!" I snarled.

"Rosalie, calm down. I'm only talking you know. I can understand that you're angry." he said softly. Suddenly it all flooded out.

"Jasper, I can't deal with it!! What did I do wrong?! I don't understand!! Does Emmett love me??" I sobbed into his shoulder. He started calming me down but I stopped him.

"Jasper, I don't need calming down. I need answers!!" I pleaded.

"Ok, Rosalie, you did nothing wrong. Emmett is an idiot who doesn't think about other people's feelings!! I have to, I'm a bloody empath!! But Emmett does love you. Honestly. He's just an idiot sometimes." he said glumly.

"Thanks Jazz." I whispered. In response he smiled at me, but it was fake. I knew that much.

"Jasper, what's wrong??" I asked, concerned.

"It's nothing." he said quickly, shaking his head. I knew how stubborn he was, so I dropped it and moved on to something else.

"How's Esme?? And Carlisle??" I asked enthusiastically.

"They're fine. Going on their 12th honeymoon." he smiled.

"How's Alice?? And Edward??" I smiled. Suddenly a flash of pain flickered across his face.

"They're also fine." he said, his voice shaking slightly. Then I realised what he meant.

"Oh…" I gasped.

"I walked in on them kissing. I don't know if they noticed me, but I just walked out. I went to find you actually." he smiled sadly.

"Where will you stay??" I asked.

"I've got to go back. I'm sorry Rosalie." Suddenly I imagined him, all alone in his library, asking himself what he'd done wrong. Then the solution hit me.

"You can stay with me!!" I smiled.

"I'm touched, but it's fine honestly. I've actually got to get back now." He said sadly.

"Bye Jazzy." I smiled.

"Bye Rose." He said softly, walking away. I was alone again.