Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

Oh my god. All I did was ask her a question. I didn't mean for her to faint. I called my mum straight away, and both her and Sephy where at our house about 10 minutes later. Callie had hit her head, and she was bleeding all over my mum's new carpet. Was there seriously any need for her to faint? Or was she being melodramatic? All I had done was ask her a question.


'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.

"Tobey! What did you do?" Sephy screamed at me.

"I asked her a question." I said innocently. They both looked at me as if I where insane.

"Go on ..." Sephy egged.

"I asked her what her husband was like."


It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

"WHAT DID YOU DO THAT FOR?" they both screamed at me.

"YOU ARE HER HUSBAND! HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO GO OVER THIS?" my mum carried on screaming.

"Mum... please." Tears started to stream down my face, and Sephy slapped me.

"I have a right to be crying. You don't." She said to me. The ambulance arrived about 4 minutes after that, and I was told to walk to the hospital, because neither of them wanted me. It was raining, but I didn't care. I ran for my life.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

It felt like I had always known that she was my wife, but I never knew. It had never really sunk in that because I had forgotten her, I had forgotten that. None of them understood that. And none of them knew, because I never told any of them, that I had started to fall in love with Callie. I didn't know if it was for the first time, or for the second, but I had. From a distance.

I thought she knew that.

She must have known that, from my kiss earlier on that day.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

She had had to endure 2 years of my forgetting her, when she had around 23 years of knowledge about me. She had told me so many times about our first time 'together', how she had had a miscarriage, but she only told me that once. She cried, and I couldn't handle it. She told me that I cried too and that I wouldn't stop drinking for weeks, that I had taken it harder than her. But ... I had always just wanted to hold her, and tell her that everything was alright.

Even when it wasn't.

I entered the hospital, and slid on the cleaned floor. I hit my head, and Doctors tried to pull me away, but I only wanted to see if she was OK. I went to the bed where she was laying, and Sephy had a tear stained face.

She had hit her head, hard. And it was basically fatal. I didn't understand it. It didn't make sense. But I was told that it was rare, and it happened. I felt woozy then, and fainted.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Sephy

She cant die. Not her too. I cant live without that reminder of Callum.

Callie started flatlining, and nurses surrounded her.

Rare? Rare my ass. This was happening right now, to me.

She had hit her head, hard. On a delicate part of the brain.

She didn't survive it.

Tobey


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Where am I? Where is Callie? I want my wife. The last thing I remember was being at the airport.

Damn it where is Callie?

Sephy and my mum came in with sombre faces.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

"What just happened? Did Callie survive the bomb blast?" Both of their eyes widened and they looked genuinely shocked. "What? ... Mum ... Where is Callie?"