"I'm leaving." Lulubell murmured softly as she leaned against the doorway of Tyki's bedroom door. "No matter what anybody says, I can't stay here anymore. I've already told the Earl I don't want money. Road is the only one that knows where I'm going."
Tyki didn't say anything, twirling the small champagne glass in his hand. The sound of the liquid brought tears to his eyes but he refused to meet her gaze. The least person that deserved to gaze upon her was himself and the realization of what he had done had hit him so hard there was nothing left to feel.
"Tyki? Before I go…I wanted to tell you something…" Lulubell swallowed and dropped the suitcase. "You aren't a bad person. People have always looked down at you. I understand the feeling of never being with someone. When the Earl found us at the orphanage with Sheryl, the twins…and Road as only a baby…I honestly didn't want to go. The only reason I left was because I told you I'd follow you. You were so happy that it pained me to ruin I had never seen before. Time passed and we got our education. You were close to me but the farthest one. The night you came into my room and I was still crying that Devitto and Jasdero had run away…was the same night I fell in love with you."
"Lulu…" Tyki whispered, his grip tightening on the glass.
"No," she shook her head. "Let me finish! You looked at me and do you remember what you said?"
Tyki winced. "I'd never lie to you like they did…"
"Well guess what? You did. And you damn well ruined everything! You couldn't stand to see someone else happy, not when you wanted the same feeling. You wanted something different. What you did…" She shut her eyes tightly and took a deep breath. "Unforgivable. Absolutely unforgivable. I don't care how drunk you were the night you came up with that plan. I know you're sorry. I goddamn well know that. You were the one who called the ambulance, not because I told you too but because you cared. You made sure that the hospital bills were covered! Why, only you and I will know."
Tyki rose from the bed and finally turned his head to gaze at Lulubell. His golden eyes burned as he watched every detail on her face. "No words can say…Why do you waster your time? Your love for me is long gone." His eyes dulled at the sentence. "Why you do what you do, love will never be enough."
Lulubell looked taken aback and took a large breath of air. "My love gone? GONE? Tyki Mikk you egotistical, sadistic, idiotic ass—no matter what you do to me, my heart will always belong to you. I hate you for it. Why couldn't you just-just! Leave me alone! Why did you take my hand that day?" She cried, her hands digging into her hair. "I was quiet…unimportant!
The Noah watched the women he had been beside him for so long in confusion. "Did you just say…?"
Lulubell felt the tears stream down her face. "I hate you Tyki Mikk! Why can't you just understand! My love has never been enough for you and I…I don't know what to do anymore. I'm leaving! I want to be far away and never look back! Away from the Noah family, the stress, from you!" She choked each word after each sob and bent down and picked up her suitcase. "I want to stop loving the most incredible man I have ever met!" She screamed.
Tyki suddenly grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her to his body, crushing his lips against hers. His hands held her tightly and he buried his hands in her hair, that beautiful hair he's loved for so long. Lulubell eyes had widened in shock and she found herself wrapping her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.
Everything she felt for him ran through them as their lips collided in frenzy, his love and her pain. He could feel the sound of her heart beating loudly and groaned against her lips, the love making his chest clench painfully. He didn't deserve her. He didn't deserve to hold her in his arms the way he was and when they parted, he searched her eyes.
"I love you." He breathed, his golden eyes burning as he stroked her cheek softly. "But I can't have you."
Lulubell swallowed heavily and nodded, still slightly shaky. Pulling away from his arms she bent down and lifted her suitcase, taking a step back towards the door. "I love you Tyki Mikk. And one day I'll come back and show you just how much I do."
"Until then…I'll be waiting Lulubell." He murmured, kissing her softly on the forehead.
"A gentleman to the end." Lulubell stepped outside and smiled softly. "Until then."
And without another word, she left.
Xxx
It was quiet in the apartment as Kanda pushed the door open, holding it that way for Lavi. He waited until his lover rested on the couch and shut it behind him, locking it silently.
"Hungry?" He asked as he slipped his coat off and placed it on the coat hanger. "I can make you something to eat after all that crappy hospital food."
"Mm I'm ok Yu. I don't think my stomach can take it right now anyways." The red head thought for a moment and patted the empty spot beside him. "Sit down. You have to be tired after everything's that happened."
"Actually, it jump started me awake. I've been high on adrenaline for the last past two nights." Kanda sighed and reluctantly took a seat next to him. They were silent for a moment before Lavi leaned back and rested his head in Kanda's lap.
Stroking his lover's red hair softly, Kanda chuckled. "Even after that incident you have the energy to get horny."
"It's difficult not to when I look at you." Lavi grinned lopsidedly. "Aw how cute Yu, corny lines make you blush."
"I'd hit you. I really would Usagi. But it's hard to be so honest with you."
"Hm? Honest?"
"You were totally crazy when I first met you. I hated woman. I hated the world. And then you just had to make me fall in love with you…Don't make me repeat this either. It's embarrassing as it is." He added with a scowl.
Lavi looked up and laughed breathlessly. "We've pretty much beat every cute relationship in the world, you are aware of that aren't you?"
"Shut up already…" Kanda murmured before bending down to place a passionate kiss on Lavi's lips.
"You're mine you know…" Lavi whispered against his lips, placing his hand on the back of Kanda's neck and brought him down lower to deepen the kiss.
"Forever and ever…"Kanda murmured and felt himself lose the inability to say much more.
Xxx
A/N: I actually cried writing this chapter. Ah I love corny stuff like this. Sorry if you guys hate it. But I felt it was the only way to write it. Well it's almost time for me to say goodbye my readers. Next chapter is the last and it will be long and sweet. I already ended Tyki and Lulubell's part in the story. I hoped you enjoyed it. Please don't hate Tyki. He's a good guy just a little…lost. I love all of you who read this story and hurray! We're only one chapter away! :D
P.S: I'm writing another AU. It's called Three Degree Burn. Haha first chap is posted
