When You're Gone
Chapter 13: Break Apart Her Heart
Reeve was leaving.
I went to my room and held my head in my hands.
Vincent came up and knocked on my door.
"Yuffie? Is something wrong?"
"Don't come in!" I called.
Vincent opened the door anyway. I looked at him. He was beautiful. Why wasn't I the one Vincent loved? What did I ever do wrong? I was there through everything, but he chose Shelke?
Why am I thinking this? I mentally yelled at myself. I found love somewhere else! I don't love him, or need him!
"Yuffie?"
Just go. I want to be alone.
"How's Shelke?" I asked bitterly.
"...? She's fine," Vincent was confused. "What does that have anything to do with you?"
I know we apologized, but suddenly I wanted to hate him again.
"You've changed, Yuffie," Vincent sat beside me. "I miss the old you. Deepground situation will be over. Then will you go back to the way things used to be. That's what's wrong, isn't it?"
"Vincent." I looked him straight in the eye. I could see beautiful Vincent who wasn't my boyfriend because I wasn't good enough for him, because Shelke was the immortal Goddess in his life. I don't know why it still hurt. I don't know why I was jealous. I couldn't answer. I couldn't get over this!
Vincent looked at me. "What?"
"I..." I don't love you. I hate you. I want you to hate me. I want to hate you. I still love you. I still can't get over you, because I've loved you for so so so long. I can't forgive you. I want you back. I want to hate you. I don't want to love you. I can't hate you.
"What?"
"I want to be alone."
He couldn't argue with that, so he stood up and left.
Let me tell you: my Vincent is shallow. I noticed that as I was writing. Can't he just see that a simple sorry won't make it up?!? Damn Vincent...
But anyway, I know people who are shallow and can't see how much they've hurt me...
I'd say more, but I want to leave it up for interperitation.
The original title was going to be 'Friend of Foe' by t.A.T.u., but I think this one is better. It's a song by Good Charlotte.
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