Okay I'm updating really quick here, because I am scared people are going to kill me if I don't! Oh and I am really sorry to all the Jacob lovers out there…

BPOV

"Bella there was a car accident just outside of the reservation…"

I froze. Every single muscle just shut down. My senses were blocked, I felt like my world was collapsing down in on me. My un-beating heart shattered into a million pieces.

"Bella" several voices shouted. But they seemed far away. I couldn't respond.

A sharp stinging sensation brought me back to reality. I looked up to see Edward glaring at Alice, and when I turned to her I saw her hand still outstretched. She had slap me, normally I would have reacted, but I couldn't bring myself to react to it. Then Carlisle started to speak.

"Bella, it wasn't Jacob or anyone from La Push". (…For scaring you like that!)

I would have breathed out a sigh of relief, but I could sense he wasn't finished, and what he had left to say would be just as bad, or worse.

"Bella, it was your father's car. Charlie had a heart attack as he was driving back from Billy's…"

I couldn't hear it anymore. I ran out of the house, straight past the cottage and through the woods. We had left Forks just before I was changed, we had come to an agreement with the La Push werewolves and Charlie believed me to be dead.

Charlie, he would have been in his late eighties now. And he was gone. He had no one left. Renee was enjoying life with Phil, of course she had grieved for me, but she had moved on. But just like when Renee left him, Charlie still held onto her.

And I know he would have done that with me, I remember what he said that night I had to leave because of James. 'I just got you back'. And after three years he believed he had lost me. But after ten years of me becoming a vampire, I went back to Forks just to check on him. Of course I kept my cover but…

What I saw horrified me, there was Charlie sitting in the dark watching sport, with finished pizza boxes around him. I could see on the table was a letter of resignation. He quit his job. He had no one. I mean sure he had Billy, but there was no real family left for him.

Harry Clearwater had died from a heart attack as well. I told Charlie to cut back, that he needed more healthy food in his diet, but he didn't listen. Now he was gone. I wonder what Renee was feeling. I mean I knew she would be sad but…

I felt arms wrap around me and I knew it was him. Edward was my rock, emotionally. He knew what to say and when to say it, he always knew what to do how to act. And that's why he didn't come sooner he knew I needed my space.

About ten minutes later Edward and I walked through the door of the house and I was wrapped up in everyone's arms. I could feel Jasper sending me waves of calmness. But I knew what I had to do, I had already made my decision and I was sure that Alice had seen this and told everyone.

I turned to Carlisle and said the only four words I could manage to say without breaking down.

"I have to go".

Carlisle nodded

"Not without your family". Esme added.

Hope you like it! Sorry for scaring all the Jacob lovers! Especially Swimming cutie xoxo