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BPOV

As I got out of the car I felt a wave of calmness spread over me, I turned to Jasper and gave him a small smile. The Funeral had just started, and my family and I sat at the very back, needing to keep our cover. Jake and Ness sat with us, both with tears falling in a slow stream. I was dry sobbing throughout the entire ceremony.

When it was finished and people were going up to Charlie's coffin to say, their final goodbyes, is when I noticed who was there. And there they were. All the people I had known when I was still human. Sure they all looked older and some even had younger people around them, but they were all there.

Sam and Emily were their looking much older than I remembered; around them were three young adults, obviously their children. Paul and Rachael with a teenager. Quil and Claire with a young child. Jared and Kim with two teenagers. Embry and Seth and Leah and their significant others.

Billy, Sue, Colin and Brady. All of them. My extended family. And they all knew I was there. But knowing I had to maintain covered they did not approach me. I could also see and old and withered Mike and Jessica, and Angela and Ben, all with their families around them. I could have sworn I even saw Lauren, but I couldn't care about that at a time like this, I never though going back to Forks would be like this.

Then it was my turn to say my final goodbye. My family knew that I needed to do this on my own, even Edward after kissing me gently, let me go. I slowly approached my father's coffin. I knew this would be hard, but I never imagined this feeling. I had been dreading this day, because I knew it would happen, but that still doesn't prepare anyone. The pain was unbearably, I was burying the man who had taught me how to walk and ride a bike, no matter how bad I was at both of them. Why was life so unfair?

Yes I hadn't seen him in fifty years, but I never forgot about him. This was it; I had reached my father's coffin, I only wish he hadn't felt any pain. But I knew that he had, Charlie had had a heart attack behind the wheel and crashed into a tree, Carlisle found out from fellow doctors, that he not only died of the heart attack but also by impact.

I could feel everyone's eyes on me as I placed my hand on my father's coffin.

"Daddy, it's me. Daddy I'm so sorry, it's all my fault. I should have told you what I have become you would have understood. I could have stayed in touch. I'm sorry I made you think I was dead. Know that I always thought of you daddy. Daddy I am going to miss you so much. I will always be you little girl, I love you daddy."

I couldn't go on. I felt Edward wrap his arms around me as I almost collapsed. He led me away from the funeral supporting most of my weight. No one spoke as we drove back to the house, no one even breathed. Edward carried me up to his old room, which was now ours.

Once my head hit the pillow I started to dry sob, Edward just sat there holding me letting me release my emotions and he just kept telling me he loved me and that he was sorry he couldn't make it all better. After about two hours, I recovered.

"I am so sorry you had to see me like that Edward"

"Don't be stupid Isabella, you're my wife and I am there for you for anything"

"I was wrong"

"About what?" he whispered.

"I am not strong enough for everything."

Poor Charlie, but we all knew it would happen. Please review!