CHAPTER 3

JAMIES POV

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It's been two days. Two days ago I found out I was pregnant. Two days ago I found out that I could die. I am so grateful for the gift

but at the same time I am scared. I can't be frightful for myself anymore though. I can't be selfish, not when this baby needs me.

Landon is very worried for my health but I think he is excited about the baby. We decided to tell both sets of parents face to face. So

we decided to have dinner with my father tonight. I know he will be devastated and he might lash out like Landon did at the doctor's

office. As Landon and I walk up the steps my father opens the door.

"Hey Dad"

"Hey Jamie, Landon come on in."

Landon takes my hand and squeezes it. I look at Landon and he just smiles. "I'm just about done with dinner; you can go ahead and

sit at the table" We took our seats at the table and he brought out the food. Once we were all settled he asked if

there's any new news. I nodded.

"Dad, we have some wonderful news." I say.

"We also have some awful news", says Landon. I give Landon a look. Landon still didn't understand that it's just my time but I know

we can have that discussion later. My father nods and I go on.

"We found out that I'm 3 and half months pregnant"

My Dad just sat there so I decided to give him the other news. "As we all know I'm in remission so the baby will be carried full length

but during childbirth I have a 75 chance of dying." My father stood up and left the room.

"Jamie, go talk to him and I'll clear the table", said Landon.

I hugged Landon and he kissed my temple. As I reached my fathers room I saw him sitting in his chair holding a picture of my mother.

I stepped in silently.

"Jamie, when your mother and I discovered we were pregnant I was the happiest man alive. I would go around telling everyone I

knew, while your mother would just blush and smile." I nodded and didn't say anything, fearing if I did he would stop talking.

"After giving birth your mother passed out." he said getting tears in his eye, "She didn't even get to see you"

I went to my father and hugged him. " All I want is for your baby to see your face", said my dad.

I smiled with tears in my eyes. "I do too dad, I do too"

As I hugged my Dad I had this strange sensation, like I really would be able to see my baby. I had a feeling I wouldn't die.