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"Erm, well…" Alice started, and then quickly finished, "I saw you fall in love with Edward."

What?!

I couldn't speak; I was in utter shock. Love? Edward? I knew I had feelings for him, but I was just going to ignore him.

I realized that my heart now yearned for love, and not just any love. His.

So, now I was freaking out, and I was aware Alice knew that because she started shaking me vigorously whilst saying, "Bella! Do! Not! Freak! Out! Or I will cheerfully attack you."

I looked at Alice, and her expression softened a bit. While looking in her eyes, I saw the reflection of myself. I almost groaned at the sight. My eyes looked more tired than usual, and they also looked fearful in many ways.

How could this happen? Why? But it isn't why me because I might be able to endure this, but Edward? I wasn't quite sure. He defiantly wasn't as strong as me. I could maybe leave for his sake, but I didn't want too. I felt extremely selfish, and I became irritated with myself.

I had to leave for Edward's sake. I shouldn't care about myself.

But then again, wouldn't it make both of us happy?

No! Bella! You would endanger his safety, and isn't that the most important thing?

But I might resist the thirst and temptation.

But you might not!

I felt a gloomy truth dwell upon me. Here I was, arguing with myself. And the more reasonable side was winning.

My heart felt like it was going to explode from the pain as I realized I found something I always wanted, yet I was throwing it away.

"Alice," I said sadly and softly.

"Yes, Bella?" she asked me, interested in my reply.

"I need to go away from here." I buried my face in my hands, ashamed.

Her eyes widened in shock and hurt. "No, Bella, please don't do this," she pleaded with me.

I shook my head which was still in my hands. "I have to Alice don't you see." Now I looked her directly in the eye. "I can't harm him. I just can't! I don't want to. And to make sure I do not harm him in anyway, I need to leave now."

"Bella," Alice said, "I need you. I love you like a sister. You just can't leave!"

"I have too," I said firmly. And with that, I bolted out the door.

I caught a glimpse of Alice. Her face was very hurt, but then it turned into determination.

And now I was being chased by a pixie-vampire. Great. Just great.

I suddenly realized Alice was faster than me. Ugh.

"Isabella!" She called out my full name, so I noticeably twitched.

I spun around to look at her. "What?" I asked angrily.

"Bella, I know you, you don't truly want to do this," she said in a soft, comforting voice, but I wasn't getting calm.

"Of course I don't want to!" I yelled. "I just don't want to hurt him! It will kill me, if I do not to mention what it will do to him!" If I was a human, by now I would have started hyperventilating and my voice would have cracked in my pain.

"Bella, just think about it for a few days. Don't make a rushed decision," Alice said.

"Fine," I finally replied after a pause. "I'll think, but you'll have to leave me alone for a few days until I make my decision."

She nodded in agreement as I ran.

When I finally stopped running, I was in a beautiful little meadow. It was perfect for me, the perfect place to think.

I gracefully sat on the ground. I started to dry-cry. I wish I could just cry like humans and let up all of my pain out of me, but instead I was a vampire and all of my pain was still inside of me.

Days and nights passed so I had no idea what the date was.

I just kept dry-crying trying to get my horrid emotions out of my system.

Then, it must have been around noon, a heard a rustling by the trees. I ignored it, assuming it was just an animal or something.

But, boy was I wrong!

I then heard someone trip into my meadow that I had been staying for God only knows how long.

Before I looked to see who just so happened to stumble into my meadow, I heard a voice, "Bella?"

It was a sweet voice. It was a caring voice. It was a voice I had heard before.

As, I turned, I saw Edward in the meadow looking at me with shock written all over his face.*

"Edward?" I asked in a small voice. I could hear in my voice that I had been crying, even though it was dry crying, and I could tell he could too.

He looked startled, confused, scared, yet extremely happy.

"B-Bella?" he asked with a little of fear in his voice.

"Yes, Edward?" I asked him, wondering why he looked so scared. I then noticed how thirsty I was and then I sadly knew.

"W-why are y-you…" he stuttered. I tilted my head in a confused manner. He paused for a long time but eventually started again, "Why are you sparkling?"

My head jerked up as his words sunk in. I looked up to the sky, and behold, the sun was shining brightly.

I started shaking a little bit in anger with myself.

What would I tell him? That Alice threw glitter on me, and it apparently stayed? No, that was too weird. Maybe a good joke, but really weird.

My other instinct was to run away from this place.

I looked to Edward, both our eyes wide.

When I stood up, I started taking steps back to the shade and possibly away from this place forever.

He started to walk towards me slowly, afraid he was going to scare me or something.

That is not what I was afraid of. I was afraid for him. Afraid I was going to hurt him.

"Bella, it's okay," he comforted me. Him comforting me. Was I the only one who could see it should be the other way around?

"No," I said weakly. "Nothing is okay." I felt like I was going to cry again.

I finally reached the shade, to my relief.

I wanted to fall down, like I would if I was human and just plain sob. He would comfort me, and I wouldn't be a freak. I decided to go with my instincts.

I let my knees come out and I fell to the soft grass below me. I started to dry sob and he raced over to me with a yell, "Bella!"

He came over to me as I looked him in the eye. He wasn't being judgmental as he should, as many would.

When he touched my cheek softly and comfortingly, I winced back, forgetting he would be so warm. He too flinched at the touch of my cold skin, yet he didn't let that stop him. I felt at home with him.

Then I smelt his aroma, a smell that I could barely resist.

I started to lean towards him, the smell burning my throat, yet I just yearned to have more.

I sat up in shock of myself. What was I doing? I couldn't do this! I couldn't hurt him.

I stood up, and I told him sadly, "I have to go."

His eyes looked deeply into my soul as he whispered, "What's your secret?"

I hesitated. I decided to stop. I couldn't tell him. He wouldn't understand. No one would.

I shook my head telling him I just couldn't do it. His expression when I left him is what just kept killing me. It was one of sorrow, hurt, and longing. I probably only convinced myself of the last one though.

I ran fast for a human, yet unbearably slow for a vampire who just wanted to escape everything.

You all should be so grateful! Yup! You see where the * is? That is where I was going to leave you off and leave a HUGE cliffy! But instead, I felt like being nice so I wrote more and stuff! Ha! Its true! Be grateful!!

Next chapter shall be from Edward's POV (sorry I keep changing it) from this chapter! Yay!

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