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A part of myself blamed me for it. She didn't want to see me, so they probably transferred or something.
Maybe I would never see Bella again, and that broke my heart into pieces for reasons I do not know.
I was in quite a bad mood ever since that day.
My head needed to be cleared, so I decided to take a hike- literally!
It was a good day to hike. The weather was sunny yet cool. Ah, how I had missed the sun and its warmth!
I went to one of the trails my parents told me about, for we were all fans of hiking and sometimes did it together.
As I arrived at the place my parents told me to go, I started walking down the dirt path.
Honestly, I didn't want to go along a path, I wanted to be out in the open, trying to find my own way, so that is what I did. I trailed off the path and went into the forest.
My eyes wandered, observing all of the scenery around me in this place.
I breathed in and out; the smell of nature was my favorite smell.
I kept walking and walking. I soon saw a bright light, an opening in the darkness of the forest. It seemed distant, but I kept walking in the direction.
When I was almost there, I heard crying. My pace quickened.
It sounded like a girl's cry, but even though it was a crying sound, it was the most beautiful sound I've ever heard- besides Bella's voice.
Ugh! I had to get her out of my mind! She was gone forever because of me.
I was nearing the light that I longed for. I wonder what drew me to it.
As I went towards it, I scraped up against a bush, making a sound.
The crying hesitated but soon continued.
I strained my eyes to look through the leaves and saw a brunette on the floor of the forest, her arms wrapping her. She seemed so hurt that I just had to comfort her.
Something was strange about the girl though.
She was very bright. I couldn't understand it. I couldn't see too well because of the leaves, so I continued towards it.
As I arrived, I accidentally tripped into the small meadow where the brunette was. When I regained my balance, my eyes moved towards her and I internally gasped.
The reason why I had been hiking, the reason I was in a rotten mood because she left.
It was Bella.
"Bella?" I called to her.
She turned unnaturally fast, but that isn't what startled me.
Sparkling? She was sparkling?
I couldn't grasp this fact. I couldn't understand anything. Why she was sparkling, why she was crying.
"Edward?" she whispered. Her voice was quite clear she was crying, and I wanted to run towards her and comfort her, but I was frozen. Also, my heart leaped when she said my name, my heart again about to explode.
So many emotions were whirling through me: confused, scared, and happiness. Bella! She hadn't left after all!
I decided to address her, "B-Bella?" My voice had fear hidden in my voice, but I'm pretty sure she detected it because she soon asked confused.
"Yes, Edward?" she asked me. Again, joy filled throughout me as she said my name.
I didn't know how I was going to get out the words from my mouth. I was thinking through the words, but soon decided to wing it because the preparation wasn't working quite well for me.
"W-why are y-you…" Dang it, I was stuttering. Way to look like a moron, Edward!
Then, she tilted her head slightly to the right, her hair perfectly around her face even though I would think it would be messed up if she was sitting here, crying.
Here I was being distracted by her beauty. Second moronic moment of the day…
I decided to finally spit it out. "Why are you sparkling?"
Her eyes opened wide in fear as she jerked her head to the sky. She must be scorning it or something from the look on her face.
She started shaking. In anger? In fear? I usually could tell, but this time it was a bit hard to tell.
When her eyes met mine, they were still wide in fear, and I bet mine matched.
Then, she slowly stood up, walking towards the shade. A reflex, maybe? I didn't know.
I was walking toward her slowly, not wanting to frighten her in anyway. "Bella, its okay," I tried to comfort her in a soothing voice.
"No," she said in a weak, broken voice, "nothing is okay." She sounded as if she were going to start crying.
I wanted to flinch back, but I don't know why.
She finally reached the shade.
As I was wondering why she was so sad and crying, a small part of me knew it was me that cause her this pain.
Her knees buckled under her as she fell to the ground. She started to cry again. I yelled, "Bella!" as I ran towards her.
She looked me in the eye and started leaning towards me, which I liked. But then, she jerked and sat up straight, which I didn't like as much.
Then, she stood up and told me in a sad voice, "I have to go."
As I looked at her, trying to read her eyes, as I whispered, "What's your secret?" I knew she had one. That she could not deny.
She hesitated but then shook her head. I felt hurt inside and sad that she didn't trust me, but most of all, I longed to be with her without her running away or anything.
Why couldn't she just trust me?
Bella dashed out of the meadow. I didn't know what to do. I was waiting there, waiting for her to come back, but I knew she wouldn't. As I let a tear trip down my cheek, I raced after to where she had let.
After I couldn't find her, I left to my car, not quite sure where it was.
Eventually I found it. The entire way I was thinking about Bella.
Monday, I went to school like usual. It went quickly in a haze until lunch.
What woke me up in lunch, you ask?
Bella was finally at school. At her lunch table. Staring directly at me with a wondering look spread on her face.
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