A/N: So, here's the start of the four chapters to be posted today. I will hopefully have another one up tomorrow. Thanks to everyone for the awesome reviews and the reassurances regarding the story. I should bitch more often because I got a ton new reviews. Okay, I'm not gonna bitch. I'm over it.

Thanks as per usual to melferd, mmwalker, flightlessbird11, lysvia (how's Chicago) and my new buddy MaggieMay14.

Enjoy the madness… or as I like to call this chapter "The Last Lemon in London"

I don't own twilight, but I do have almost every season of the Simpsons on DVD. I am so smart S-M-R-T

BPOV

God how I hated Paris right now. I just wanted to be nuzzled up in the blankets, my body molded to the fancy big bed, but no, Edward had to wake me up and force me to get dressed and ready to leave for London. So much for begging him to let us stay here forever.

"How long till the car gets here?" I asked as I started to shove some of my older clothes into the bottom of my backpack, which I had just fished out the closet.

"Just over an hour," he said casually as he pulled his map of London from an inside pocket of his bag and laid it on the BED for future use. "Did you realize you forgot to call your mom on Sunday?"

"Ah well, she'll get over it," I said with a sigh, because she was probably fuming because I hadn't called. "I'll call her from London later today." Edward simply nodded his head and began to fold his new suit up and force it into his bag.

"That's a Hugo Boss Suit and you are shoving it in there like it's a pair of ratty old socks," I yelled as I walked over to help him.

"I'll get it dry cleaned when I get home, it'll be fine Bella," he said casually as he tried to reassure me. We were both a little snippy with each other this morning, but that was probably due to our impending separation and not anything else. There was only twenty nine hours left until our flight back to New York. Combine that with the approximately eight hours of flight time to get to JFK and I only had thirty seven hours left with Edward. Thirty seven hours to tell him about Columbia and admit that I had lied to him since the first day we met. I released a deep sigh of frustration and stepped into the closet to grab my dress. I too had to fold it carefully within the bag, and just like Edward would probably have to take it to the dry cleaners when I got home. I couldn't wait to face the wrath of my mother if she ever saw this gown, which probably cost more than the Kelley Blue Book value of her car right now.

It was only thirty minutes later when the front desk called us to let us know that our driver and car had arrived. Edward and I grabbed out bags and left the room behind in disarray. Edward, of course, had to stop and take a quick photo as we left. He even took a photo of the couch, which I laughed at.

"What? That's a very special couch," he said with a grin as he adjusted his bag on his shoulder and we headed to the elevator.

It was only twenty minutes later when we arrived at the train station. There had been a fair amount of traffic on the streets, but luckily our driver knew a few short cuts so that we wouldn't be late. Edward and I quickly grabbed our tickets and hopped aboard the train. When we were finally comfortable, clinging to each other for dear life, I realized this would be our last time on a train.

"Did you realize this is our last time on a train in Europe together?" I asked him as I felt his hands run through my hair slowly.

"Yeah, I was just thinking about that. I almost wished it was a night train," he laughed easily as I smiled back at him, my face radiating the love that I was feeling for him.

"Are you going to let us talk about when we are apart?" I asked curiously, trying to gauge if this was the proper time to talk to him about it.

"Not right now. We have like thirty hours left together… "

"Thirty six actually," I said as I interrupted and corrected him.

"Okay, we have thirty six hours left together, so I just want to think about you, me, and right now. Present tense only. No future tense right now. Let's just enjoy the next thirty six hours. When we are apart, we can discuss all the specific details about making this relationship last forever." I nodded my head, disappointed but resigned to my current fate. The next two hours on the train went by quickly and when we pulled into the station, I realized we never booked a hostel for tonight.

"I booked us a hotel room, so you can relax Bella," said Edward as he grabbed my backpack and handed it to me. I was pretty relieved to discover there was no town car waiting for us outside, so we get on the subway and hopped off at the Green Park Station. "Okay, so I didn't book us a room, Francois did," said Edward as we stepped out onto the street and we were directly beside the Ritz London.

"You are completely incorrigible Edward Cullen," I said with a frown as he gripped my hand into his and we crossed the street to check into the hotel.

"Francois got us a sweet deal on a small room, so don't stress," said Edward as we walked to the front desk and immediately started to get looks from the other guests. I watched as Edward talked to the attendant politely and pulled out his credit card with a big smile on his face. Once everything was taken care of, he led us up to our room, which was a vast change from our suite at the Ritz in Paris. This room was a lot smaller, and the bed was covered in a floral comforter that reminded me of something my Grandma Swan used to have. I didn't care though. All we really needed was the bed and a bathroom. We probably could have gotten the same kind of room at a hostel for only thirty bucks, but I didn't complain to Edward, he was already stressed enough about everything.

I glanced over at the clock and it was almost two in the afternoon. "What do you want to do now?" I asked anxiously as I walked around the room nervously, checking out every single item that wasn't nailed down.

"Well, we could go to Buckingham Palace or the Tower of London. I also wouldn't mind getting you alone in one of those little pods on the London Eye. We could always just stay here and make love until we have to leave tomorrow morning. All of those are suitable options for me," laughed Edward as wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. I quickly remembered how I felt the first time he had done that, it was like our world had stopped and I didn't want to be parted from him ever.

"We should at least walk by Buckingham Palace, it would seem stupid to come to London twice and not see it," I said with a small grin as Edward kissed my cheek.

"Let's go then," he said happily as he grabbed my purse and my hand, pulling me from the room. It was only fifteen minutes later when we found ourselves walking outside in front of the palace wondering if we should go inside for a tour. We decided not to, instead opting to just walk around town with no real specific place to go. We had been walking east along a road called Birdcage Walk when we suddenly stumbled upon Westminster Abbey and the Thames. Directly across Westminster Bridge sat the London Eye and I looked over at Edward, his eyes glimmering with excitement.

"You want to go on the Ferris Wheel right?" I asked curiously as he nodded his head like a little boy excited about some new toys for his sandbox. I couldn't refuse him. Edward paid for our tickets, and when I looked up at clock on the ticket booth wall, I realized it was already six o'clock. The sun was just starting to go down and I was glad I had my camera because the views from the top were surely going to be spectacular. Edward seemed a bit disappointed when he realized we were not going to be enjoying the ride alone. There was a family of four, with two young kids, who were from Italy. There was also an older couple from Germany and a young couple who looked like they were on a date.

Edward wrapped his arms around my waist as I stood right against the edge, desperate for a few good pictures and the German couple offered to take our photo, which we greatly appreciated. The ride didn't take nearly as long as Edward had hoped, but I didn't mind. It was relaxing and it took my mind off of other things. Once the ride was over, Edward and I ended up at a pub called 'The Archduke' which was fairly close to Waterloo Bridge. The food was good, but Edward seemed to be drinking more than was absolutely necessary. Before dinner had even arrived, Edward had already finished off three Guinness's.

"Can we head back to the hotel after dinner?" I asked curiously as he nervously moved his French fries along his plate.

"Sure sweetie, do you want to walk or take the subway?"

"Let's cab it. My treat. I would rather get back there sooner rather than later," I said slowly. I wasn't desperate to get back really; I just hoped time would go a bit slower if we were doing nothing at all. When we finally got back to our hotel almost an hour later, Edward was more drunk than I had previously thought. I only had two drinks, but Edward had five. Wonderful way to start our last night together, I told myself as he launched himself onto our bed and patted it heavily, clearly illustrating that he wanted me to join him. I grabbed a bottle of water from the mini-bar, not caring that it probably cost about eight bucks, and handed it to Edward. I wanted him sober and sane again.

"I'm sorry," he slurred as he threw his head back into the pillows and laid his arm over his eyes.

"I know your upset about this Edward, I am too, but I just wanted to enjoy our last night together. Who knows when we'll see each other again," I said with a heavy sigh. Of course my mind was wondering if he would ever want to see me again after I told him about Columbia. Then I let my mind wander about all the different possibilities of what could happen when we are apart. "You could find some stunning girl who loves music as much as you and laughs at your dumb jokes and loves you more than I do when you settle in New York. Who knows what will happen when we're apart."

Edward sat up quickly from the bed, holding his hand against it to soothe the head rush he most likely just got from bolting upright the way he had. "That won't be happening. I don't even notice other girls anymore Bella, so don't worry about me leaving you or cheating on you, that won't ever happen." He gripped my hands in his now and he looked so sincere, I immediately felt bad for even mentioning it at all.

"I was just being factious; I know you don't want anyone else."

"Do you want someone else?" I laughed heavily as the words spilled from his drunken lips.

"No. I want you," I said as I pushed him back onto the bed and crawled onto his lap. "Only you."

EPOV

I should never have put that first glass of Guinness to my lips. I should never have put that second glass there either. Hell, I should never drank at all in the first place, but for a few minutes, it actually helped me forget that Bella and I only had a few more hours together.

So here I sat, drunk as hell, with my sexy fucking girlfriend straddling my lap practically begging me to take her and the first thing that came out of my mouth was "This is probably gonna suck. I'm wasted."

"Thanks for the romance Edward. Perhaps you should drink some of the water I gave you. We can wake up early and try again," she suggested as she rolled off of me, rubbing my hardness with her thigh as she moved.

"NO," I screamed out in disappointment. "I want you, so fucking badly, I just meant with my current state I might not last long."

"So what? Then we do it again and again and again until you last as long as possible," she said with a sexy smile as she reached over to undo the buttons on my jeans. "Maybe this will knock some sense into you," whispered Bella as I felt her tug my pants and boxers down, suddenly exposing my hard cock to her. I felt instant regret. Regret that she was about to go down on me and I was too drunk to fully appreciate it, although I would do my best to try to enjoy it.

As soon as my pants were on the floor, I immediately felt Bella's hand wrap around my shaft, stroking it gently at first and then a little more swiftly. My eyes rolled back into my head as I felt her tongue licking all over me, her hands now cupping my balls. I groaned in pleasure and it made Bella more eager and I suddenly felt her lips wrapped around me, pushing me into her mouth.

"Fuck Bella," I moaned out loudly as I balled my hand into a fist and started pounding it on the bed. Bella was fantastic at giving head, and I was certainly going to miss this when we parted for however long it ended up being. I shook the thought from my head and focused on not coming immediately, which was hard when she started to graze her teeth gently along the underside of my cock.

"Ugh," I called out moments later as she continued her assault on me. I felt one of her hands moving up my stomach, teasing me gently, and then I felt the back of her throat and I came undone. I didn't even have a chance to warn her when I came in her mouth, but thank god she took it like a trooper. Yet another reason why I loved her so much. As I tried to calm my breathing, I reached over and grabbed the bottle of water Bella had brought me earlier, taking a big swig before handing it to her.

"Now next time, you'll last longer," she replied with a chuckle as I looked down at her lovingly.

"Come here," I said as I patted the bed beside me again. I wanted her next to me, so that I could wrap my arms around her and tell her how much I loved her. Bella was still fully dressed, but I didn't care. When she finally lay down beside me, I pulled her close to me and snaked my arms around her waist.

"We're going to be alright, right?" she asked nervously as I began to run my fingers along her arms, which caused goose bumps to rise on her skin.

"I give you goose bumps, that is so fucking cute," I said with a sigh. Just one more thing I would miss about her. "Yeah, we're gonna be alright." Bella nodded her head and her breathing slowed as she fell asleep in my arms. When she started to snore lightly, I pulled my arm from beneath her and headed into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took several big drinks of water in an effort to sober myself up a bit more. When I was done, I pulled off my t-shirt and tossed on my boxers, opting to sit on one of the small chairs beside the bed and just watch her sleep.

I hadn't noticed it before but Bella tended to talk in her sleep, which was pretty endearing. Most of the time I couldn't understand what was being said though. I caught random words like 'blubber', 'Wilson Hall' and 'Columns'. She was definitely a little odd, but she was mine and I loved her and all her idiosyncrasies.

I spent the next two hours simply watching her sleep, her chest rising and falling with each breath. I felt like I was studying each one of her movements, memorizing everything so there was no chance I could forget her. At least I would have the pictures to placate me when she sent them. She would never forget something that important to me, I was confident of this fact. When I started to grow tired, I climbed onto the bed beside Bella and scooped her up into my arms again, running my hand down the side of her cheek.

"Why are you awake?" she asked me slowly as she rolled towards me and let out a yawn.

"I didn't sleep," I admitted to her as her beautiful face grew into a frown. "Sorry."

"I'm sorry I fell asleep, we should have been together." I leaned forward and kissed her lips sweetly, pulling her bottom lip into my mouth to suck on it. I pulled back quickly, almost forgetting something I had really wanted to do today. I jumped from the bed and lost my balance slightly, damned alcohol, before I steadied myself with the edge of the bed.

"What are you doing?" asked Bella as she watched me stalk across the room to my backpack and start rummaging through it.

"I'm looking for something," I said with a slight slur as I finally found the box. I walked back to the bed with my hands around my back and sat down, cross legged in front of her. "I have something for you, but if you want it, you have to play nice." Bella nodded her head slowly and I pulled the long thin box out from behind my back.

"What did you do now?" she asked as a nervous frown crossed her face. I lifted the lid off the box and watched as her eyes widened and she ran her fingers along the links. There was one single charm, a small sterling silver Eiffel Tower, hanging from the center of the bracelet.

"Don't go all crazy and assume I spent thousands, because I didn't," I said as I tried to reassure her. "But, I am on a mission to find other charms that represent our trip, like a sailboat or something like that."

"Can you put it on?" asked Bella with a smile as I lifted it from the box and gripped her wrist lightly, wrapping the links around her and clasping the two ends together. I had to admit, it looked really cute on her wrist, and I felt even better because she had something on her that would always remind her of me.

I slid my hand up her arm and then down her body, grasping the hem of her shirt and pulling it slowly over her head. We had very little time left together but I was definitely going to spend the rest of the night making love to her, no matter how long it took. She was going to remember how much I loved her, and never doubt me. I felt her small hands reach behind my head and bury themselves in my hair as she pulled me closer to her for a much firmer and deeper kiss.

I repositioned myself so that I was kneeling between her legs and reached up to run my fingers along the waistband of her shorts. I tugged them off slowly as I trailed kisses down from her thigh to her toes. Bella was left before me in just her bra and panties, and she looked so gorgeous that I actually didn't want to remove them. My fingers raced up her skin from her ankle past her thigh and stomach, finally settling on the crook of her neck. I leaned down and started to cover her breasts and collarbone with small gentle kisses as I pulled the straps of her bra down and off her shoulders. Bella sat up slowly and unclasped her bra, letting her breasts fall free and I wanted to gasp at the sight of them, even though I had spent the past several weeks adoring them, she still looked as beautiful as ever. When Bella lay back down, I sat back on my knees and stared at her.

"What's wrong?" she asked curiously as stretched her hand out to grab mine.

"Nothing's wrong Bella. Everything is perfect just the way it is," I said with a sigh as I grabbed her thighs in my hands and spread her legs open for me. I started worshipping her by running my finger up and down her white lace covered mound, and Bella released a slight moan from the sensation of my hands on her. I grasped the edge of her panties and slowly slid them from her eager body, returning my finger to her hot center, where it ran the length of her folds. She was soaking wet for me, and I basked in the fact that she was having this reaction to me. As I bent my head forward, my lips felt like a magnet drawn her to clit, so I spread her folds and started to suck furiously on her nub as I slipped two fingers inside of her.

"Shit," groaned Bella as my fingers slid deftly inside of her and my tongue continued its assault on her clit for the next several minutes. I watched as Bella's hands reached behind her head and she grabbed onto the plush fabric headboard for support. As I curled my fingers within her sex, I heard her scream out as her body tensed around me. I loved hearing her cum and loved looking at her face even more when she did it. I kneeled back and took a moment to compose myself as I looked down upon her.

"You are so fucking beautiful, I am so not worthy of you Bella," I said to her as I moved forward and positioned myself between her legs. "Are you on the pill?" I asked curiously, suddenly feeling very angry with myself for not noticing earlier if she took a little pill every single morning. Bella simply nodded her head. I wanted to be inside of her, with no restrictions and from the look on her face, she wanted the same.

My hands gripped her waist, but not as hard as I usually did. I slid myself into her slowly, reveling in the feeling of nothing between us, she felt a million times better than all the other times we had sex. I kept my eyes trained on Bella the entire time we made love. I wanted to see every emotion that crossed her face as I worshipped her body. The sheer passion I felt between us was all that mattered in that moment as I leaned forward and kissed her passionately, my hands now cradling her face. I didn't want this night to end. I shivered as I felt her fingertips move against my chest slowly. I could feel my cock was ready to explode, and I reached my hand between us and rubbed Bella's clit gently.

"Look at me Bella," I said sweetly as her eyes opened slowly and she stared at me, her eyes burning into my soul. I felt her tense beneath me, knowing full well her release was imminent. I reached my hand up to cup her face again, my thumb sliding up and down on the side of her cheek, "No one else Bella." My words were supposed to come out lovingly, but to me they seemed like a demand. Perhaps that was because the beer was still coursing its way through my system, I wasn't sure.

Bella screamed out my name as her entire body tightened and she came for me, which caused me to burst deep inside of her. "No one else Edward. No one else ever."