Mii- Hey me again. Ok another chapie up for this story, but it was rather sad. I think. Anyway, still more chapies to come, maybe.
Chapter 3: Pact of the Heart
An ordinary day, everyday was the same. Fake my smiles and laughs around my friends, and break down crying when they weren't in sight. Only this time I think I might not be able to control my emotions, and I might do something I'll regret. I might actually want to get myself killed if this continues on endlessly. I thought that if I kept up my act while around people, I might actually start to feel happy. But I guess I was wrong. All it's doing is making me worse, I'm forced to watch everyone truly feel content with who they are. And I don't blame them, they are really kind individuals and they deserve to be happy. Not me. I will not be happy, I do not deserve that privilege.
I'm nothing more than a fool. And I do not wish for happiness, not until I am able to experience real friendship for myself. Then and only then will I truly be happy with my life.