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"Dad!" I uttered with instant pain, fear, and sorrow broke my heart as I watched his face. It had crumpled pain and anger fused together. I wanted to rush to him, but I was too afraid. Dad had never been angry or sad around me and I just had no idea what to do, but when he looked at me with those sad eye's, that if human would hold tears, I was already half way on my feet. Before I could move much more my mom rushed in to hug my father.

She hardly paid any attention to me as she kissed dad's face and tried to bring him back. He was starting to go into some sort of shock, if vampires were even able to go into shock. She didn't ask any questions, so I guessed she heard his outburst from grandpa's and grandma's house. Dad paid no attention he only stared at me sadness overcoming the anger.

This happened a few more minutes before dad uttered, "she did the one thing that she knew would break my heart. The thing that could cause me even worse pain than when I left you Bella, and all I can think is how she could do this to me." then he got up and left without a second look at me.

The temperature in the room dropped several degrees as we stared at the open door. The air became hard to breath and I felt my throat tighten. Mom and dad could not let tears fall, but I could, and that is exactly what I did.

They burst out from my eyes in thousands. What was even worse was that I didn't feel mom's cold hard arms comfort me as they usually did. I wondered if she left the room quiet and graceful to retrieve dad. I could never tell if she left or not unless I was looking, so I wiped the tears from my eyes that blurred my vision.

I saw her still in the same position on the floor she had been when she was comforting dad. The only difference was that she was piercing her eyes through me watching me cry, yet she made no motion to comfort me she had dad. Her stare was not even remotely close to containing any type of pity, but neither was their the anger dad contained. The best I can do to describe it is ice. Sharp ice.

After staring at me a few more seconds, she got to her feet in a swift decisive manner and began to walk out of my room. There was no questions or a word she spoke to me and I had no idea what she knew. I watched her reach the door then pause. She slowly(for a vampire) looked back at me and watched me as I watched her.

When she spoke it held no emotion. It was flat with no anger involved. It was sharp and clear once again easily compared to the temperature of her icy skin. She said each word clearly and slowly.

"I have no idea what you did to your father Renesme, and I won't ask, but whatever it is you did you tore your father to pieces, Worse than when he left me and that is bad, really bad."

Then without a second look at me she walked out of my room not bothering to close my door. Tears were already fiercely climbing my eyes blinding me. I wiped them away as each one came. I jumped out of my bed ready to chase after her, but when I passed my window I saw her outside. She sniffed a tree and without a pause ran off into the forest at lightning speed. So she had left to go fd dad because I broke him.

I crumpled to the floor, unable to make it back to my bed. Anger filled me as I regretted everything I did, and could only wish I was able to take it back. That wish was impossible and that fact showed from the bump on my stomach. I had sex and now I was having a baby.

Who even knew what the baby would look like though. It would be a werewolf mixed with human and vampire. I was going to have a monster and it was all my fault.

I continued to cry allowing a continuous stream to fall down my face. Then an idea came to me. Who ever said I had to have a baby? I could give abortion, but I couldn't stand killing a baby, even if it came out to be a terrible monster.

I thought as the tears slowly stopped for another way to stop myself from having this baby. Just some way to get rid of it so dad would feel a little better. I paced my room back and forth then I saw a jump rope sticking out of my closet door.

I could kill it by myself.

I grew excited. That was perfect I could tell dad it was just a pregnancy scare and that everything was okay. I ran to the kitchen and searched our kitchen for a knife. I was the only one to use it being everyone else did not eat. I found a good sized knife and headed back to my room, but when I passed the front door, something flew on top of me throwing me to the ground.

I banged my head on something cold and hard and the knife went flying out of my hands to the doorway. I looked around and saw the door wide open, but no culprit. Then I looked up and saw my Alice and the angry glare she was giving me.

I noticed I my head was in her lap meaning I had not banged it on the floor as I had thought.

When she saw I was okay she lifted me to my feet aggressively and slapped me. Alice actually slapped me. I stared at her angry face with astonishment.

"What in this universe were you about to stab yourself in the stomach for Nessie! Do you know what pain you can cause your parents?" asked Alice through gritted teeth.

I had never seen Alice look so angry or menacing before. Great I was just making everyone angry at me lately.

I was about to answer, but my all of a sudden mom and dad walked in. Dad looked sad still, but a lot better than before. He obviously saw Alice's vision and that's what brought him back, because his face was covered with worry.

"Why would you try and hurt your self Nessie? Are you only trying to hurt us more?" asked my mom before my dad could speak.

I was confused. Didn't they know about thebaby-

Before I could finish my thought my dad looked directly at me sadness slowly turning to anger. "Baby? Nessie this better not be what i think it is." He stared at my eyes searching my thoughts. I tried to conceal my thoughts, but that was one thing I was still not as skilled at.

So he definitely did not know, I thought. He only knows me and Jacob had sex. He must have heard my thoughts only after o found out I was pregnant.

"PREGNANT!!!" he roared so loudly the house actually shook a little. I shrunk back as he glared daggers at me. His golden eyes seemed to be a golden fire.

"Pregnant? Who?" Mom asked.

Alice shook her head having already seen this and the things to come. "Bella she is pregnant by Jacob."

With that my mom did what I would have never expected. She belled out a shriek so high pitched a human wouldn't have heard . It burned my half human ears. My dad and Alice tried to comfort her.

My dad looked up at me for one second to say, "Congragulations, I am sure you have topped both my and your moms list. You have caused the worst pain either of us have ever faced, and we have faced plenty."

Then everything went black and I was cold freezing cold.

Hmmmmmm… harsh I know but I think it is fitting so I had to write it that way

From everyones comments I guess I'll keep writing this one (and I have no Idea where it is going) so ideas are helpful or if I forget something let me know :D

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Okay I am going to stop rambling now

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**** Mrs. Lyla Cullen****