-Naruto-
He's
a cop. That suits him. Probably a detective. Maybe lieutenant. When
he told me, I wanted to tell him I work for the FBI. I lock the
apartment door securely behind me. Did he give me the key so he could
rush off to work or are we getting serious? Both? I wish he'd talk
more. I work in the US, like I said before. It's going through a
depression, or at the very least a deep recession. It makes me even
happier that I have a steady, good job. I make a little over
forty-three thousand dollars a year. I wonder how long it'll take
before Sasuke resents me for it. If we stay together that long. He
gave me a key to his apartment… I'm really glad that neither
Hinata's nor Rosario's initiation rites involved rolling the
dice. I like them both and that's really a terrible thing to have
done to them. You probably don't know enough about gangs to
understand rolling the dice—females usually roll the dice to see
how many guys they have to have sex with to join the gang. They roll
two dice, and if they complete the task, they're in the gang. Men
just have to beat each other up. The MS-13 is male-dominated so
that's not too much of a problem—many of us were socialized to
start fights. Enough of that, you get the point.
Man, I am so
hungry! I wish I could have some ramen. But I have to work. Someone
will have something cooking. There's always something cooking in
the house the gang shares. I'm not taking it for granted; I'm
literally stating a fact. Rosario looks up at the sound of my
rumbling tummy and nods in greeting. A ladle is in her left hand and
her right hand is touching a cookbook. I hug Rosario hello.
--How
did you sleep?— She uses a Colombian slang that takes me a few
seconds to figure out.
--Oh, uh, fine. And you?—
--I slept
okay.—
--I have to pee,-- I inform her, shuffling to the
bathroom. When I return to the kitchen she is chopping root
vegetables. –What are you
cooking?—
--Sancocho.—
--What?—
--Colombian soup.
It's good, I promise.—
--Can I help?—I ask, reaching for a
carrot.
--No!—
--Why?—I quickly withdraw my hand. –I
washed my hands!—
--You still can't
help.—
--You…meanie.—
Rosario laughs uproariously as
Hinata walks into the room. We greet her.
--Hey, you could help me
cook.—
--I'd like that.— Hinata smiles shyly and pours
handfuls of diced vegetables into the cauldron on the stove.
--It's
sancocho. You probably don't have it in El Salvador.—
--Not
that I've seen.— Hinata blushes when she's lying. She doesn't
know enough about El Salvadorian culture or cooking to know if they
have sancocho.
--Mexico has it. They call it something different
though.—I touch the scars on my face and bounce up and down as I
watch them make the soup. –I'm so hungry!—
--We know,-- they
laugh. Hianata places a lid on the large pot, then sits on the floor
with me. Rosario hovers over the stove, peering at the simmering
soup. An agonizing amount of time passes before Rosario hollers that
the soup is ready. I spring over to her and am the first to be served
a bowl. Dozens of other people crows the kitchen, clamoring for the
food. I had no idea there were so many gang members—actually I did,
it just seems like there are lots more because this kitchen can't
hold them all comfortably. I guard my soup protectively, waiting for
it to cool as I watch as the others are served. "Have you ever had
this before?" I mumble to Hinata. I don't want to be caught
speaking English. Neither does she, but her voice is so quiet that
she will never need to mumble. She shakes her head. "It's good,"
I promise her. She agrees enthusiastically with me moments later. Not
through speech, but she nods. She's just so quiet. Most of them
think it's charming because they've never met such a shy person
before. But I really worry about whether she fits in. I know I do—I'm
Peruvian. It's just culture-clash jitters…but this is an FBI
investigation. Oh great, now I'm thinking about the work aspect of
it all and what will happen in the end.
There are six weeks left. I hope they go easy on Rosario. I really like her.
"I
know we're not supposed to get attached to the people here but
they're very nice and damn, the food is good," the agent leans
back, smiling and satisfied.
"It's a Latino thing."
The
agents stare at me.
"What? Let me have racial pride. So is six
weeks enough time for the deadline?"
Everyone smiles. They know
that when I ask if the amount of time left in an investigation is
enough for the deadline, it is my way of saying I want this to be
done already.
"Yes, Uzumaki, it's enough time."
Yes,
Uzumaki, we're almost done.
I send a silent prayer of thanks to
whoever is listening when I hear that.
We have almost
everything we need for this and everyone is safe so far. This is
good. It's also a dangerous time in this investigation where one
agent can relax and let something slip or be careless with
information or evidence. Anything like that and we are more than
screwed as individuals, as agents, as an agency…am I supposed to be
paying attention? I listen for a few minutes. Then I listen more. And
I listen more. My heart sinks and my stomach twists as I keep
listening. Before you ask, I can't tell you. It's classified
information, that's the answer to your questions. You'd wish I
hadn't told you if I did tell you, anyway. I ate too much…I am so
tired…I want to sleep this all away. They're not going to go easy
on Rosario. They're not going to go easy on anyone. I—ugh.
"Go
to sleep, Naruto," Hinata whispers in the darkness.
"I'll
try."
