Disclaimer: I own nothing except for the plot.
Stuff with quotation marks and in italics are her thoughts and just plain italics are lyrics.
Chapter Three: WTFWJD?
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Well school today was...interesting. Lets see...we got progress reports and in math I got a 50, science I got a 79, language arts I got a 80, and french a 90. Pitiful. I never had anything less than 95 percent and here all my grades are. My GPA was 4.0+ and now it's 3.0. My grades are slipping and so is my dignity. All my teachers look down upon me and no longer see me eye to eye.
I walk out of school and walked outside of school and began to walk home.
"Courtney!" Duncan.
I kept sill and my back facing him.
"What's really wrong Court? Honestly, I believe I didn't do anything wrong."
I kept my back facing him. "Duncan you did do something wrong. You didn't find out." I said and continued to walk home.
I knew Duncan wasn't following. He's probably too stumped on what I just told him. I let a few tears fall down my face before I wipe them away. I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned around to see Trent. He was smiling then that smile went upside down.
"Hey, Court, what's wrong?"
"Nothing I was thinking of this really sad movie I was watching last night. So what's up?" I ask trying to smile.
"Courtney, I've seen Gwen try that one on me, we're friends right?" I nod once and begin to walk. I knew he was going to follow, he's just that type of guy. We had a few moments of silence before he broke it.
"So are you going to tell me what's wrong?"
"My mom is going through a rough time and it's taking a toll on me more than I expected." I say and sigh. It was somewhat the truth.
"Oh, I'm sorry, what happened?"
My mom and dad got a divorce." I say as we reach my house which was big and in the front of the complex. It was a brownish/tannish brick colored house. I stand in front of it and look at it. So many memories are held here...and now are destroyed.
"Y'now it's not your fault." I sit down on the steps and he did the same and looked ahead.
"I know, but taking the blame makes makes matters so much better." I say and he looks at me, then his watch, he stands, and I followed suit.
"Eh, I have to meet Gwen at the mall." I nod. "Are you going to be okay?"
"Yeah." He gives me a comfort hug.
"Thanks Trent." I give a small smile and walked to the door and looked back at Trent's retrieving figure. I unlock the door and go straight to my room. I locked the door, grabbed my iPod, plopped on my bed, and turned on my laptop. This is my daily routine and hasn't changed since my mom and dad got a divorced which was almost 3 months ago. I heard my phone ring and I pick it up to see it's Duncan.
"Hello?"
"Courtney, we need to talk."
"Okay Duncan."
"Be there in five." I ended the call and continued to surf the web. I have math homework to do but I didn't even feel like taking out my calculus book. I headed downstairs to open the door to let Duncan in but on the way I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of Doritios and poured me a glass of Mountian Dew. I heard Duncan ring the doorbell and put my glass down and went to answer the door.
"Hi."
"Hey." He says. I opened the door wider to let him in. He walked ahead of me and turned around to face me. "Courtney, wthat's wrong and don't say nothing because nothing isn't a valid answer.
"I'm hungry so I'm eating." I held up the bag of Doritos. I sit down on one of the stools in the foyer. Duncan looks at me up and down. He grabs my wrists and squeezes them lightly.
"Is it something I did?"
"No, Duncan, sometimes if I avoid you doesn't always mean that I'm mad at you."
He scoffs and folded his arms.
"Name one time." I got up and went to the living room and sat down and so did Duncan.
"This time." I say as I laid my head on his lap.
"Then what are you mad at then?" I kept silent.
"I'll tell you some other day." I say.
"Okay."
I really didn't want to ruin the moment. I sigh in content and rest my eyes. I know this won't last very long but sometimes my heart needs the attention and the little demon inside me will just have to wait.
Tiny heart, stuck inside yourself.
When will you open up for me?
I love you so, wanna meet you again.
Before one of us must go...
Sometimes I wonder what the fuck would Jesus do in my situation.
Yay another chapter. Thank you for all the nice reviews. This chapter I really wanted to show what one of her normal days at school is like.
Uhmm the bolded part is also the title. WTFWJD=What the fuck would Jesus do. I do not own the title it belongs to I Set My Friends on Fire which is their song title which is an amazing song by the way. The lyrics today are by Flyleaf again and the song is call Tiny Heart which I also do not own.
Well Addios.
