Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight Stephenie Meyer does so don't sue me!
A/N: Hello readers. So I'm sorry about this chapter was so late, life got a hold of me. Hey I finally got this thing typed so I'm going to post it soon.
Chapter 5
BROV
It was the longest drive from Forks to Seattle, well it seemed like it to me. I couldn't stop moving around, I nervous. Well truth be told I was more than nervous, more like scared shitless. I knew nothing about being a mom, hell I'm only 18! I never had to take care of anyone else but me. I don't even have anyone to talk to about this. Well I could always ask Esme, no I don't want to bug her. Its times like these I wished my mother were still alive. She died when I was three. We were driving to Portland. We had just pulled out from a stop sign, when a drunk driver came out of nowhere and crashed into the driver's side. I remembered how my mom yelled at me to get down, then her screaming in pain. It seemed like it took hours for the cops to come, by the time they got there her was already dead. When I was little I always thought it was my fault that she died, if I had just shut up and not talked her into going back home so I could get doll, she would still be alive. It was my fault…
"BELLA!" I jumped and clutched my heart at the sound of Emmett's voice.
"Huh? Yeah? What?" I breathed, I was trying to get my speeding heart back to normal.
"You ok over there? I was calling your name for over 2 minutes now, you had that far away look." I could tell he was worried about me.
"Yeah, I was just thinking about mom." I looked away to hide the tears that were threatening to fall.
"Bella, you know that it was never your fault right?"
"Yeah but sometimes I think what if…"
"Bella, you can't think about "what ifs". It wasn't your fault nor will it ever be. Hell if you want to blame someone, blame that fucking dumbass drunk driver that killed mom! What I'm trying to say is that was never was nor will ever be your fault."
"Yeah, thanks Em. I just miss mom, special now. "
"Yeah I do too, I do too. Ok so do you have any idea where the fuck we are going? Cause I have no fucking idea."
"Yeah you keep going straight then take a right." I told him. I was still looking though my a\bag when suddenly I was falling forward. I was falling face first toward the dashboard. Fuck this is going hurt! Shit, yup I was right, it hurts. That's going to hurt for a few days.
"What the hell Emmett?!?" I screamed. Okay ow , I shouldn't have done that. Damn now my head is killing me, fuck.
"Sorry Bells, I thought I saw someone." He said. Still looking around the sidewalk.
"Who did you see? Or thought you saw?"
"No one, never mind." He said to quickly, I knew he was not telling me something.
"Tell me, please Emmy bear." I was using my sweet little sister voice on him.
"Nope." Ok so he wants to be stubborn, well two can play at that game.
"Please."
"No."
"Please."
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"Please."
"NO!"
"PLEASE!"
"NO!"
"Emmett, we both know that this is can be easy or can be very hard for you. Take your pick." I stated very calmly. We both know that I can be the most stubborn person in the world.
"Ok, I'll tell you but you can't start freaking out." Why would he think I would freak out?
"Ok, deal."
"Um, I think I saw Jake." As soon as he said his name, my world came to a stop. I couldn't breathe, or think, the only thought that went through my head was Shit, how did he find us?
"Are you sure?" I had to know if he really saw him.
"Yeah, pretty sure. I don't know how he could have found us if that was him, though." Shit. Shit. Shit. Fuck. How could he have found us? No one knew where we where going.
"Bella, you ok over there?" Emmett asked.
"Am I ok? Are you really asking that question? No, I'm not okay, I freaking out over here! You just said that you think you saw Jake! The one person I never want to see. I out of that world and people I never want to see." I snapped. "I'm sorry Emmett I didn't mean to snap at you."
"It's cool I know that you don't want to see any of those people, hell neither do I. I also know that we have change over the years and that will never be those people again. Fuck if that turns out to be Jake then I going to fucking kick his ass. He has some balls to come around you or me after what he did." Oh shit, Emmett is in big brother mode. But the thought of him kicking Jake's ass makes me glad that someone else wants to kick his also.
"Yeah I don't think that you're the only one who wants to beat the shit out of him." I would love to kick Jake's ass for what he did to me.
"Yeah, Edward and Jasper would most likely want to help." Fuck, Edward! What is Edward going to do when I tell him that Emmett thinks he saw Jake? Oh god, he's not going to let my go anywhere alone.
"We will need to keep a look out for Jake, if he is near me, he will leave clues." He will make it known that he is in town.
"Alright, will do. So you going to tell Edward?"
"Yeah I will. I can't not tell him." That was true I could never keep anything from Edward. A few minutes later and I was falling into dreamland full of Edward, me and the baby.
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"Bella." I jumped at the sound of my name. I most have fell back to sleep after we checked in.
"That's you Bells."
"Ugh, I don't want to get up."
"Ok then." All of a sudden I'm upside down over Emmett's shoulder.
"Emmett! Put me down right now!" If he fucking drops me I'm going to hurt him so bad.
"Nope." He popped the "p".
"I'll take your X 360 and you won't get it for the rest of your life!"
"No you won't, you'll get tired of it in your room." Damn he had me there.
"Then I'll smash it!"
"You won't dare."
"Try me." I threaten.
"No thanks." He finally put me back on my feet. All the blood that went to my head when I was upside down came back down making dizzy. Me and dizzy don't really real mix that well. Making me lose balance.
"Whoa, watch it there, you don't want to fall, Bells."
"Alright come this away, Bella."
I gasped at the cool gel was squirted onto my abdomen.
Well there is the baby." She pointed to blur now the screen.
"I don't see it."
"Look right there. You see that blur that is moving?"
"Yeah."
"Well that's your baby. I would say that your about 7-8 weeks along."
"Thank you."
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I just got out of the shower, I had forgotten my shirt in the room. I got one of my old shirts out.
I was pulling on my shirt when I noticed his eyes on me, watching my every move. Self-consciously, I blushed. "What? I'm I already that fat? I understand if you think I'm ugly, Edward."
"Bella, you're not ugly. You're beautiful, no you're even more than beautiful. And the fact that you're having my baby makes you even more beautiful. Please don't ever think that you're ugly, Love."
His left hand cupped my neck as he kissed my lips, while his right moved down my hips.
"I love you, Bella," he said adoringly.
"I love you too, Edward," I breathed.
Edward's green eyes locked with mine before his mouth went to my stomach. He kissed my stomach, telling the baby how much he loves it.
"Hello little baby, I'm your daddy. I want you to know that I love you, even though I haven't met you yet." Edward said to the baby with all the love in the world in his voice. He looked back up at me, "I love you so much Bella. You have no idea how much I love you."
I nodded and fell asleep to Edward humming my song.
A/N: Awww Edward can be so sweet sometimes. So was that Jake? If so what did he do to the Swans? Review, it makes me post sooner!
