I lay down on his bed next to him. We were eye to eye. He caught my stare and held it, as if it was the last time he were to lay his eyes on me.
"What's wrong Zuko?" she whispered as silvery as ever. I couldn't help but think that I'd spent too much time with her and now I'd have to leave her.
"I don't know, come here" he smiled as he wrapped his arms around my torso and gently released his usually reluctant lips on to mine. Was he finally letting me inside of him?
I've always been careful not to let her know too much about my horrible past in fear of losing her trust again, of losing her love. But today I needed to be as open as possible, because I knew they were coming for me.
"I love you, thank you" He whispered in my ear. Why was he thanking me? I was oblivious to the fact but took the advantage of this moment and started to pull myself closer until there was nowhere we were separated.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and her gracious legs slid up my thigh. Oh no! I knew exactly what she was doing and this would be harder than I thought. She pulled my shirt off and I couldn't stop her, I loved her too much.
This moment filled my head with our memories. I couldn't stop; I just had to keep going. My first time, and I couldn't believe it was with Zuko of all people. This thought couldn't escape from my head and I didn't want it to either.
She gently slid her hand to the bottom of her shirt ready to lift it. I grabbed her hand before she lifted it and our gazes met. Her lips were set in a pout that made me feel horrible.
"I'm sorry" she looked down, I couldn't do this to her, I had to fix it.
I couldn't believe I was so stupid! What if I went too far for him? What if I went too far for me? He lifted my head grinning. I was confused now.
"That's my job" he chuckled lightly. I smiled back at him and he kissed me. and then it happened.