I'm very, very, very, very sorry guys! I know, I hate Author's Notes too, but this one had to be posted.
I'm not going to update for a while, seeing as I'm too sad. Even as I'm writing this, I'm crying my eyes out.
The constant tears are clouding up my vision and crushing my creativity right now, so I couldn't write the next chapter even if I tried to right now.
My life is literally hell. Seriously. My parents are getting divorced, my grandma got cancer, my boyfriend broke up with me today, and I realized I was in love with my best friend, who's a girl!!!!
And to top it all off, my grandma passed away last night. My mom said that she died peacefully in her sleep, and that she was smiling the whole time. I didn't want to hear it so I locked myself away in my room.
Has that ever happened to anyone else? Does anyone besides myself get so angry and not want to hear how much the one who passed away loved you, and that they had a good life, and that it was okay and they were in a better place? Am I the only one who can't stand those words of 'comfort'?
I'm so sorry I'm letting you guys down for a while. Don't expect me to update for at least a week, but don't worry, I'll post extra when I get around to it.
I wish you all the best and hope your lives aren't as miserable as mine.