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Chapter 4: Good Feeling

I gotta feeling (woo hoo)

That tonight's gonna be a good night,

That tonight's gonna be a good night,

That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

(Black eyed peas- I gotta Feeling)

The next morning, I felt a strangely peaceful today, even after a frustrating awakening after an amazing Jared dream.

I had a good feeling about today, so I wore my favourite SpongeBob smarty pants shirt (it looked good and it was comfy) with some shorts and black ballet flats.

It was another rushed morning, as I spent too long day-dreaming about Jared's eyes as I was brushing my hair, so I had to run to school.

Eventually I arrived at school, panting like a dog, but on time. I was still panting by the time I got to calculus.

I felt the rest of the day was insignificant as I entered the classroom for 4th period History, for there, occupying the seat next to me, was my very own beam of sunshine, Jared. I stood there for a minute, gazing at Jared's beauty, and I must have looked like an idiot. It seemed I was blocking the entrance to the classroom, as someone behind me coughed, and my brain kicked back into action.

"Oh, sorry", I mumbled as I slowly made my way over to Jared's direction.

I approached my chair and was slightly annoyed. Jared hadn't looked up once from where he was sitting at my arrival. He hadn't noticed me at all; he was just staring at the old wooden desk in front of him.

As I sat down, I noticed a smouldering heat emitting from somewhere around Jared. I looked in his direction to find the source of the heat, when I was struck brain-numb once again by the beauty of his face. When I first entered the classroom, I was concentrating more on the fact that Jared was once again part of my life, but now I was up close, and I was absolutely stunned.

He had changed so much in the last two weeks he had been away. His long, silky hair had been cut into a short buzz cut, his face etched in a permanent frown, making me miss the smile I had wanted to see for so long. At last I reached his eyes. They were still the same beautiful almond shape framed by long, black lashes, but this time, they lacked they joy and happiness. That joy was replaced with sadness, and great pain, so much so that it made my heart throb with longing to comfort this beautiful man. Even in pain, Jared would always be the most beautiful thing on this earth.

My ogling was interrupted by Mr. Franklin, who was apparently announcing our latest history project partners. I half-hoped, half-dreaded the time when he would set my partner. I knew who he would put me with, as Jared was the last to be set along with me. I waited with a baited breath as Mr. Franklin said those final words. I was mortified, and joyous at the thought of being paired with Jared, and completely terrified at the thought of having to study alone with him.

Come on girl, get a grip of yourself!

At the end of the lesson, I mustered up all the courage I had to go and talk to him about the up-coming project, after all, if I was too cowardly to go talk to him, how were we ever going to get this project finished?

My courage almost disappeared when he stood up. How could I not have noticed those muscles? They were so big. I swear my eyes must have popped out of my head by now. How did you ever get to be so tall? He was a good four or five feet taller than me.

"Um, Jared" I said in a small, squeaky voice.

"Hmmm?" came his honey smooth reply.

"Err..... I'm Kim, your project partner, and I was wondering if you would cometomyhouselatertodaytodoworkontheproject?" I mumbled quickly, as I wrote my address down on a small scrap of paper and practically shoved it at him.

"Sure" he said in a deep, sexy, husky voice.

"I'll be over around 5, Okay?"

"EEP!" I squeaked out. No! He was going to think I was nuts now.

I cleared my throat.

"Err, I mean....Okay" I replied as smoothly as I could, but I probably sounded drunk.

Now I was left with the impact as he walked away, his broad shoulders looking really nice.

I could not believe that I had just invited him to my house. I felt like screaming. What I also couldn't believe, and I realised it now that I thought over our conversation, was that not once did he look at my face. I must say, although he was Jared, I was upset that he did not have the decency to look me in the eye while he was talking to me. It was only basic manners. I wasn't that bad looking that it was hard to look me in the face. Avoiding my eyes was rude. I had never done anything to him!

Humph. I was not in a good mood for tonight.

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