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Chapter 13 - Jacob's house.

**At that thought, i pulled up both our hands which were still intertwined, and kissed his hand. He just looked at me and gave me my crooked smile.**

School had been rather uneventful and boring all morning until Mike Newton asked me out to the local dance coming up. I small wave of excitement shot through me, knowing this time i didn't need an excuse to say no, or to let him down easy, my god of a boyfriend was taking me. He asked me this morning while he was driving me to school in his shiny silver volvo. As if he'd even needed to ask, of course I'd say yes. How could anyone say no to a face like his? I decided that i no longer cared if Mike got hurt by what i said, therefore i wouldn't feel guilty either, so i decided to just tell him the truth. " I'm sorry Mike, but my god of a boyfriend is taking me to the dance. I hope you find someone though." i said, not bothering to let him down easy. Why shouldn't he know that i have a personal god that loved me for me, as odd as it may be. The look on his face gave everything away, he was devastated, like he'd just been told that he has cancer and that he has six months to live. Mile really needs to realize that I'm not his, nor have i ever been and nor will i ever be. Even if i hadn't found Edward. I didn't bother waiting for his reaction, it was going to take a while for him to snap out of his little day dream, or whatever it was that was going through that thick skull of his. So i just walked off. You'd think that after him asking me out, and me rejecting him time after time that he'd get the picture. But no, he just keeps coming back, as if i was cheese in a mouse trap, and he was definitely the stupid mouse that kept trying to get the cheese and got hit every time. It never seized to shock him when i said no. God that boy has some issues, i don't see what all the girls at school see in him.

I was walking into the parking lot when i realized two things. One, i didn't think about how i was getting home when i got driven to school by Edward. Dammit! And second, it was raining, perfect! I hate the rain, and now i have to walk three kilometers in it, and i won't see Edward until tonight. Oh, this afternoon was just peachy. I inhaled a deep breath before beginning what was sure to be a long walk, which would be followed by long night. As i was walking down towards the highway, i couldn't help but think about the upcoming dance this weekend and what I'd wear. I guess this meant calling Alice. I exhaled heavily and began dialing her number knowing it would fill in some of this long walk. She picked up after only a few rings in her usual high pitched, cheerful voice.

"Bella!" she screamed, obviously excited about something, while i pulled the phone away from my ear so i didn't go deaf. "You have to come over here before the dance this saturday, I've already bought you a dress and there's no way I'm letting you do your own make-up, so don't even bother asking." Alice said. Her voice always sounded as if she was singing, I've never heard anyone's voice so clear and smooth. "Oh my god, Alice!" i said, surprisingly excited for once, i was never even close to being excited, normally. When it came to shopping, make-up and Alice, they were the three most deadly things to put together, pure torture was ALWAYS the result. I swear she could make a villain beg to go to jail, just to escape her 'human barbie' moods. "Your a life saver, that was exactly what i was calling for. thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you." I said whilst almost jumping on the spot with excitement. She said she need to go shop and i didn't hesitate to let her go, if i hadn't, she was sure to drag me along.

The phone call hadn't used as much time as I'd hoped, which was a disappointment. By now i was on the highway, passing the outside of the Quiluette Reservation. That was where Jacob and his dad, Billy, Lived. I decided to turn off and see Jacob, i owed him an apology from the party when he decided it was a smart idea to take on Edward for absolutely no reason at all, i didn't mean for him to get hurt. I secretly hoped he'd give me a ride home too.

The walk to Jacob's house had taken fifteen minutes, but it only seemed like five. That was probably due to the fact that i was thinking about Edward though. Thinking about Edward today was what brought me through the day, i have no idea how i survived the boring school days before Edward, it doesn't seem possible to imagine how i lived without him. Although i swear i came close to faking a sickness just to have an excuse to go to the hospital and see him. I knocked on the door of Jacob's house, it was an old wooden door which was painted a bright red. Billy answered, i don't know why I had expected Jacob to, oh well. " Hey Billy, is Jacob home by any chance?" i asked politely. i hope I'm not intruding on anything. "oh. um, yeah. I'll just go get him" Billy said sounding unsure if it was a good idea to let me see Jacob. I wonder what his problem was?

Jacob walked out a few seconds later, looking quite angry. I wonder why? "what do you want?" i felt like slapping him across the face, how could he be so rude? "I was going to apologize for saturday night, with what happened with my boyfriend. Im sorry, it shouldn't have gotten that far." i apologized, i knew he could hear i truly was sorry. "He's. Your. Boyfriend.?" He said each word slowly, sounding infuriated. He was scaring me, a little made its way through my lips without my permission. "yes" i said, nodding and trembling. "will you come for a walk with me please?" he asked, still angry. I think he was trying to hide the intensity of how angry he was, but i could see it in his eyes. i agreed and we set off in the woods. He didn't a word until we stopped...

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