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Chapter 14.

He stared into my eyes while a huge evil grin began to stretch across the devious features of his face. I couldn't move, I was too shocked to even twitch one of my fingers. What was Jacob doing? I couldn't think properly or at all really. I couldn't make myself move, even though every muscle in my body screamed at me to run. 'Run, RUN! Run before he gets you' my conscience screamed at me within the confines of my extremely frantic head. So why could I move?

I have no idea how, but somehow I managed to find my voice. "What are you doing?" I asked in a low, scared tone. My voice cracking in the process. I never seemed to be able o manage saying a sentence properly whenever I was scared or nervous. I don't know if there's a stronger word for scared, but I was WAY beyond what you could classify 'scared' right now. Even I could hear how much I was trembling when I spoke, and I'm sure he could see how excessively I was shaking too, which probably gave Jacob some kind of sick 'thrill'.

"Getting revenge. I've waiting too long for this moment, Bella." He answered. How on earth did I see him as sweet and king before? I feel so stupid; right now I think the words: evil and sadistic fit him a lot better. Not that that helped the way I was feeling. Trust me to be the person who finds a sadistic best friend that turns on me. I felt my muscles lock up, more than they already were at least, which I didn't think possible, and my knees go weak, buckling. I stopped breathing, which certainly didn't help with the current situation I'd managed to get myself in. One tremor after another rolled through my body that combined with my lack of oxygen, causing me to feel light headed.

Jacob moved his face to mine, hesitating before he crushed his lips to mine. I was hyperventilating before he kissed me, if you could call that kissing. Yuck. I couldn't breathe and I tried to pull my arms up to attempt to push him off, even though it wouldn't work because he was stronger than me anyway, but he pinned my wrists to the tall, thick tree directly behind me before I had the chance to move.

I started to cry, I couldn't help it. I was furious and beyond upset at the same time. Furious because I trusted Jacob more than my own parents and he turned around and did this, and upset, well, because it was Jacob of all people. His lips forcefully pushed mine open and Jacob shoved his tongue down my throat. I screamed against his lips, even though I knew it wouldn't do any good. Jacob slammed my body against the tree at the sound of my attempt to scream and my back arched in pain. Tears were flowing down my cheek while I was quietly sobbing, trying to force myself to stop but not being able to find it in me to.

He surprised me when he stepped back, only to slap me across the face and then slam his hands into my shoulders, practically paralyzing me. I tried to move, struggling, but he took his right hand off of my shoulder and punched me in the jaw. I let out a cry on pain but his hand had already covered my mouth. When did he become so mean? Especially to me, we'd been friends for as long as I can remember. Making mud pies and crazy things like eating worms when we were infants, and now he was doing this!

I feared for what was about to happen, wondering if he'd do so much as let me live. Even if I could somehow manage to spontaneously escape his hold, he was faster than me, and he'd be able to catch me, without a doubt. And I couldn't exactly scream, well I could but it wouldn't make any difference. Typically we were out of hearing range, so no body would be able to hear me.

I couldn't stop crying, and it certainly didn't help when Jacob grabbed my arm, rather abruptly, and threw me to the ground. Ouch! As if my luck wasn't bad enough as it is, I just had to land on a stick as well. When my head jolted up from the sharp pain in my back from the stick, I realized that my leg was broken. I couldn't feel it, but you could certainly tell just by looking at it. I wrenched the stick out from under my back and slumped back onto the forest floor. If there was any hope of being able to run away, that hope had definitely perished now. After today, I don't know if I'll able to trust anyone, that is, if I live past today. How could I trust anyone after today, I trusted Jacob more than Alice and look what he'd become.

As I lay on the dirty, muddy forest floor sobbing, Jacob began to lower himself on top of me. 'What is he doing?' I thought to myself. I though he was beating me up, now he looked almost aroused. Was he really that sick that this would turn him on? Surely enough, he then took of his pants, and slid his hands up my skirt. I yelped and started to squirm but he just pinned me to the floor. He the groped me and I screamed out in pain. Was he trying to rip me apart?

I knew I wasn't going to be able to break free of him, especially with my broken leg, so I just lay back. I knew I needed to distract myself so I tried to go through things that would take my mind away from what was happening. I came up clueless until I stumbled over the memory of the laying on Edward's chest. That night was so peaceful and relaxing compared to this. This was hell.

I came out of my day dream with an extremely painful punch in the stomach. The pain didn't go away like I thought it would. My breathing became painful, and that's when it occurred to me. Jacob just broke one of my rips. "Can't you just kill me?" I thought to myself, at least then id be put out of my misery. OUCH! Another punch, this time breaking my shoulder. I let a bloodcurdling shriek through my lips as I tried to twist onto the side of my body that wasn't broken.

I could roll onto my side because of Jacob's stupid arm! My legs tried to curls up to my stomach because of the pain in my rips, but Jacob was still in the way. 'wont the asshole move!' i though to myself, wishing i could somehow make the pain go away. Edward! yes, that what i needed to think about. I began to day dream again, ignoring the fact that Jacob was obviously enjoying himself. Even though it was hard to faze out Jacob with him moaning and grunting, which was fucking SICK, i eventually managed to get the image of Edward in my head. He was so beautiful, his perfect features, his pale skin, so smooth. His topaz eyes that sparkled in the sunlight and made me smile automatically.

Jacob pulled 'himself' out of me, pulled his pants up, and walked away. Leaving me there, laying on the forest floor sobbing with 2 broken rips, a broken leg, a broken shoulder and any other injuries i hadn't quite noticed yet. Not that i was particularly sure i'd ever get the chance to notice. My leg was bleeding from where the bone of my skin had broke and made its way through my skin. It was disgusting, and i was loosing a lot of blood.

I still couldn't move, or at least enough to get up, not that the idea of getting up and trying to walk particularly appealed to me at the moment. I began to curl my legs up to my stomach, only to find out that Jacob had either broken more than two ribs, or he'd broken them beyond repair, One of the two, so i put my legs back down. It was two painful moving, so i just lay there, waiting for death to take me. I was trying to muster up the energy and strength to get up, but i simply couldn't, no matter how much i wanted to get up and try find some help.

Some thing caught my attention, something, or someone moving in the bushes. 'oh god, please, please tell me thats not Jacob coming back for more 'fun'. i pleaded inside my head. It couldn't be Jacob, or any other human for that fact, it was moving at and incredible speed. It couldn't be an animal either, not even a lion moves that fast! woah. it was like a plane, i couldn't see what it was, it was moving so quick that my eyes couldn't comprehend if it was just that wind. Something in my body told me it wasn't the wind.

Suddenly, there was someone beside me. I wish i couldve been awake long enough to recognize who it was, but i blacked out.

[ohhhh.... who do you think it is ? hehe... ]