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Chapter 16

*"we need to talk." Edward said in a strained voice as he came and sat next to me on my bed.*

Edward Cullen

As i left work and began to drive to Bella's house, i had an off feeling. I couldn't quite pin point it, it was odd, like something bad was happening or it was about to. It was sort of random, but i decided to call Bella to make sure everything was alright. I new it was silly, but i needed to know. I pulled out my phone and dialed her number, which only required pushing one button considering i'd already put her on speed dial. I know, I'm like a girl, putting her on speed dial after dating her for what, two days? I brought the phone up to my ear as it began to connect. I hadn't started driving yet, i guess i just needed to hear her voice first. It was sort of stupid, me being this attached to her already. Wasn't it the girls job to be the clingy person in the relationship?

The phone rang and then rang some more. When it reached voicemail and she still hadn't picked up. I ended the call and rang back only to get the same result. 'where is she? she always answers her phone' i thought to myself. I guess i can't really say she always answers her phone, I've only known her for a total of four days. As the impatient man i am, i threw the stupid piece of metal and plastic onto the passenger seat and began to speed down the highway to her house. I got as few finger pointed at me, and some beeping horns as well as an astonishing amount of wicked cussing at me, but i guess that was to be expected considering i was weaving in and out of the traffic at 120 km per hour in a 80 km speed zone.

I pulled to her house and almost jumped out of the car whilst it was still moving. thankfully i had more sense than than to jump out of a car while it was still moving, so i turned the key off, THEN ran to her door. Almost tripping over my own feet in the process i might add. I knocked on the door and considering knocking it down but decided that wouldn't make any substantial difference. i waiting, rather impatiently, and began to knock again. When there wasn't an answer i began to go into a panic attack. I know this is stupid, she could just be at a friends house for all i know, but if she was, why didn't she take her phone?

I needed to chill out, so i got back in my car and then began to drive again. It wasn't until i hit the highway that i realized where i was driving. I was driving to my families house. I'm sure my father will be able to calm me down, as well as give me an excuse for Bella not having her phone with her, where ever she was. Speaking of which, i haven't even told my parents i have a girlfriend. That should be an interesting conversation, when it comes to them asking how old she is, and how we met at least. I wonder how they'll react..?

i could barely think they whole way there, thankfully the drive only took about ten minutes. The few thoughts that were passing my head were all over Bella. She consumed them all. I knew i needed to distract myself from totally freaking out, so i put on Claire de lune by debussy. The song always seemed to calmed me down, and this was no exception. After listening to the sound of the piano, my entire body relaxed and i sunk down in my chair feeling more comfortable.

I pulled into my driveway, humming to the pleasant tune fulling the air in my car. I turned my car off and got out, still humming Claire de lune, and strode towards the door in my newly found happy mood. Once i got to the door i didn't bother knocking, this is where i grew up, so it was home. I strode in and ended up stopping abruptly and then running to Alice's side. There she was, on the floor with her head on the floor, sobbing. I'd never seen Alice like this, she was always so happy and bouncy. She wasn't even this sad when her first boyfriend broke up with her, she just went shopping and came home happier than ever.

I rushed to her side in hopes to comfort her in some way. As soon as i saw how distressed she was a pained look crossed my face. Whatever has happened, it must be catastrophic. "ALICE! what's wrong?" i demanded. I could hear the amount of concern in my tone, and I'm sure Alice could too. She looked as if she was about to choke as she said the one word that sent me straight into a panic attack. "Bella" she said before another round of tears hit her. I couldn't move, i was frozen. Dead. I dropped my head to the floor, crying, just as Alice was. I felt as if someone was clawing out my heart form the inside. Alice looked at me, confused, like she was trying figure something out. "what? what is it?" she asked, concern evident in her tone of a few minutes i found my voice, i needed to know if we were talking about the same person, angel i should say. "Bella Swan?" i asked. She seemed to pull herself together a bit, or enough to talk at least. "yes. how do you know her?" she asked with both a curious and confused look on her face. It was like a bullet to the gut, my whole body jerked at the conformation.

I felt like someone had just pushed me into a fiery pit of death. I could've been burning alive for all i knew, it would've felt the same anyway. What could have happened to her to make Alice so upset, and how did she even know Alice?

Just then it hit me, she must be friends with Alice, she went to her birthday party. I never thanked Alice for that, if i hadn't seen Bella there when i dropped in to say 'happy birthday' to Alice, i might not have seen Bella ever again. As much as it should, knowing this didn't make me feel relieved, not in the slightest. "She. My. Girlfriend" i finally responded, thinking through every word before i said it. I didn't really think was the appropriate time to reveal us as a couple, but i wasn't going to just ignore her question, especially when she was already crying and breaking down. I don't think i have ever been in as much pain as I'm in now, and i don't even know what happened to her yet.

"oh" she said, before carrying on. "I'm sure she'll be fine, Carlislie is operating now."

"WHAT!? what happened?" i screamed at her before i even had a chance to think. Operating? what could she have gotten herself into that could've resulted in surgery? In that instant i jumped to my feet without even putting any thought into the action. I was ready to run to her side, but not ready at the same time. What if she wasn't going to be fine? what if she dies? what will i do then? "um. i don't really think you want to know. You should probably go take a bath or something, you need to relax" She said. I was fuming, relax? relax. ha. Was she mad? "relax!" i scoffed. "HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO RELAX?" i screamed in her face, i knew she didn't deserve it, but i couldn't help it. It was more of an involuntary action, i couldn't stop myself. I took in a deep breath and changed my facial expression to be calmer in hopes that if i was nicer, she'd tell me. "Alice, please. Please, tell me. What happened?" i practically begged. She looked like someone had just stabbed her. "Im sorry" she answered before running off, crying yet again.

I walked over to the chair and sat down. I tried to distract myself but failed miserably. She was all i could think about. I walked to my car and turned the stereo, thinking that maybe Claire de lune would be able to help. For the first time in, well forever, it didn't. I was still tense, and she was still i could think about. A million questions were going through my head, along with a million scenes. Images of what I'd do if she were to exit my world, to perish and leave me here, broken. Scenes of what could've happened to get her here in the first place, getting hit by a car? jumping off a cliff ? walking into a wall and having it fall on her? All of those images made a tear roll down my cheek until i was full on crying.

As i got out of my car, i heard my father walk into the living room. Without even thinking i began to run head on towards the door as fast as my feet would carry me. Once i was at his side, i quickly grabbed his shoulders and spun him around so that he was facing me. "Is she alright?" i asked, panting. "She will be" was all he said before walking off to take off his gloves and apron, which were covered in my beloved's blood. I walked after him, i didn't have enough answers, and i needed some. Maybe Carlislie will be able to tell me what Alice couldn't bring herself to. "What happened to her, Carlislie?" i asked. It came out calmer than i though it would.

"Alice didn't tell you?" he asked, looking confused. I wish Alice could've told me, it would've been so much easier, I'd know by now. "No. When she found out that Bella was my girlfriend, and i asked her what happened, she jut ran off crying and apologizing." i said, a bit calmer now. My father always seemed to have that affect on me, i always felt calmer in his presence, "Bella's your girlfriend?" carlislie questioned. Hadn't i just said that? "Yes. Do you know what happened to her?" i couldn't be bothered talking about this right now, there were more important things to talk about, like what happened to Bella.

"I hate to be the person to tell you this, but, she, ah, got raped. And who ever did it was obviously sadistic because who ever it was broke two ribs, her shoulder and snapped her leg so badly that the bone came out of her leg. But don't worry, I've put her back together. Her leg is in plaster, as well as her should. And her torso has a brace around it to stop her ribs from moving to much." Carlislie informed me. Obviously dumbing it down a bit so it wouldn't confuse me. He knew i couldn't think straight at the moment, and that I'm not in the mood for the 'doctor explanation.'

i was shocked. I thought I'd turn into a statue, but instead, i fell to the floor and crumbled. My father tried to comfort me but i told him it was pointless and that he should go clean himself up. And so he did. I tried to get up multiple times but failed every time. Who could possibly do that to her? As the same question went through my head over and over, it finally clicked. I knew who did this, and he would pay for this. Jacob. I somehow managed to find enough strength to pull myself off the floor. I was too concerned for Bella's well being to be to outraged. I was beyond angry, but i was to upset to do much. I decided to take a bath, i needed to calm down before i went to talk to Alice.

After my bath, i got dressed and made my way to Alice's room. I knocked on the door. I don't know why, i knew she wouldn't open it, so it was pointless. I let myself in and walked over to where Alice was, in a tight ball, still sobbing on her bed. I sat down next to her and finally spoke after a couple of moments of silence. "we need to talk" i said in a strained tone.

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