[A/N] Sorry for not updating for so long, I've been sick.. so yeah.

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Chapter 21 - zombie

B POV

i woke up to Edward and Alice by my side. Edward with a look of pure agony in his eyes, Alice like someone had ripped her in to.

"What happened? and how are you here, Edward? How did you find me?" I asked Edward, extremely confused and groggy. He took a deep breath and then proceeded to say "Well you didn't answer your phone and i got all worried and panicked and came here, home, to ask Carlislie what i should do when i saw my sister, Alice, crying on the floor breaking down. Alice told me what happened and we went and, ah, dealt with Jacob" He told me.

"Wait, What? You and Alice are related?" I asked, confused. How had i not know this before?

"Yeah" Edward said with a slight smile, but i could see he was hiding all the pain he was in.

After talking for a few minutes and Carlislie coming to talk to me about the operation and things, i sat up and looked over at Edward. He reached over and went to hug me, but i flinched away. Shying away from his touch. Having a man touch me was too frightening, it brought back all the memories from when i was in the forest and i just couldn't bring myself to hug Edward, even though i wanted to and i knew it was ease the agony in his eyes.

E POV

I went to hug her, but she shied away. As she moved away from my touch, it felt like my heart had just been ripped out of my chest. I wanted more than anything to just pounce at her across the table, ignorant to her discomfort from me trying to touch her and just hug her and smother her in kisses, But that would just be selfish and as much as it hurt for her to turn away when i tried to comfort her, i wasn't going to put her in more discomfort by forcing it on her. I refuse to put my own selfishness in front of Bella's feelings.

B POV

The rest of the day i was sitting in the hospital-like bed drowning in my own sorrows of all the painful memories that had occurred in the past day. When i woke up the next morning, after hours and hours of trying to get to sleep, Edward informed me we were going to his house and i was going to stay there for the next few days. Of course, i couldn't go back to Charlie's because of my injuries, even though all i wanted was to just be in my own bed, because he'd ask how the happened and i couldn't actually tell him.

After staying in Edward's bed for the next few hours, still not having touched Edward or any other man, i got sick of feeling how i was and decided that i couldn't take it anymore. Edward was out getting groceries so now was the perfect time to leave.

[A/N] sorry its so short.. if it was any longer, i wouldn't have update so i thought something was better than nothing.

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