Jeremy's wearing his black slip-ons with blue jeans and a white t-shit. He's so simple. I wonder if he's gonna take out his lip piercing. I know I'm not. I remember when we got those together, he was such a wuss and it was his idea to get them together. He only got one, in the middle of his lip, while I got snake bites. I like being different.

Hunter has to look good wherever he goes so he's wearing a shipload of Axe, grey dress pants and a white collar shirt… stupid American eagle bird. And, oh my god, he put in his diamond earrings, I swear, that kid is gay. He smiles at me.

"What are you smiling at?" I ask.

"Kyla's coming with us."

I roll my eyes, "And I'm guessing you guys like each other?" he nods, "Okay, well, just remember: I will hurt you if you hurt her."

He smiles bigger, "I'm an angel."

I laugh, "Yeah, right. You're a sinner in the body of an angel, maybe, but you are no angel."

"Well, neither are you."

I smirk, "And I like it that way." Hunter smiles and walks into his room for a second.

Jeremy starts to fidget with his lip piercing, "Should we take these out?"

I shake my head, "I'm not taking mine out. The only agreement I made was to go to church. Mom didn't say anything about looking like a nun."

He laughs, "What do you think she'll say to me?"

I think about it then I make my voice wispy, "Aww, Jeremy you look so nice. I just wish you didn't have those holes in you ear. And why do you insist on wearing that thing on your lip? Trying to be like Roxy? I can't believe I let you guys keep those."

He laughs, "Sounds just like her."

I shrug cutely, "Well, when you've been with her for 18 years you pick up on a few things." I smile.

Kyla comes over, "Aww, y'all look cute."

Jeremy blushes, "Thanks."

Kyla laughs and looks at Jeremy, "Especially you, Jer."

He smiles and walks into Hunter's room. I don't know why they didn't have to share a room since I have to share one with Rachel. "Because she's your twin," mom would keep telling me.

I laugh at Jeremy, "You look cute too, Ky."

Rachel walks up to us wearing this spicy dress. I think it's a little too spicy for church, "Thanks to the wonderfulness of me." Rachel says smiling.

I roll my eyes, smiling, "You're so conceded."

"And what? You're not?"

I smirk, "Well, look at me."

Rachel scoffs, "You look just like me!"

I lift my index finger up and wave it from left to right, "No, no, no. I'm older so you look like me."

Kyla laughs, "By like two minutes!"

I put my hand down, "I'm still older."

She laughs, "You are such an idiot."

I smile, "And you're such a cutie."

"Thank you." she smiles.

"Only because you look like me." I say trying to knock her down a peg or two.

She rolls her eyes giggling and walks back to the bathroom. Kyla's still laughing, "I love you guys."

I watch her walk away then I look at Kyla, "I know."

Hunter comes out of his room and stops dead in his tracks when he sees, "Ky-Kyla. You-you-you l-lo-look--" he stutters.

I smile and laugh and put my hand on his shoulder but look at Kyla, "I think what he's trying to say is you look great."

He nods as Kyla laughs, "Well, thank you, Hunter. You don't look half bad yourself."

He smiles stupidly and I laugh, "I guess he means thank you."

Me and Kyla laugh as my mom walks up the stairs. She looks at everyone and smiles. She gets to me and looks me up and down, "You couldn't have worn a skirt or dress, hon?"

I smile, "Well, mom, if you want my cucu-ka-choo showing then I'll go change."

She shakes her head, "No, no, no. Why don't you just borrow one of Rachel's dresses."

Because I don't wanna look like a skank, "How bout I just don't go, hmm? Sound good?"

My mom sighs, "Fine. Can you at least take out those piercings?"

I shake my head, "Uh, no."

She sighs again, "Okay." she looks around, "Where's Jeremy and Rachel?"

"Right here, mom." Rachel says walking out of the bathroom just in time. Jeremy shows up, too. "Okay, we're all ready to go."

"Is dad coming?" Hunter asks.

Mom shakes her head, "No. He has work to do." mom says coldly.

Kyla chimes in, "Thanks for letting me tag along, Mrs. Rowe."

Mom waves her hand in front of her face, "No problem, we're glad to have you and call me Karen."

Kyla smiles and nods, "Thanks, Karen."

Mom smiles and nods then claps her hands together, "Okay. So We're gonna take two cars, there's no point in wasting gas. The boys will ride with me and the girls will ride with Roxy."

"What?" Hunter says, "How come I can't drive?"

"Well, after you skipping school today, I'm kinda pissed off at you so you're riding with me."

Hunter rolls his eyes, "Mom, they had a sell at Pac Sun, I had to--"

Mom shakes her head, "I don't want to hear it. You know school is more important than some sell."

"Except for the semiannual Victoria's Secret sales." Rachel says in a whisper making me and Kyla seem like we're crazy when we laugh.

"Alright, let's go." I guess she didn't hear Rachel. We all follow behind mom while going down the stairs. She stops when we get to the bottom, "Oh and um, Spencer's coming with us. Her family's busy but her mom still wants her to go so she's riding with you Roxy." my mom says then walks into the kitchen.

I walk to the front door, "Great."

Kyla bites the left side of her lip as she walks up to me, "Now you'll get to talk to her."

I roll my eyes, "Who said I wanted to?" Kyla shrugs and I continue talking as I open the door, "If she hates me then let her hate me for a while. Some people need to be angry every once in a--"

Spencer appears as I open the door. She looks like she was getting ready to ring the doorbell, "Hey," she says quietly, "Your mom tell you I was riding with you?" she says in a whisper.

I nod, "Yeah, we were just leaving." Spencer nods and we look at each other for the next minute, not saying anything. I walk past her to my truck, leaving her to talk to Kyla and Rachel. As I walk to my truck I unzip my purse and take the keys out. I use the keychain to unlock the car then get in. I turn the truck on and plug my iPod in. I got a personal jack made for my iPod. I scroll on the iPod until I find my playlist I put it on shuffle. The first song that plays is 'When It Rains' by Paramore and it reminds me of what I totally can't have right now.

I sit in the car blasting Paramore. The songs that played, in order, were: 'Born For This', That's What You Get' and 'crushcrushcrush'. Hmm, all my favorites. I stay in the car until everyone finally comes out, which was about ten minutes after Spencer came.

Rachel gets in the front seat and Kyla and Spencer sit in the back, "Alright we're ready to go."

"Are you sure? No, one has to tinkle right?" I say looking at Rachel. She smiles and rolls her eyes; I back out. As I look behind me, I can see Spencer out the corner of my eye and she's just staring at me… creep. "Anybody know where the church is because I know I don't?" I ask before pulling completely out of the driveway.

"Uh, yeah I do. When you pull out start going left. " Rachel says.

I nod and pull out, "Off to burn!" I say heroically. We laugh all the way to church, mainly about bursting into flames when we step foot on holy ground. And about Rachel going to hell for hitting on the hot, young priest.

We arrive at church and we all check ourselves in the mirrors before getting out. We meet up with my mom and the boys so we can walk in as a big, happy family. Spencer still doesn't say a word to me. Like Spencer and Jeremy I sit in the very back of the church. About twenty minutes into the service I start to doze off. I mean, honestly who knew that these people could talk about a… thing for so long. I look over to see how Spencer's holding up; she's across from my pew. And, wow, the devil herself, showed up. Can she do that?

Ashley sees me staring at them and she narrows her eyes at me and turns her head slowly back to Spencer. I roll my eyes but keep on watching. Ashley places her hand on Spencer's hand, which is laying in the middle of the two of them. Spencer moves her hand quickly and reaches for a bible to avoid touching Ashley's hand. I assume she still hasn't told Ashley about kissing Carmen because if she did I'm sure Ashley would be somewhere getting sloshed. That's exactly what I should be doing. I stop looking at them and lay my head back on the wall.

Before I know it service is over and Jeremy is shaking me to wake up. I open my eyes then look around to see everyone moving toward the door. I stand up to walk behind them, I was never a follower but there's a first time for everything. These people walk extremely slow, it's like a turtle race. I look at the old lady walking in front of my pew, she's walking at a steady pace of one step per minute. I guess I'm giving a face because Jeremy snickers. I look at him, "What?" I whisper.

He whispers back, "The look you're giving that lady is hilarious."

I smile and roll my eyes. She still isn't even halfway past my pew yet. I sit down and Jeremy sits next to me. "Wanna play rock, paper, scissors? We're gonna be here for a while."

He yawns which makes me yawn, "Yeah, let's do it."

We play at least sixty games of rock, paper, scissors before Hunter comes over with Kyla and Rachel, "You guys ready to go?"

We finish our last game and he wins, "I still kicked you a--"

Kyla finishes my sentence, "Ambidextrous butt."

Oh we're in a church, right. "Sure, I was gonna say that." I say standing up and Jeremy does the same.

"I know you were. That's why I finished your sentence." Kyla says smiling.

I smile then look around her and Hunter, "Where's mom?"

"She said that she'll be home later. She's gonna talk with Mr. Clark."

I nod, "Okay, so that means that Hunter's driving now?" I ask looking at my feet then at Hunter.

Hunter nods and slowly dangles the keys in my face, "I get to drive the Bentley."

I snatch the keys, "Now I get to drive it, jerk."

Kyla, Rachel and Jeremy laugh, "Hey."

I toss the keys back at him, "I like my car better. And plus I wanna see how much trouble you get in for crashing it." I look at Jeremy, "Make sure to wear your seatbelt." Jeremy smiles.

Hunter smiles, "Ha-ha-ha. Not funny. I'm not gonna crash it."

I roll my eyes, "Whatever. Can we go now? I'm feeling very hot."

Rachel laughs, "I thought it was just me, yeah, let's get the heck out of here."

We all laugh and walk outside. The Bentley's parked next to my truck so we sit there and talk for the next ten minutes.

I walk to the driver's side door of my car, "Okay, it's getting late and I have a stupid exam tomorrow so whoever's riding with me better shake a tail feather."

"I'm sleeping over at Kyla's tonight so Hunter's gonna drop me off when he drops Kyla off." Rachel says, "Love you." she says blowing me a kiss.

I pretend to grab the kiss from the air and put in my pocket. Kyla whispers something to Jeremy, "I'm gonna hang out with Hunter for a little while longer, He'll take me home." Jeremy says.

It was pretty obvious that Kyla whispered to Jeremy that Spencer and I need some alone time… broad. Spencer looks at me, "I guess it's just you and me." she says weakly from the other side of my car.

"Looks like." I sigh and open my door. "Bye guys. See you tomorrow." I wave at them then get in and shut my door.

Spencer gets in shortly after I close my door; she closes her door. I start the engine and head home. We stop at a stoplight and I take this opportunity to change the song. I change it to Mayday Parade's When I Get Home You're So Dead.

Spencer clears her throat as the light turns green again, "Listen, I'm sorry."

I shake my head, "There's no need, forget about it."

I can see her shaking her head out of my peripheral vision, "No, I should've never said anything that I said."

I sigh, "I should've never said anything that I said. It's none of my business."

"Yes, in a way it is. I mean you're like my best friend now…"

I smile, "Okay but still. You need someone to help you with your problems not add on to them and that's exactly what I was doing."

She sighs, "Can we please forget it?" Spencer says.

I nod my head, "Of course." I look at her, "It never happened." I look at the road.

She smiles, "Good." She wait's a good ten seconds to ask me another question, "Do you really think I'm playing with Ashley's emotions?"

I nod slowly, "Yeah."

She looks down at her lap, "I don't try to."

"I know. You're not that kinda girl."

She still looks down, "Apparently I am, because I'm doing it right?"

I sigh, "Just stop making her think that she has a chance."

Spencer looks at me quick so quick that I barely finished my sentence, "She does have a chance. I'm still in love with her."

"Spencer, you know you can't have both Carmen and Ashley." I tell her the truth.

"I could… if I was a bitch." Spencer says.

I shake my head, "Too bad you can't ever be that."

She looks out the window, "Yeah, too bad."

She is so depressing. At least she's in love with someone that lives in her town. Maybe now's the perfect time to tell her about Lily. I wait until we pull up into my driveway which took all of ten minutes. Spencer doesn't move to get out of the car when I pull in so I guess it's a great time. "Lily Anderson." I say plain and simple. I take off my seatbelt and wait for Spencer to respond.

She looks at me and takes of her seatbelt, too. "Who?" she says confused.

I turn down the radio, "Do you remember her?"

Spencer tries to think of her, "No…" she pauses, "Unless she was a cheerleader." I nod my head, "What about her?"

I give a little smile, "Love of my life."

Spencer gives me an 'are you serious' look, "She's gay?"

I smile bigger, "Yeah."

Spencer raises her eyebrows and leans her back against the door, "Wow, I never would've guessed."

I shake my head, smiling, "Neither did I."

She leans in a bit closer to me; interested, "So you went out with her? When?"

I bite the right side of my lip, playing with my piercing, "Two years ago. A little while after you left."

"So do you still talk to her?" Spencer asks.

"Yep. I talked to her before I came to church." I smile big.

"Do you still like her?"

"Yes or I wouldn't be still going out with her after two years."

Spencer's mouth drops, "You guys have been going out ever since I left?!" Spencer says astonished.

I laugh, "Yeah, with problems here and there but who doesn't have problems."

"You're together right now. I mean, like, right now, as we speak?"