Hello,
I have just been out to an audition for "Annie" as a charity thing, so I am a bit knackered now. That will not stop me writing my story though!
Chapter 2 of "When I Found Her" is up, so if you want to check out the corresponding bit to "Smack Bam" then it is there for you to read, written in entirely Jared's P.O.V.
I hope you like this chapter. It was a bit difficult to follow up from yesterday's chapter, but I tried.
I don't own anything, but I do have a set of fingers that typed out this sentence.
Chapter 19: Without you
I can't live, if living is without you,
I can't live, I can't give any more.
(Mariah Carey-Without you)
For a while after Jared left, I lay on my bed, thinking about tomorrow. I wanted to speak to him, and be his girlfriend, but I also wanted my parents to like him. For the time being, I decided that I would ask him not to drive me home or anything, but speak to me in school as usual.
Our relationship would require a lot of sneaking around, and I was thrilled that I would finally get the chance to do something vaguely rebellious, like a normal teenager, instead of a quiet, obedient, bookworm type of girl.
I sighed with frustration. Why did it have to be Jared, the only boy I've ever liked since...since well, forever, which my parents didn't like? It was only when he decided that he liked me back when they decided they didn't like him. Life was so unfair.
I thought through things. I put myself in different situations regarding the matter, to see how the best way to work it out is.
I tried to imagine ignoring my parents, but then both myself and Jared would end up in more trouble from them. How did they even know we were an item anyway? I barely knew that.
Hmmm...
What would happen if I just, did what my parents said, and ignored Jared?
Oops, maybe not. The pain in my heart was unbearable, even imaging being away from him. It was absolutely ridiculous that it would be so painful.
It felt like my heart had literally been pulled out through my chest, still beating.
Yeah, I think I'll just stick with my rebellious plan.
I didn't mind so much that my parents banned me from speaking to Jared, as long as I could still speak to him inside school.
With my evil plot planned out in my mind, I soon fell asleep.
Alright, that chapter was sucky, and I don't mind you agreeing with me. It was, I admit, just filler, with no real plot or story line to it. We all knew she was going to disobey her parents anyway, so there wasn't much point in putting in this chapter.
I wanted to get across the fact that she found it incredibly painful to be away from Jared, and I had the song "Without you" stuck in my head.
Lots of Love,
Deany-Bob101