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Chapter 24: The Breaking Impact
When you'd cry,
I wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream,
I fight away all of your fears
(Evanescence-My Immortal)
I, of course, being weak, sensitive little Kim, was in floods of tears over the phone, and Jared, on the other end, was having a hard time handling the tears.
"No, Kim, honey. Don't cry sweetie. Everything's going to be okay. Just tell me what happened. Please Kim?" He implored.
"H-He left us" I tried to say, but my voice got caught in my throat.
"Who left?" asked Jared, unsuspectingly.
"My-my dad" I said. Oh dear. I sounded really pitiful.
"Kimble, Kimmie, my Kimmie-flower, don't cry, baby, its breaking my heart. Please, for me? Everything's okay. Don't cry. I'll come and get you, just give me a minute. See you soon, sweetie" he said, and then hung up.
True to his word, he reached my house within seconds. He picked me up, and cradled me in his scorching hot arms.
"They're going" I said, not really aware of saying it. "He's gone. It's my entire fault, he's going. Another family. We're all splitting up" I muttered to myself, but Jared heard me anyway.
"No, Kim. It's not your fault. It's mine. Maybe if... if I wasn't a werewolf, your parents would think I was a good kid. Maybe then..." then his voice trailed off.
He continued to rock me in his arms, like a baby, and then set me down softly on the sofa.
"I've got to go now, Kimmie. Just for a quick patrol around the rez, but don't worry, I'll be back soon." He said, and with that, he placed a burning kiss on my forehead, and was out the back door before you could say "wolf".
I lay on the sofa for a while, and did what I do best. I thought about what had happened. It was really painful but I decided that I couldn't just leave things where they were. I would absolutely kill me to be in this much pain all the time.
I thought about when this mess all started happening. When my relationship with my parents disintegrated. Then I had it. It happened when I fell in love with Jared.
At that moment, I knew what I had to do. My love for Jared, it was strong, but destructive. It had ruined my relationship with my parents, ruined my parents' relationship, and also ruined Caroline's reputation.
It brought no new life to anything, only killed it. It made me happy, but I needed to give up my happiness in return or other's happiness.
I had to split up with Jared. It would be hard, and the thought itself yanked on my heart, and made me keel over in pain, but I would try to be selfless for once.
That, like I knew it would, made me burst into more frantic, hysterical tears, at the thought of losing Jared, my soul mate, my other half. I truly did believe that he was my soul mate. He was funny, smart, and always knew exactly what to say to me, whether I was upset, or not.
As I was thinking through the things, Jared, the object of my thoughts, popped his head through the door, with a grin spread wide across his face.
I hated to see the look of worry replace the happiness on his face once he saw my expression.
"Kim, what's wrong? Is it your dad again? I'm here for you, Kimble. You don't have to worry about anything. I promise. Kimble? Kimmie?" He said with concern, as I burst into a fresh round of tears.
He tried to put his arms around me, to pull me into a hug, but I pushed him away.
"Jared, l-listen," I began, trying to sound serious and controlling through the waterfall cascading down my face.
"What is it Kimmie? Kim, baby? I'll do anything" he said.
"I-I..." My voice faltered. I couldn't say those words. I couldn't, it would hurt him so much. I had to, though, so I forced myself. "I...I want you to leave me alone" I said, almost giving up at the look of total devastation on Jared's beautiful face. Almost.
"W-why, Kim? What did I do? I promise, I'll make it better, just, please, don't. Please" he then began sobbing also, clutching at my waist. "Please, don't leave me, Kim. I need you. I love you" he whispered to me, repeating himself over and over, tears flowing down his face, as well as mine. To see him in this much pain was earth-shattering.
"I have to, Jared. I love you so, but I have to. Please understand. I love you so much, but it's destroying everything. Please understand. I love you. I'll always love you." I begged.
I stopped clutching Jared, when he pulled back.
"Fine." He said strongly. "If that's the way you want it, then fine. I don't care. I never really felt anything for you, anyway." He said, though there were tears stains across his gorgeous face. Even red eyed, with blotchy cheeks, he was still the most perfect thing.
"J-Jared. Wh-what?" I asked, unbelievingly. I couldn't believe it. He said he loved me more times than I could count, the way he looked at me, how well he treated me, and...and the imprinting proved it, didn't it? I...I knew I loved him. It was not fair for me to be this hypocritical, but I had never denied m feelings for him.
"You heard me. I. Don't. Love. You" He said, getting up in my face.
"But...but I thought...I thought we were soul mates?" I asked weakly.
"Well, obviously you thought wrong" He said, and was out the door in a flash.
I...I couldn't believe it. I refused to believe it. He...he did love me. He did. We were soul mates. We were soul mates forever, weren't we?
I was tired; it was a long day, and all the crying had worn me out, let alone the pressing grief of the loss of Jared's love.
So, that night, from what started off a reasonably good day, I had lost my family, and my life.
Awww! Poor Kimmie! *sob sob*. Don't worry, thought guys. Their love will conquer all.
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